The Mail Box

[Waterbearer]

all I really need is a place in the sun

all I really need is recognition

for all the s@%t I put through for you

for all Im worth I commend to you

the endless days and nights of distress

anxiety and hopelessness

got self-esteem issues heaved upon my chest

from all the criticisms

fingerpointing

left and right they throw at me

This is s@%t reality

inborn inadequacy

 

Im the prisoner of Amen

faultfinders don't have weekends

like raptors on both ends

I'm prey to every single one of them

amen to this

amen to that

and when something goes wrong

One moment please

Amen will be back

 

This is corporate

 

It's a choice if I want to stay

or leave me job and go astray

If I stay I get my pay

my spirit will be broken and I could die young

But if I decide to leave

It's a new lease or reprieve

but the future is uncertain

sometimes the forecast deceives

 

at least now I can look in the mirror

and everything is clearer

all the loose ends are tied

and issues have been resolved

my life finally evolves

Now let the good times roll

and just in case one day I find

the urge to put my ass back on the line

go get forced to a job aim for a high pay

look in the ads and email my resume

 

This is corporate

 

Master of none

army of one

Corporate zombies come undone

We the toast ones

Mindless and hesitant

hesitant and humiliated

insolence absorbed and blinded

blinded and degraded

degraded we fall

fall we disgraced

the weak are fazed

The strong survives

but deep inside theyre dehumanized

The fake ones survives

but deep inside theyre dehumanized

All for the pay

and the expenses that need to go away

and the hopes that love equals what they can afford

coz' money money yeah money money is the root of it all

 

This is corporate

Edited September 5, 2007 by Waterbearer

[sha79]

You taught me that love doesn't last forever and that those you love can lie.

Now I sit here and think to myself...why did I let myself be with you

...and why did I let you teach me those things, because without you in my life I will never feel that way again...

 

 

Why did I let you hurt me?

 

[iwalkalone]

Thank you so much! :heart: you don't know how much it means to me...

[poppinfresh2k5]

i just wanted to give you a rose. i wish i could give more or be more but i cant. all i could give was one rose. it wasnt a bouquet with long stems and nice ribbons to court you with. i didnt have a nice suit on or planned to have lovely dinner dates. i wasnt planning on wooing you with serenades and promises of love and affection. i did not desire to hold your hand or kiss your cheek or simply look at your face for hours. i cant. i wish i could do those things which you deserve but i cant. i truly honestly wish i could but i cant. all i really could give you was that rose which cost a measely 25 bucks that i had to cut short so i could keep it hidden in my palm to give to you when we'd say our goodbyes. i just wanted to give you a damn rose.

[nuggetable]

why did you do it ?

[iwalkalone]

I hate you!!! i hate you for posting that!!!

wut you're interested in her? you dick!

you stupid dick! she's nothing compared to me!!!!

[iwalkalone]

no...nothing that you'd probably notice you stupid cunt!

[LB]

You need not to worry about anything as long as I'm here

[chipmaker]

mami-miss mo ba ko?

 

[naked_angel]

i secretly watch you sleep.

there's something magical about the the way your chest rises and falls at every breath. how your eyelashes flutter.

how your lips slightly opens from time to time.

you don't know this. but i love smelling you and running my hands on your bare skin

i love the way your body moves at the littlest touch. the way you rub your feet when you're cold.

this could go on and on.

and you don't know this but i love watching you sleep...

[Jhelicious]

dear fubu.. :sick:

 

kung na iinsecure ka sa akin sabihin mo ng harapan 'in my face' para makita mo hinahanap mo

 

wala ka na magagawa iniwan ka na nya ako pinili nya ur such a god damn 'loser' mas masarap

 

parin makatabi sa kama ang taong mahal ka at hindi ung umaasa ka na mamahalin ka nya

 

haaaaaay..buhay nga naman kung sino gusto mo xang may ayaw sau kaya ang kinalalabasan

 

isang kang babaeng umaasa sa wala as in sa wala *yan ang dapat sau :thumbsdownsmiley: kc naman may bf na

 

xa nakikipag landian pa sa iba ano napala mo edi umuwi kang luhaan :hypocritesmiley:

[LickMeDownThere]

dear biatch, <_<

 

how dare u para sabihing isang haliparot ung sis ko?!

:grr: adik ka ba? still cant let it go of him?!sore looser! :thumbsdownsmiley:

and who is talking about being a harlot? :boo:

di ba ikaw itong madaming kaulayaw na fubu?

just accept the facts that he already dumped u and he will never come back kaya mamatay ka na lang sa inggit! <_<

 

-pasawaykaII :evil:

[TNT Hsia]

After so many years, I see you again in my dreams. There was neither the quiet hostility nor the forced indifference we showed one another in our parting. I think deep inside I have forgiven myself & forgiven you. Finally, there is peace.

[chiquezee]

I won't say I was surprised, but I am impressed. The psychological warfare you waged against yourself proved an effective strategy to conquer the fear. I never doubted the decision to pursue the tactic. Now, you are no longer protecting yourself, instead you are protecting your time. Smart move.

 

What I am wondering about is why you refuse to cut the cord ultimately. In a very short span of test time you were able to prove that the knot is loose and that the leg stands on its own. What for? I never could understand that. Definitely, its not for you. What for?

 

Somewhere down the road, you will reach another bridge that you will have to burn, sooner or later. Why wait? What is keeping you?

 

I watched every step you took to weigh the circumstances and to finally declare victory over the territory. I saw how willing you were to sacrifice in order to achieve the best possible result. How come you're standing by the defeated prey? I see no use for it. Do you? Or are you uncertain of the victory? Or could it be that you feel guilt over the desertion about to happen? Or maybe you have been so used to the methodology and couldn't cut clean just yet?

 

Don't be like the duck that kept on going in circles even after the cord has been severed. Don't quack at the last minute.

 

I trust you know what to do. Just don't stay too long deciding to do what you already decided to do.

 

Congratulations.

Edited September 8, 2007 by chiquezee

[chiquezee]

Damn.

Why can't I tell you?

 

 

 

...

 

 

..

 

 

.

 

 

 

The jar is almost empty.

 

 

 

(Soon, there will be no more cookie for the cookie monster.)

 

And then mold will eat the crumbs away.

 

 

 

 

But already, they have become bland to my taste.

And I'm not hungry anyway...