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Hearted @LookingOswald. What is the 4th wall? You mean getting to know the person on a much deeper level beyond sex talk? Interestingly, I agree with your platonic love. However, there might be a time you get caught off guard -- that what you wanted was a sexual relationship (as a guest) and then, friendship, goes differently in order. That is, you become friends and then, you realize you've fallen fast and hard. At that point, it becomes normal relations with a person. Then, there's the likes of our favorite in C. She is simply a joy to be with and people seem to have high regard for her. E is the ultimate friend and confidant, at least, to me. At times, I play that role for her. What's also great about E is no strings attached maybe because from the get go, you sense there's a wall so high that she has erected. Anyway, see you around.

It's more complicated than that, bro @darwin2k4. It's not better to have loved and lost if it hurts really badly. I would have preferred not to have loved because if it's not reciprocated, the hurt is real. I've been hurt once before and it took me years to get over it. But you're right that to the ladies, if you do fall for that one lady, it means quite a lot since the guy would know about the person the real person outside the sheets -- the one that does this for a living. To love someone who does this for a living is quite something else as it means you've accepted the person wholeheartedly. For the recipient of that, it's a testament that she has a lot more than flesh to offer to the world. It would take a very special person to be showered by someone with genuine love and care in this world. What more between MTCers? And no, to the person who told me before that she doesn't deserve me, I don't agree with it because...

"Ayoko maging guest kita. Hindi ako makakatanggap ng pera from you. Awkward yun."

"Ayoko maging guest kita. Hindi ako makakatanggap ng pera from you. Awkward yun."

Did I ask you that @Storm of Freedom? Kahit na hindi, you told me naman na....

My All| Male cover by Nonoy Pena of Mariah Carey's song https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=acTIwaLW2Mc

Regardless of what happens in the world of MTC... I know that my outside world is rosy and bright.

Week-long trip ending...

Successful trip despite the heartaches... Need to focus more now and face the inevitable retirement...

Had the time of my life this week... Now 001 is gone. But thank you anyway.

Getting into a huge argument last night with 001. Not now, not here, please.

Being very confused about the happiness I am feeling right now and -- This is the most confusing feeling I've had in years. This is going to be a very long ride.

Being very confused about the happiness I am feeling right now. It's making me so happy, the happiest I've ever been.

Retirement may be within reach very soon.

Retirement may be nearer than I thought it would be... Shouldn't this be in What Made Me Happy Today? We shall see...

Messages from 10 hours ago still not "seen" and I know she's been online.

Oh my. Thanks for sharing @plug I don't know what to say...

Eh, di good!

Hahahaha! Happens to me a lot.

If she's the one we exchanged PMs about, I think fit naman ang name. Hahaha!

That is more real than you think @SDMNXIX If you go to Classique, you can tell who hasn't had a guest and if it's around the time of the person's out time, nakakaawa especially if they're in the graveyard shift.

Yup. Posted din sa What Made You Sad. Hahaha @MagikMike

Miss daw niya ako... pero ayaw niya magpakita.

Miss daw niya ako... pero ayaw niya magpakita.