Viola

I need a hug

Woke up to a bad nightmare

Pwede bang iiyak ko na lang 'to. 

So i broke up with him. He said he doesn't want to break up. But, i decided unless there is a change, i'll only end up getting hurt.

So now im at a difficult stage of missing him and wanting to go back to him, or being strong enough to hold my ground.

My heart aches at this point. Eventhough i love him, I can't let his verbal abuse continue. Im not a doormat.

We had a rough start, but when i tried to leave, he pulled me right back. And im glad he did. We aren't perfect. We are working through all our issues. We are willing to exert time and effort to understand each other and be more respectful of each other. 

Saying good morning to him to start our day and goodnight to him to end our day is precious. 

Being together while doing our own things, not talking but being aware of each other's presence is time well spent.

Spending time in the day to talk about anything from the most mundane things to the most philosophical thoughts is exquisite.

Hoping to have more days with him. Wishing for a lifetime together..

I'm missing you.. but I don't want to be with you.

That 'kilig' feeling... I hope you don't take it away.

Overtime!!! So tired... yet happy....

playoffs!!!!

Rooting for Oklahoma!

Hell yeah!!!! Oklahoma won 4-0!!!!!!!

Rooting for Jessica this time....

Arggggghhhh!!! OKC is losing!! oh well.. anybody but Miami..

OKC vs celtics? okc vs heat?

im ready to give it a try again... i hope i find it soon. it's lonely being alone...

so tired!!! almost 3 days of no sleep....

Good mood.. i want some... cake.

2 days in the hospital, i'm tired. i could really use a good massage.

I seriously need a massage.

a change of shift!!! i now have time for a social life

wish i can stay in bed the whole day.. sigh.

will be cooking sinigang for lunch... anybody wants to come over and have lunch?

stuck in bed.. 3rd day being sick...

lonely ....

just woke up. went shopping yesterday... its been a while since i bought dresses like these... i feel so sexy wearing these... i guess its time i really move on... no more wearing blacks... bright colors and sexy cuts... i gotta bring out my high heels again. i think im back.