Viola

3 days ago, i was so happy. Yesterday not so much, today has gone downhill.

Holiday blues.

A month and a half ago, we broke up. He changed his mind and didn't want to give up. Now he's talking about getting married... How did things go this fast?

All I know is, he is doing his best to be the man he has the potential to be. 

After 7yrs, i finally bought a new laptop. So happy, i can now pursue different programming languages that we dont normally use at work. 

Im using work-issued laptop and i cant do anything non-work related on it. So my python, r and other languages are pretty rusty.

Another insomnia attack. I wish i could have just one night of uninterrupted sleep

Another sleepless night. 

Anybody still up? Penge kausap. I just got off a stupid meeting.

Anyone online now to just chat?

As usual, im welcoming the new year sick. I hope this is just the flu. But to be on the safe side, i will be self isolating

Ay nakakainis talaga!!!

Burning the midnight candle again..need someone to talk to and keep me company

Crying my heart out over Naruto. Tsktsk. Still gives me the feels

Day 6 of my quarantine. Im still feeling weak but much better than the last few days. I even feel like working but i end up falling asleep again. 

Dealing with tech or customer support is stressful. I just want to upgrade my internet plan and they want me to pay for features that come with the new plan as these are "add ons"

Drunk

Finally, something good happened.

Finding a place to rent short term on a budget is so stressful. 

Friday night with nowhere to go and nothing to do. I should get a new book. 

Gong Xi Fa Cai! 

Having a bad day already..

Him, watching me sleep and waiting patiently for me to wake up is just the sweetest thing.

Lately, ive been feeling overly fatigued and i cant stay up. I end up falling asleep while we are trying to spend time together. 

He used to wake me up, but he knows i am sick and so he just patiently waits for me to wake up. 

Holiday blues hitting hard today. I need someone to talk to

I cant sleep again. This booster shot is keeping me up with a bad headache

I feel like im being strung along. That's it. Or im overthinking again to sabotage this.