I met someone who was new in this industry — a real first-timer.
We decided to meet, and along the way, I offered to help with her studies.
At first, my intention was simply to help, but over time, it turned into emotion. I started hoping we could build a real connection.
We did meet again — our second time — and things happened between us.
I was hoping it would grow into commitment.
During the first two months, we were close — constant voice calls, chats, even video calls. It felt mutual.
But as time went on, we started arguing. We tried to fix things, but every time we did, she became more distant.
I know I made mistakes, but my intentions were sincere.
Eventually, I began to see patterns — red flags that I ignored because my heart kept making excuses for her.
I kept hoping she had her reasons.
But in the end, I felt drained — emotionally burned out by the mixed signals and inconsistencies. I decided to end as it is not healthy anymore (tried many times to fix but she seems to be doing a reset). Now, I felt this emotional shift stuff that I don't want to. Funny thing is no label, feels like situationship shit (sorry for the word)