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Effort and consistency

Learn your attachment and your triggers. Don’t be overly available — protect your peace. Stay grounded, always. Start with yourself, so when things fall apart, you’re still whole. The right relationship will never require you to abandon yourself just to keep it alive

Ang Wakas by Arthur Miguel feat Trisha Macapagal

No.

damn true.. Napagod Binigay ang lahat, naubos Sorry nasaktan kita Sinubukan naman natin Salamat Take care of yourself

I met someone who was new in this industry — a real first-timer. We decided to meet, and along the way, I offered to help with her studies. At first, my intention was simply to help, but over time, it turned into emotion. I started hoping we could build a real connection. We did meet again — our second time — and things happened between us. I was hoping it would grow into commitment. During the first two months, we were close — constant voice calls, chats, even video calls. It felt mutual. But as time went on, we started arguing. We tried to fix things, but every time we did, she became more distant. I know I made mistakes, but my intentions were sincere. Eventually, I began to see patterns — red flags that I ignored because my heart kept making excuses for her. I kept hoping she had her reasons. But in the end, I felt drained — emotionally burned out by the mixed signals and inconsistencies. I decided to end as it is not healthy anymore (tried many times to fix but she seems to be doing a reset). Now, I felt this emotional shift stuff that I don't want to. Funny thing is no label, feels like situationship shit (sorry for the word)

when you beg, when you chase and you don't see your self worth

both with respect

Hope → Confusion → Doubt → Longing → Repeat.

physical touch and words of affirmation

Silently walk away.. cut off all comms

may tayo pa ba?

SAD but not in a sense.. I just miss her and wanted to see her..

Both.. love is the language and sex is way powerful to connect emotionally (for some)

I could say I'm happy but not there yet.. naging OK kami after that big fight she said huwag ko na ulitin We're supposed to see each other but due to conflicting schedules we can't meet yet.

Choose someone who chooses you. Love should never feel like begging. —-> I learn this the hard way It's not your job to fix someone. If someone is broken don't go into a relationship with that person —> Cannot agree more, but shit happens now I’m in a situation where I am now broken.

I don’t where to start parang ambilis ng pangyayari pero ambagal ng araw ko sa tuwing naiisip ko siya.. I need to move on as she decided to walk on a different path.. It’s a struggle every morning I felt so emotionally drained thinking of her unconsciously.. how do I overcome this? I’m praying na tanggapin ko and free me of this feelings, I just want to be back before I met her or is bago mangyari un nangyari na.. how I wish and which is better? I ask myself I’m really sorry and I miss you. All I ask right now is to be free from this different kinds or types of feeling that makes me feel weak and crave more of you. Thank you

Wala naa.. my fault for getting into this mess. I sincerely apologise for what I’v said, tone of words as it hurts her the most. I’m sorry, I hope I can turn back time.

She admitted that she loves me but there's a catch still on getting know more before committing

Yes, if pumayag why not.

“Drawn deeply by emotion, but finding peace the moment it was finally released.”

kahit anun pag aaway niyo and ending kayo pa rin dalawa lol

we had a long conversation today, discussed and understand those gaps and how to avoid it moving forward read and understand first before reacting and as much as possible call instead of message as it conveys a different feeling when it is sent via sms or thru message

good terms..aso't pusang away lol

Dalangin - Earl Agustin