ritzandi

when you beg, when you chase and you don't see your self worth

both with respect

Hope → Confusion → Doubt → Longing → Repeat.

physical touch and words of affirmation

Silently walk away.. cut off all comms

may tayo pa ba?

SAD but not in a sense.. I just miss her and wanted to see her..

Both.. love is the language and sex is way powerful to connect emotionally (for some)

I could say I'm happy but not there yet.. naging OK kami after that big fight she said huwag ko na ulitin We're supposed to see each other but due to conflicting schedules we can't meet yet.

Choose someone who chooses you. Love should never feel like begging. —-> I learn this the hard way It's not your job to fix someone. If someone is broken don't go into a relationship with that person —> Cannot agree more, but shit happens now I’m in a situation where I am now broken.

I don’t where to start parang ambilis ng pangyayari pero ambagal ng araw ko sa tuwing naiisip ko siya.. I need to move on as she decided to walk on a different path.. It’s a struggle every morning I felt so emotionally drained thinking of her unconsciously.. how do I overcome this? I’m praying na tanggapin ko and free me of this feelings, I just want to be back before I met her or is bago mangyari un nangyari na.. how I wish and which is better? I ask myself I’m really sorry and I miss you. All I ask right now is to be free from this different kinds or types of feeling that makes me feel weak and crave more of you. Thank you

Wala naa.. my fault for getting into this mess. I sincerely apologise for what I’v said, tone of words as it hurts her the most. I’m sorry, I hope I can turn back time.

She admitted that she loves me but there's a catch still on getting know more before committing

Yes, if pumayag why not.

“Drawn deeply by emotion, but finding peace the moment it was finally released.”