The Mail Box

[Berwaks]

May mangilan-ilang beses nang lumalabas kami na wala akong dalang payong. Umuulan o uulan pa lang. Papayungan ko siya gamit ang payong niya. Hindi pa nagyayaring may dala akong payong na gagamitin ko para payungan siya. What if mayroong ngang isang taong mas lamang sa akin ang magdala ng payong para lang sa kanya? Hindi ko pa siya natatanong tungkol dun. Hindi ko kasi alam kung big deal ba yun o hindi. Sa akin big deal. 'Di ko talaga alam kung may nais ba siyang iparating sa akin.

[Berwaks]

Dahil dito, napatunayan ko sa sarili ko na takot talaga akong "mawala siya" sa akin. Oo, friend ko siya, ngunit hindi ko siya matiis na mawala. Lubos akong naapektuhan sa sinabi niyang yun. Paano kung mayroon ngang dumating na mas ok kaysa sa akin. Marahil ay uuwi na lang akong luhaan, duguuan. Mapait na pagtanggap ng pagkatalo. Ikinakatakot kong mangyari yon. Ayoko siyang mawala sa aking paningin. Ayokong dumating ang panahon na hindi ko na siya maaaring yayaing kumain sa labas, kausapin sa phone, samahan sa paglalakad, at makasama sa oras ng kailangan ko ng kasama. Baka bigla na lang maputol ang pagiging mag-buddy namin.

[kundera]

para sa lalakeng bumugbog sa kaibigan kong babae,

 

hindi ko maintindihan kung paano mo nagawang saktan ang girlfriend mong ubod ng bait.

 

hindi ko alam kung ano ang nasa isip mo habang pinagsisipa mo sya at sinasakal hangga't siya'y nahirapan nang huminga.

 

at higit sa lahat, hindi ko maunawaan kung paano mo nagawang humalakhak at magmayabang na tigasin ka habang ginagawa mo ang mga ito sa isang babaeng walang kalaban-laban.

 

sa tindi ng galit ko nung nabilataan ko ang mga pangyayari ay hindi ko na nagawang magmura. nagpapasalamat ako na hindi kita kilala at hindi ko alam kung saan ka nakatira. kundi ay nabura ko na sana ang pagmumukha mo.

 

sakaling di mo pa alam, idedemanda ka ng kaibigan ko.

 

p.s. para maliwanagan ka, ang lalakeng nananakit ng isang babae at nagmamayabang na nakayanan nyang gawin ito ay higit pa sa hayop.

[Fahfrd]

My Baby,

 

I'm waiting for you now to wake-up. :heart:

 

I miss you so.

 

But in a way, I'm glad that you're still asleep and getting much needed rest.

 

Baby, I know you're tired and getting discouraged.

 

But remember, I am here for you. So stay strong, stay the course. I know you can do it.

 

I miss you so much.

 

But I'm glad that we got to talk, even for a little while. You sound so nice over the phone. I can't wait...... :cool:

 

My heart goes to you, baby.

 

Take care. :* :* :*

[Wyld]

for my D

 

What is important is we keep it real ryt?

 

And we continue to look out for each other

 

You make me undeniably happy

 

You also surprise me and make me smile :heart:

 

And you take care of me...

 

What more can i ask for?

 

:*:*:*

 

Edited July 14, 2004 by WyldChik

[wjc-934]

THIS SONG WILL BE THE FINAL LOCK OF MY RELENTLESS EFFORT TO FORGET MY TRUE LOVE FOR MY BESTFRIEND...

 

 

I'll Be Over You

 

Some people live their dreams

Some people close their eyes

Some people's destiny

Passes by

 

There are no guarantees

There are no alibis

That's how our love must be

Don't ask why

 

{Bridge:}

It takes some time

God knows how long

I know that I can forget you

 

As soon as my heart stops breakin'

Anticipating

As soon as forever is through

I'll be over you

 

Remembering times gone by

Promises we once made

What are the reasons why

Nothing stays the same

 

{Bridge:}

There were the nights holding you close

Someday I'll try to forget them

Someday I'll be over you

[wjc-934]

Wala nang Ulan

 

 

Dumilim ang langit, bumaba ang lipad ng mga ibon at nagising ang mga bulaklak. Matagal ko nang nakakasalubong ang ulan pero ngayon ko lang nakita ang tunay nitong anyo. Iba-iba ang mukha ng ulan, bawat luha ng ulap, bawat tawa ng hangin, may istoryang tinatago. Ngayon lang ako napatitig sa ulan simula nang nagpaalam ka.

 

Hindi lahat ay gusto ang ulan, at isa na ako dun.

Naalala ko pa nung sinabi mo sa akin na makikita mo ang lalaking mamahalin mo sa ulan. Ironic ‘di ba? Ang lalaking makikita mo sa ulan ay ayaw ng ulan. Kahit ako ay napaniwala sa iyo. Pinilit ko ang aking sarili na patunayan ang mga sinabi mo pero huli na nang nalaman ko na hindi ako ang lalaking iyon.

 

Ilang araw pa lang ang nakalipas pero nami-miss na agad kita. Ikaw lang talaga ang babaing minahal ko nang tunay. Marami ngang isda dyan pero kakaiba ka, ikaw ang isdang gusto ko. Sa mga mata mong ipagpapalit ko sa mga bituin, sa buhok mong tila ang gabi’y maliwanag, at sa ngiting kahit ang mga diyosa’y maiingit.

 

 

Hindi pa rin ako nawawalan ng pagasa. Alam kong ang mga salitang binitawan mo nung gabing iyon ay bunga ng galit. Hindi dapat kita binitawan, nagpumilit pa dapat ako, nagpaapekto pa dapat ako sa sakit, dinagdagan ko pa sana ang pagmamakaawa. Dahil ngayon ay hindi pa ako kumbinsado wala ka na sa aking mga kamay. Hindi dapat ako ngayon nag-iisa.

 

Natatawa ako ngayon sa aking sarili, saka lang ako naghahabol kung kailan wala ka na. Kung kailan unti-unti nang tumitila ang ulan. Saka ko lamang nalaman ang tunay nitong halaga, kung kailan na ito maglalaho. Tunay ngang nasa huli ang pagsisisi.

 

Ngayong ko lang pinansin ang ulan, ngayon ko lang din ito nagustuhan. Hindi dahil sa walang pasok at sa lamig ng simoy ng hangin, kundi sa mga matatamis na alaala na hatid nito...

[Leslie Garcia]

Dearest for you.....

 

 

Because Of You

 

Because of you

my world is now whole,

Because of you

love lives in my soul.

Because of you

I have laughter in my eyes,

Because of you

I am no longer afraid of good-byes.

You are my pillar

my stone of strength,

With me through all seasons

and great times of length.

My love for you is pure

boundless through space and time,

it grows stronger everyday

with the knowledge that you'll always be mine.

At the altar

I will joyously say 'I do',

for I have it all now

and it's all because of you.

 

- Written and owned by Amy S. Bedford -

[wjc-934]

malapit na akong masiraan ng bait dahil sa song na "Why can't it be?"!!!!!!!!

[Aaaa100000]

He knows a hero when he sees one. Too few characters like that flying out there, saving old girls like me. And Lord knows, kids like Henry need a hero. Courageous, self-sacrificing people. Setting examples for all of us. Everybody loves a hero. People line up for them, cheer them, scream their names. And years later, they'll tell how they stood in the rain for hours just to get a glimpse of the one who taught them how to hold on a second longer. I believe there's a hero in all of us, that keeps us honest, gives us strength, makes us noble, and finally allows us to die with pride, even though sometimes we have to be steady, and give up the thing we want the most. Even our dreams. - Mary Parker from the movie Spiderman2.

 

 

:cool:

[Wyld]

for my D

 

this says it all...

 

Changing hues

The change of seasons will leave you no clues

As desperation spreads within a broken soul

Life leaves you feelin' dead.

 

Just like Mathis singin'

On a lowdown Sunday afternoon (on a Sunday afternoon)

The blues split apart, all my sense depart

As I see you come into view.

 

Baby, as I look into your eyes

Ooh, you're perfect

Judging from the way you make me high

Ooh, it's worth it

Perfect, it's everything you are to me

Perfect and everything I am to you.

 

Crossroads and bridges

We've come through a lot of trying stages (trying stages)

Our love sets us free

From the realms of our own self-made cages.

 

(Rain falling down)

Ooh, seems like it could last for years

(Drowning me down)

Drowning in a sea of tears

And little did I know

The sun would set my soul free (free).

 

You are perfect.

Perfect, perfect baby, perfect

It's worth it

'Cause you're perfect.

Oooh, perfect, na na na na...

Perfect...

Edited July 16, 2004 by WyldChik

[Guest LovingSouL]

*****

 

I once loved you so much (and I still do until now)

And for so long.

Why did you leave

When I did nothing wrong?

 

Your smile was once the sun

On a dark, rainy day.

It would clear up the sky

And keep it from being gray.

 

Your eyes were once the shine

Of the world's glowing light.

Or were they the twinkling stars

That once filled the night?

 

Your hands once had power

To give me the softest touch.

They'd always give me a slight tingle,

Which is why I loved them so much.

 

Your hugs were once the medicine

That'd change a frown to cheer.

A shiver would run through my body

Every time I feel your love near.

 

Your kisses were once the wind,

They were fresh and breezy against my face.

They were gentle, so gentle,

It's something no one will replace.

 

But, now you like someone else,

And it's driving me insane.

Although it's over for us,

The love we had still remains.

 

And so I tell myself...

Never again will I cry.

You were once everything to me,

That I can't deny.

 

But I couldn't keep my promise

And broke out in tears.

The hours I've cried feel like days,

The days feel like years.

 

As I bury my face in the pillow,

And cry my heart out and grieve,

I've learned to never give away love

If love I don't receive.

 

 

.....hayyyyyy......

[Wyld]

i really really really miss you

 

this is for you ...

 

 

Every Romeo has a Juliet

Wishful thinkers have their stars

Hopeless romantics each have a love song

Played on their guitars

 

But you, you're everything

This foolish heart could ever define

Every wish, every dream, every prayer come true

I feel so blessed to call you mine

 

You're my you, even more

No one else I'll adore

You're my you, in my mind

Simply one of a kind

You're the one who never fails to brighten my day

My princess in every fairytale

You're my mornin' 'til night

Such a beautiful sight

You're my you

 

Your eyes, your lips

The touch of your fingertips

Promise me you'll never take them away

For as long as I exist

 

You're my you, even more

No one else I'll adore

You're my you, in my mind

Simply one of a kind

You're the one who never fails to brighten my day

My princess in every fairytale

You're my mornin' 'til night

Such a beautiful sight

 

You're the heat of the fire in a cold winter's night

You're a raindrop in June, you're the sun

You're the one, you're my you

 

[naked_angel]

I like the stars. It's the illusion of permanence, I think. I mean, they're always flaring up and caving in and going out. But from here I can pretend... I can pretend that things last. I can pretend that lives last longer than moments. Gods come and Gods go. Mortals flicker and flash and fade. Worlds don't last; and stars and galaxies are transient, fleeting things that twinkle like fireflies and vanish into cold and dust. - Sandman

[Guest myra]

all i want is a little bit of ur love and care..

 

you may hold my hand for a while but you hold my heart forever..

[Mayella]

for you,

 

you never fail to put a smile of my face. i appreciate the small notes. it is unthinkable but i realize that i miss you more and more as each day passes. i cannot deny it any longer. everythig right now is so surreal, until that fateful moment comes. i cannot wait.

 

L

[ziggyzag]

J,

 

i miss u so..

 

gotta see u tonight..

 

i was even planning to pass by ur clinic this morn'..

 

but then, u might be busy.. it's a saturday u know..

 

i'm just here.. waiting for the sun to set..

 

so i can see u again..

 

Z

[naked_angel]

If this is a game, consistency will win you the top award

[Wyld]

i really really really miss you.

 

 

A Little Bit

Make Your Momma Proud

 

I was kinda hesitant to tell you

Should I let you know

I was never really like this before

Need I say more

 

 

Or maybe I'm confused when you are near me

I don't know what to do or I should be

There's only one thing in my mind

That's you and me

 

I'm a little bit of crazy

I'm a little bit of a fool

I'm a little bit of lonely

I'm a little bit of all

Oh, I need a cure

Just a little bit of you

And I will fall

 

 

I'm always on the run to see you

Would you allow me to

It wasn't my attention to hurt you

This feeling is true

 

I'm just a little bit of crazy

I'm a little bit of a fool

I'm a little bit of lonely

I'm a little bit of all

Oh, I need a cure

Just a little bit of you

And I will fall

Edited July 18, 2004 by WyldChik

[Mayella]

for you,

 

it is sad that things have ended this way. but even if it has come to this, you know, you always have a friend in me. i will truly miss you. i wish you well always.

 

L

[Guest LovingSouL]

for a person you made a mark :

 

it was perhaps attraction at first site

there was a connection since the time you said 'hi'

 

we enjoyed each other's company and missing it now and then

we get together when we can and have a real good time

 

i know i should not expect

i should not even look forward of when to see you again

 

i should know the rules of the game

but sometimes, i still wonder

 

and yet, i just keep it for myself, not wanting to pull you off

so here i am, just "enjoying' the moments we can create together

 

 

I wanna hold you in my dreams

and make believe that it's true

although I know, I know

that it's impossible to do

coz you're a star

 

people love you as you are

you're a million miles away from me....

 

-a fan

[LostCommand]

I like the stars. It's the illusion of permanence, I think. I mean, they're always flaring up and caving in and going out. But from here I can pretend... I can pretend that things last. I can pretend that lives last longer than moments. Gods come and Gods go. Mortals flicker and flash and fade. Worlds don't last; and stars and galaxies are transient, fleeting things that twinkle like fireflies and vanish into cold and dust. - Sandman

 

The world is forever young. It will greet each new sunrise with the same youthfulness it has greeted the sunrise for eons uncounted before, and for eons uncounted hence.

 

Let not our age and pain affect our perception of reality. Let not the briefness and bitterness of our lives affect our decisions. What we do, we must do with the thought that after we are gone, they should remain true, fair, logical, and correct. By these and other eternal ideals shall we judge our actions.

 

Though we age in years, our spirits must not, if we seek to take a successful part in the 4 billion year old game of life.

 

In a few minutes I log off to prepare for next week's activities. Thanks for this quote. It hit a few strings somewhere inside.

 

cheers to all!

[roxysnonie]

honey,

 

i ask for nothin much,

a simple "hi! how you doin?" signifies you remember

and yet...

 

you said you were there, but i hear you were elsewhere

you say it is your right, yet i deny myself the same...

 

what is 5 seconds to say hi, and yet make my day,

than nothing at all, just waitng in vain.

 

inspite of it all, nothing has changed, the thoughts, the feelings, just wonder if its all the same with you...

 

 

 

 

Edited July 19, 2004 by roxysnonie

[Guest kizmet]

Hon,

 

With you beside me, I discovered

love of life and joy in living

 

My life's simple joy is to have your hand in

mine as we dream together and keep on believing

 

Though our paths seem to take us in different directions

In my heart is where you'll always be..

 

Love you so...

 

F

[Wyld]

i miss you.

 

but i wonder...

 

do you miss me at all?