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On 1/10/2025 at 1:18 PM, Memento Mori said:

Hello fellow GMs. I have been in MTC since 2017. But I signed up for a new MTC just to post in this thread/section of the forum.

sorry if medyo malabo or disoriented yung construction ng post na to since medyo di ko parin tanggap yung situation na alam ko naman ding ako din ang at fault.

firstly, may be this is the universe punishing me for being unfaithful to a good marriage.

had been on and off to this hobby of spakol/MPs since 2017 at usually solo gaming lang at wala talagang nakakaalam.

Sabi ko lagi sa sarili ko every after session Last na to last na to.

and then just this week. After an MP session a couple of days went by… Tapos one morning just noticed some “pimple like” lesions sa may pubic area ko. Peri nung una sabi ko baka sa pag kaka shave ko lang kasi madalas talaga ako nag sshave ng pubes. Syempre praning pero sabi ko “hmm nag condom naman ako. Baka nga irritation lang siguro..”

tapos after a day lang napansin ko parang medyo iba na parang may burning sensation na sa area na may pimple hanggang sa ilang days pa nakalipas I felt burning sensation from the area papuntang balls ko. And yung lymph nodes ko sa bandang singit swollen and tender din.
Tapos ayun syempre nag search search muna ako YT, google, etc. Kasi minsan lumalabas baka folliculitis lang pero madalas talaga na same sa nararamdaman ko is Herpes. 

Until today finally,  went to a STI Doctor, para akong nagconfess sa mga kagagaguhan ko and when the Doc examined my genital area ilang segundo palang “Onga, herpetic lesions nga ito. We need to start antiviral meds and some antibiotics, you will need to have shots of HPV vaccine and blood screening for HIV and other STDs.”

Tumigil mundo ko for ilang seconds na parang nabibingi ako. Parang nag flashback lahat ng mga ginawa ko. Kasi even di pa sinasabi ng Doctor alam ko na once na nakakuha ka ng HSV it will stay dormant sa katawan mo… forever.

Sabi ko nalang sa sarili ko “ What the fuck have I done to my life. Paano ko to sasabihin sa asawa ko.”

Now I am devasted. I feel sick to my stomach habang iniinom ko yung first dose ko ng acyclovir at cloxacillin habang nag ttype at binabasa yung brochure ng clinic about STDs.

Di ko alam gagawin Im at lost and kaya ko na post to kasi if ever man may katulad ko na situation.. how did you deal with it?

and sa mga nag babalak na pumasok sa “hobby” na to.. make sure you understand na not all STDs maiiwasan ng just wearing a condom.

Sana may nag advice sakin dati pa… 

 

After 2 months of contracting HSV.

Haven’t had any outbreaks since the very 1st excruciating Outbreak.

Also haven’t been active sexually since then. Honestly, tempting na mag try ulit ng mga serbisyong bisyo pero pag naalala ko yung terrible terrible experience ko from the first days of this year my libido just goes down. Just ending up masterbating on porn like a boy undergoing puberty.

good thing is, walang gastos sa bisyo?

Also I haven’t shaved down my pubes just what the STI Doc said. Just some trimming.

Also not taking any anti-viral meds after the 1st cycle of the anti-virals.

I hope it does not come back…

Sana di nalang ako nagkaroon ng HSV to begin with.

Any GMs in the same situation as I am? Kamusta kayo?
How’s your new “normal”?

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22 minutes ago, Memento Mori said:

After 2 months of contracting HSV.

Haven’t had any outbreaks since the very 1st excruciating Outbreak.

Also haven’t been active sexually since then. Honestly, tempting na mag try ulit ng mga serbisyong bisyo pero pag naalala ko yung terrible terrible experience ko from the first days of this year my libido just goes down. Just ending up masterbating on porn like a boy undergoing puberty.

good thing is, walang gastos sa bisyo?

Also I haven’t shaved down my pubes just what the STI Doc said. Just some trimming.

Also not taking any anti-viral meds after the 1st cycle of the anti-virals.

I hope it does not come back…

Sana di nalang ako nagkaroon ng HSV to begin with.

Any GMs in the same situation as I am? Kamusta kayo?
How’s your new “normal”?

When you excruciating...is it really that painful? Parang sugat na nilagyan ng asin?

Can't imagine pag ako nagka ganyan...

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2 hours ago, Memento Mori said:

After 2 months of contracting HSV.

Haven’t had any outbreaks since the very 1st excruciating Outbreak.

Also haven’t been active sexually since then. Honestly, tempting na mag try ulit ng mga serbisyong bisyo pero pag naalala ko yung terrible terrible experience ko from the first days of this year my libido just goes down. Just ending up masterbating on porn like a boy undergoing puberty.

good thing is, walang gastos sa bisyo?

Also I haven’t shaved down my pubes just what the STI Doc said. Just some trimming.

Also not taking any anti-viral meds after the 1st cycle of the anti-virals.

I hope it does not come back…

Sana di nalang ako nagkaroon ng HSV to begin with.

Any GMs in the same situation as I am? Kamusta kayo?
How’s your new “normal”?

care to share which doc did you go to?

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On 3/3/2025 at 2:12 PM, roxascity12345 said:

When you excruciating...is it really that painful? Parang sugat na nilagyan ng asin?

Can't imagine pag ako nagka ganyan...

Para yung feeling ng singaw sa bibig pero sa genital area na may kasamang continuous burning feeling, irritation and itchiness.

On 3/3/2025 at 4:28 PM, phlip24 said:

care to share which doc did you go to?

i’m really hesitant to share… 

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On 2/27/2025 at 5:50 PM, afrosamuraiii said:

Std from blowjob is it possible

Yes. Luckily I got a curable std. Ang hirap magpagamot at ang gastos. Chlamydia pa lang ito ha. Screening back then umabot ako ng 8k. Consultation pf ng doctor 3k. Gamot syempre pag ganito ang sakit mo hindi ka kukuha ng generic. So mga 3k din yung gastos ko sa gamot.

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