Writings of the Heart

[sOin2you]

You told me that I should learn to love myself. And that's what I'm gonna do.

 

I will love myself because I want to see myself in that state again. I want to feel again. Really feel. I want to love again. Really love. I want to see myself loving again and be loved too. I'm giving myself that chance again. I want to have that again.

[Seta Sinestro]

I went into this ... "Adult" world to be stimulated enough with things I've never seen, heard, touched, or felt, to write stories of and about other people.

 

Hopefully, I do not end up writing about myself.

[clandestinecuddles]

Silence is deafening

Words may sting but silence is what breaks the heart....

Edited April 22, 2016 by clandestinecuddles

[sOin2you]

Why is it that loving can take me to the highest place one time and have me falling hard on the ground next?

 

Why is loving you a place that's so hard to leave, yet I never seemed to have belonged at all?

 

Each night I shed a tear for the pain I've been keeping. I can't let you know and I can't speak of it when I'm having a conversation with you. I can't. Because I'm afraid to hear the lies again and gain more pain inside me. I can't handle more of it.

[Miss'ing]

Just like how we started - slowly, then all at once I lost you. The old you.

[Seta Sinestro]

When the fun starts getting serious,

the hurt begins. And when it does...

[t3sla]

Am I in love you? Or am I in love with the feeling? Trying to find the truth, sometimes the heart is deceiving. Can't get out of my head and I need you to save me, if I am delusional then maybe i'm crazy in love with you.

 

Am I in love with you? Or am I in love with the feeling?

 

The Feeling / J.Bieber

[Gravity05]

My fondness of you is highly disturbing. WTF

[jelly bean]

Emote emote Lang

Edited May 18, 2016 by Coffeeholic

[Miss'ing]

The question remains, why did I stay somewhere I was clearly unwanted? Why did I try so hard for something that was a dead end street? I kept trying, kept pushing, kept hoping for a new road to be built, but instead there wasn’t one and everything I was yearning for was out of reach.

[Seta Sinestro]

I wrote my heart on a card.

 

If this is the end, I'll face it with a smile...

[shhhhhh]

the only thing I wanted you to know is..

 

"I missed you so much"

[Mangoose]

Walang forever lifetime meron...

[Seta Sinestro]

Said a little too many, said too much.

Now feeling nervous, upset as such.

[JavaChipCookie]

even we both agreed that we can't be together i just want you to know that i miss you...

[Ms. K]

Goodmornig

New palang po

[AraBella]

Anong klaseng Girlfriend ka?

 

"Selfish akong girlfriend.

Gusto ko pag kasama ako ng taong mahal ko, akin lang lahat ng atensyon niya.

Wala siyang pinagkakaabalahang iba, wala siyang ginagawang iba, wala siyang ibang binibigyan ng pansin.

Once na magkatext kami, gusto ko mag-isip siya ng ibat ibang topic para sa amin. Hindi dapat kami mauubusan ng pinag-uusapan. Ayokong-ayoko matatapos ang conversation namin sa, Okay., Hahaha!, at Sige.

Ayoko din na may tinetext, chinachat o tinitignan siyang ibang babae, lalo na kung maganda o sexy. Hindi ko sasabihin o ipapahalata sa kanya, pero sa loob-loob ko, kumukulo na ang dugo ko sa kanya at dun sa babae. Hindi ako insecure, mahal ko lang talaga siya kaya ako ganun ka-OA at ka-paranoid.

 

Ma-effort akong girlfriend.

Mabilis akong magreply lalo sa taong mahal ko, at gusto ko kung gaano ako kabilis magreply sa kanya, ganun din siya kabilis magreply sa akin.

Madalas akong magtext o magchat sa kanya nang pagkahaba-haba. Yung sweet messages na mapapangiti kahit sinong makabasa. Sabihin mang corny pero galing sa puso. Madalas ko itong ginagawa on random days, minsan maalala ko lang siya, maiisipan ko na agad na magtype ng mahabang sweet message na isesend sa kanya.

Madalas ako pa yung parang lalake sa relasyon kasi ako yung palaging nagpaplano ng date namin. Ako din yung mas madalas magbigay ng gifts. Mahilig ako magregalo ng customized gifts na hindi lang basta binili nang gawa na. Mas gusto ko yung pinaghihirapan ko bago ko ibigay sa kanya. Nagsusulat din ako ng love letters tuwing monthsary/anniversary namin, kahit pa sabihing old-style na, ito yung mas gusto kong way para maiparamdam sa kanya yung pagmamahal ko.

 

Ako yung mababaw na girlfriend.

Mabilis akong maka-appreciate. Yung tipong matandaan niya lang yung isa sa mga sinasabi ko, matutuwa na ako. Yung tipong mas unahin niya lang ako kesa sa basketball/computer, kikiligin na ako. At yung tipong pumitas lang siya ng isang pirasong bulaklak para ibigay sa akin, abot-tenga na ang ngiti ko. Mabilis akong pasayahin, pero mabilis din akong magdamdam.

May hindi lang siya maalala na importanteng araw para sa amin, dadamdamin ko na maghapon. Magreply lang siya ng dead message sa akin, naiirita na agad ako. Hindi lang siya makaalalang magtext maghapon, gusto ko na agad magdeklara ng World War III.

Mabilis magbago ang mood ko. Shifting from happy to mad to sad to feeling in-love again. Cycle siya madalas. Gusto ko, iniintindi niya yun at hindi sinasabayan. Dahil kapag ako nainis o nagtampo, konting lambing at I love you lang okay na ko. Lalo na kung puntahan niya pa ako personally, baka ma-kiss ko pa siya sa happiness ko.

 

Matiisin akong girlfriend.

Kahit pa alam kong ginag*g* o pinagmumukha na akong tanga, nagagawa ko pa ring magpasensya at patuloy siyang mahalin ng todo. Kahit alam kong nate-take for granted na ako dahil sa mga kagagahan ko, ayos lang sa akin, basta masaya ako at masaya ang mahal ko. Kahit nararamdaman ko minsan na naaalala lang ako kapag may kailangan siya, go pa rin ako. Kahit ano pang masamang sabihin ng iba tungkol sa kanya, lumalabas lang sa tenga ko at hindi iyon iniintindi.

Ang mahalaga sa akin

Mahal ko siya at kahit alam kong nagmumukang tanga na ako, at least alam kong gusto ko itong ginagawa ko at masaya ako dito.

 

Pero sana lang, para sa boyfriend ng mga ganitong klaseng girlfriend

Matuto kayong pahalagahan ang taong nagmamahal sa inyo, yung taong kayang gawin o ibigay ang lahat para sa inyo. Yung kahit oras niya na dapat para sa sarili niya o sa ibang bagay, eh mas pinipili niya pa ring ibigay sa inyo. That even though she gives more that she takes, still, wala siyang pakialam dun at patuloy lang siya sa pagmamahal sa inyo. Alam kong cliché na itong pakinggan, pero malalaman niyo lang talaga ang halaga ng isang tao kapag nawala na ito sa inyo. Kapag natuto na siya at nagising sa katotohanan na hindi niya deserve ang ganitong trato and that she deserves something better...

Edited May 20, 2016 by AraBella

[Seta Sinestro]

Well, life has a funny way of sneaking up on you

When you think everything's okay and everything's going right

And life has a funny way of helping you out when

You think everything's gone wrong and everything blows up

In your face

 

Alanis Morissette, "Ironic"

[Ms. K]

Morning new palang po

[Seta Sinestro]

Wish I understood what I'm doing for her. More "why's" keep popping up my head

Edited May 22, 2016 by Sinestro

[silvervic]

I remember saying this while I was recuperating my broken heart: "Love is an emotion that even the most intelligent among intellects can become the greatest fool among fools."

[Ms. K]

Morning new palang po

[Seta Sinestro]

Sana bukas, iba na nasa isip ko. Wag na ikaw. Sana, tulad ng...

 

Tulad ng public service. Palagay ko ok yun? Haha

[matryoshka doll]

fought hard against falling, but lost..

[CLIT TORRES]

Bakit sumiksik ka bigla sa utak ko.

Maybe because its rainy season again.