alteregoko

Yes. At yes uli. Tapos pag may dumating. Yes na naman. Scheduling lang.

I havent begged before. It could be because we have reached that time to go our ways.

Baka if ever i split now. I may have to beg na maghiwalay na kami.

Nowadays i suck in this avenue. Having some disabilities definitely hits your confidence and abilities to be more social.

Couple that to being shy pa. Wala na.

These days my brain can operate quite forcibly. More specifically everything becomes a mathematical construct. Time, money, effort spent vs rewards.

Risks vs payout.

Kaya yun. Bokya hanggang ngayin ang aking sextra life. Booset.

actually its none of the above

 

no such thing as the heart or brain

 

its always the di.ck that does the thinking hehe

 

kaya nga if you want to know if you really love someone

 

you jerk off first. and then if mahal mo pa siya. that means true love yan

Hahaha. I agree to this. I used to do this when i was young. Lol

Hot stones that i am kneading on my back. Masakit!!!

I aint single but i think i would enjoy being single and feel free. I never truly understood how powerful it is to be alone.

The getting pregnant is a bit different scale for me. But for the past few years, i kind of dont care much if my wofe was seeing someone.

Most that i do is check if our financials are being touched whenever i feel she has some boytoy and if not, i dont really give it a lot of thoughts. Perhaps i have disengaged completely.

I told my wife that i am NOT going to go through another relationship. Aint no perfect out there and if you aint happy leave. But dont bail to go to someone else.

I understand the need for love and all that however i am never doing this again. And i have been married 22 years and a lot of them years were not easy years.

Yes. Should esp if its we meet and get between sheets and that it.

We dint even need to know names

Better question for me isnt the age portion but the intent. You want to have fun and be together. That’s okay.

But if you aiming long term, thats when you start taking serious thoughts. A lot of years can translate to a lot of differences as time go by. Resentments can build up when those differences pile up and the relationship turn tough.

Yeah. Thinking of how now tbh.

Iiwan ko misis ko. Timing lang. pramis.

Natulog, nag bike, at naghahagulgol.

Aristocrat hands down. Not only is the taste great but the choices pretty good.

I dislike Max’s owners which tends to filter to how i feel about their resto chains. But that is more of me lang.

Got a little money. Well confirmation i will get money by this week. Hehehe.

1 i lost contact,

1 is a nurse in the US but no comms. I was curious if i can find her.

1 is married in the US and is a friend mostly greets and stuff.

1 in Canada and married with kids. We are still friends and plan to meet when she comes over.

Whatever was in the past is just that. Past and no feelings anymore. Even urges of sexual variant. I hope they all are doing well and pretty much that really.

Dance Monkey. Ilang linggo na.

Kumain ng ube ice cream!!!

Try to get some sunlight. I find that seeing a bright fay can stave depression. Get out of bed even if you dont feel like it. Wallowing in bed will worsen how you feel and there will be some pretty intense self recriminations at the end of the day at times.

I can relate especially sa wakes. Recently i have more wakes.

Normally changes in habits. Bigla mas may work when dati wala. And i think when mas extravagant sa partner.

Tapos medyo secretive lalo na sa phone. Paghihiramin maangal or gagalit.

Supposedly you are on the same wavelength. Just enjoyment and no chains. Free to support and be content. No more no less.

When the balance shifts thats when it stops being mutual.

Under the right set of circumstances. Yes i would

Honey may iba ka na ba?