Stay strong, my brothers-in-arms. I went through something similar, wla sya dito. 🤫
Maybe it was my fault. she called me a clown. It was heartbreaking, but I had no choice but to accept it. I know, shes going thru alot.
I do have some regrets, there were things I wish I had done more nung nagkikita pa kme. I wanted to kiss her, hug her more, and spent more time with her but those moments were beyond my control. I had to respect her boundaries and decisions.
Healing takes time. It won't be easy, but time has a way of putting things into perspective. You'll meet someone who appreciates u more and reciprocates more. We'll get through this, one day at a time.