Writings of the Heart

[Guest KT3]

I cannot give you a warm embrace

When you're in the arms of another.

 

I cannot give words of love to you

When he's closer to your ears than a whisper.

 

I cannot give you my soul

When what you wanted was more than I could offer.

 

But I will give you freedom

Because to see you happy is all that I desire.

 

- KT03

[shhhhhh]

from the song , Photograph...

 

When I'm away, I will remember how you kissed me
Under the lamppost back on Sixth street
Hearing you whisper through the phone,
"Wait for me to come home."

[daphne loves derby]

its a beautiful morning

these glaring sunshine is glowing

my eyes, still sleepy and itching

saw a glimmering light, with your face showing

the colors of the sky, the birds humming

the cool breeze that is so relaxing

its like waking up and seeing you at my side

can this dream of you and me forever be set aside?

ahh, this feeling gives me hope

with breakfast in bed and your arms like a rope

tight hugs and sweet long kisses

pls. take me away from this overdue sadness.

you are my sunshine.

will your shine in me be forever now?

[RED2018]

PAKWAN

Kinagat, nilawayan
Alat ng balat, nalasahan
Biniyak, binuka
Munting butil naka-bulaga
Inangkin
Kinain

Balat ay isinantabi
Pagka't wala na siyang silbi

Itinapon kapagdaka

Sa basura

Matapos lawayan

Ang pakwan

[jelly bean]

If only I could turn back time.. If only I could...

[RED2018]

ANG ‘L’ SA MGA TULA

 

piping saksi

nananahimik na gripo
at lababong malinis
sinampa ng paupo
malay nya'y tumalilis

 

hawakan mo sana
at alagaan
kahit matigas
pakaingatan

halikan mo sana
kung pwede paliguan
isubo mo man
at laro-laruan

panggigilan mo sana
at dalawang kamayin
bilisan mo lang sana
at baka mabitin

 

pulang pula
hapit na hapit
ang suot niyang
mabulaklak na damit

itinaas niyang dahan dahan
at sumungaw ang langit
ang tamis ng awitan
ang pantalon koy humapit

 

sa dibdib mong mayaman
di ako makahinga
napupugto na ang buhay
di ko pa alintana

 

ang saplot mo’y kay init
saksakan ng linggit

pagyuko't pagtuwad
naghe-hello ang langit

 

langit bumuka
lumiwanag ang buhay
kulot na buhok

bumungayngay, iaalay

 

ang bayag kong nagungulila
sa haplos ng 'yong dila
hanggang kailan magtitiis
sa kanyang pangangamatis?

 

 

ang bikini nyang di buhol
kulay itim at asul

pagtanggal nito’y

nandun ang mga buhol


nagsalang ng cd
saka pinatugtog
nagsuot ng cd
saka ipinasok

 

 

[shhhhhh]

"in my next life, i will make sure i will find the way to your heart..."

[Guest Vesper_]

Hey, you never fail to disappoint me. Thank you for making it easy for me.

[daphne loves derby]

Are you happy now?

That all you said was happening,

that I was left there hanging,

that you thank me for letting it go,

that im just so stupid to just know...

Are you happy now?

That all the memories had faded,

and everything that has happened to you and me are dead,

that you enjoy watching me suffer,

that from now its still you i want to surrender..

So are you happy now?

That you always use my past to defend your decision,

that i cant do anything but to watch it without a reason,

that your so perfect and true in anything you say and do,

that again to show everyone how bad i am for you...

Then are you happy now?

That you say ill be ok, ive been here before,

that it doesnt matter to you how i feel and more,

that you just want to end everything, pretend that nothing happened,

that you didnt even try or think what will it be if it ends.

Finally, are you happy now?

That every thought of you still remain here,

that you stole an important part of me, something so dear,

that im buried with this blinded hope of you and me finally together,

that i will remain dreaming this nightmare of you forever....

Are you happy now?

[Guest KT3]

In the vast expanse of Time's past

And in the infinity of its future,

I find myself in this fleeting moment

With you.

 

It will definitely not last

As Time never allows such leisure

To fools like me whose hearts lament

For you.

 

But this instance will be forever cast

Into molds of boundless rapture

Knowing my life is no longer insignificant

Through you.

[BettyConfidential]

What on earth did I think about all the time before you?

[layman37]

wish i could undertand.

wish i could explain.

wish i could unravel.

 

oh i tried, definitely.

 

but still find myself...

 

longing for more

[mjane74]

There should be no what ifs...

only choices and decisions.

 

Not for a distant future

but today and tomorrow...

 

A choice was made.

It was a wrong decision...

But one has to live it..bear it...

There can be no more what ifs.

[jelly bean]

I believed in forever.... Until I met you.

[Mang.J]

It's been a while. Ngayon ko lang uli naaalala yung panahon na pwede lang umiyak, maglabas ng sama ng loob habang salo ako ng mga kamay mo. Yung puwede bang magalit ako, magtampo sa mundo, sumigaw, itanong kung bakit ganito ang nangyayari sa buhay ko, tapos hihimasin mo lang ang mukha ko, at tititigan mo ako ng may ngiting makakapagpalimot sa akin ng lahat ng problema, lahat ng sakit, lahat ng tampo, at isang ngiting makakapagsabi sa akin na magiging okay lang ang lahat. Alam ko na marami kang gustong sabihin sa akin pag ganoon, pero hindi mo masabi. Sana alam mo na ipinagpapasalamat ko na kahit hindi ka man biniyayaan ng kakayahang masabi ang nararamdaman mo, ramdam na ramdam ko ang lahat ng mga bagay na gusto mong sabihin sa pamamagitan lang ng haplos mo, titig mo, at ngiti mo.

 

Pero salamat sa lahat. Nakangiti ako ngayon at alam ko ang lahat ng problema ng mundo, kasama na ako, ay hindi mo na problema ngayon. Kung nasaan ka man, magiging ok lang naman ang lahat, di ba?