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  1. Master,

     

     

    Words cannot express how grateful I am with your sincerity, kindness and love towards me. Although I have instilled a zillion times in our conversations that I am not the perfect man for a commitment, still, you haven't changed at all. I know this is way too far difficult but I urge you, please... just let flow whatever arrangement we're having right now. Besides, we don't have to change what works for us don't ya' think? And I guess, just let destiny decide and hone this "unique" kind of relationship into a deeper and meaningful one. After all, we're both happy and enjoying with each other, ain't it right? ;)

     

    As for now, you take it easy and control that emotion. I truly understand how good it feels but I just don't wanna see you slowly burning out of stress caused by too much thinking and indulging yourself to any state of paranoia. It will be unfair if I kept on bragging about not having a stressful relationship but you are, d'you know what I'm sayin' here munch?

     

    What I wanna see is you, with all smiles, wearing that fabulous curly hair of yours, your well rounded eyes, your soon-to-be red colored nails (as per my request, hihihihi! :lol: ), and finally see you wearing those fancy earrings. This I promise you, that love and care you have given me? I assure you that I'ma give it back to you a zillion times. And I guess, this is just pretty much it.

     

    You always take good care of yourself and on top of it all.....

     

     

    Stick to the diet plan, owkeigh? Hihihihhihi! :lol: :lol: :lol:

     

     

     

     

     

    Your Slave Puppet

  2. The experience was in Dubai, United Arab Emirates. Unknown to many, the place is also a melting pot for PSP's including Pinays in the Middle East, I was once a witness of that cruel business. After a couple of months hanging out with different Pinoy groups, I met a Pinay Mamasang (Pimp). Well of course on our first few gimmicks, she didn't reveal her true identity. It took me a while before she finally confessed that she's a "Mamasang" & handles Pinay PSPs after my constant barrage of questions about her true profession. So, my hunch was true, she was into something illegal. I really got so curious why she would always ask me to go out every night and doesn't mind paying our bill if I have no cash. And we are not just talking of a regular club here, these are high profile clubs inside Hilton, Holiday Inn, just to name a few on some famous hotels in the city.

     

    One day, she asked me to have a drinking session in her flat, there I met her three "angels". One of them named "Dianna" (not her real name) caught my attention, she's indeed pretty and her face looks so innocent. I can say that she has the shades of Diana Zubiri's face. I was surprised why she engaged in that kind of work but I never bothered asking her. We just drank and chilled. Dianna talked to me, asked me to tell stories about my work, how long I've been working in Dubai and if I have any girlfriends. She was a smart talker but we were not able to have the chance to talk more because there was a client call and she needs to leave immediately.

     

    After a week, my girlfriend who sings in a band suddenly gave me a ring and informed me that she's going home to Manila and she's on her way to the airport. I rushed to the airport to at least see her for the last time and explain to me what happened. I tried to call her several times but she switched off her mobile phone. Too devastated and depressed, I decided to proceed to my "Mamasang" friend's flat. My friend wasn't there, but "Dianna" let me in and took care of me. I told her why I was upset and she consoled me, assuring me that everything will be alright. Being in an emotional state, I started to cry infront of her like a child. She embraced me, and kept saying... "Hush now... Hush now... everything will be alright, I promise". As I heard the word "I promise", something hit me. My heart started to pump fast as I look straight into her eyes. Unnoticed, my lips are slowly moving towards her lips, we began to kiss. And so it happened, we had sex.

     

    I began to visit them more often, sometimes sleep over for 3 straight nights. We take a bath at the same time, sleep together in her bed, cook her meals, we're almost acting like husband and wife. When she was sick due to forced abortion (she got pregnant by another guest), I laundered her clothes even her brassieres and underwears. I bought her food, perfumes, gave her a set of Swarovski earings, necklace and pendant on her birthday and money allowance if she goes to Kish Island to exit. I was basically supporting her needs without her asking me. As days gone by, I fell deeply inlove with her.

     

    And then this moment came, she slowly turned cold at me. I confronted and asked if something's disturbing her. She kept on skewing the subject. I really felt something is going wrong that's why I kept on asking her, observing her reactions. My "Mamasang" friend spoke to me privately saying that Dianna confessed at her saying she's inlove with another guy, a seaman guest. Dianna considers it "Love at First Sight". I gave way 'coz I was hoping that it was only a fling. I still trusted her because I know at the back of her mind she does love me too. When the seaman left, I was up on my feet again and thought that we will be the same as before but I was wrong. She hooked up with another guy and another guy, and another guy.... I got so confused. My friends kept on telling me to get over her but I remained positive and defended her.

     

    Back at work, I lost my appetite to concentrate on my projects. There were days I even go on absent and just stayed home. I was evidently losing my mind, self destructing. I don't know what to do. I was willing to give up my marriage because of her. I was an unhappy, emotionally battered husband but I felt rejuvenized when I'm with her. It took me a while before I got over it with the help of some friends. However, I was too late, my job was already affected and eventually I lost it.

     

    I didn't regret what happened to us. Though we were in a roller coaster ride, the experience was still sweet. Pero given a chance to be in that situation again... I will let destiny decide it. ^_^ ^_^ ^_^

  3. Let's get emo this time...

     

     

    WILL YOU EVER LEARN by Typecast

     

    So what's the point in all of this?

    When you will never change

    The days have passed, the weather's changed

    Should i be sorry? could i be sorry?

     

    I did it all, all for you

    Hoping you would see

    Your ayes are dull, your hands are clenched

    Are we ready? are we ready?

     

    But you, you think about yourself

    Only but youself

    But what about...

     

    Un-lonely nights

    Romantic moments

    The love, the love

    What about them?

    Throw it all away

     

    You know me well, you know it's wrong

    Then what is it feel?

    You hide behind those perfect smiles

    It won't fool me, cause you already did

     

    I did it all, all for you

    Hoping you would see

    Your ayes are dull, your hands are clenched

    Are we ready? are we ready?

     

    But you, you think about yourself

    Only but youself

    But what about...

     

    Un-lonely nights

    Romantic moments

    The love, the love

    What about them?

    Throw it all away

     

    The perfect dates

    The sweetest kisses

    The love, the love

    What about them?

    Throw it all away

     

    So what's the point in all of this?

    When you will never change

    The days have passed, the weather's changed

    Should i be sorry? could i be sorry?

  4. BEFORE YOU SAY GOODBYE by Martin Nievera

     

    Before you say goodbye

    Please know how hard I tried

    To turn my wrongs into right

    How can I if you won't open your eyes.

     

    Before you walk away

    Hear what I have to say

    My fairy tale with you

    Is a dream that won't come true

     

    Refrain:

    I know, I said forever

    We're not together

    And you held on so tough

    But sorry's not enough

    One chance, one lifetime,

    I know that I gave you no reason

    To believe and to hold on

    Just one kiss before you say goodbye.

     

    Before this night is through

    I won't be holding you

    will you catch me if I fall?

    You never answer, never call

     

    (repeat Refrain except last line)

     

    One more kiss, the one I'll miss

    Just one more kiss

    Now I can say goodbye.

  5. "Let Me Be The One"

     

    Somebody told me you were leavin’

    I didn’t know

    Somebody told me you’re unhappy

    But it doesn’t show

    Somebody told me that you don’t want me no more

    So you’re walkin’ out the door

    Nobody told me you’ve been cryin’

    Every night

    Nobody told me you’d been dyin’

    But didn’t want to fight

    Nobody told me that you fell out of love from me

    So I’m settin’ you free

    [Ref:]

    Let me be the one to break it up

    So you won’t have to make excuses

    We don’t need to find a set up where

    Someone wins and someone loses

    We just have to say our love was true

    But has now become a lie

    So I’m tellin’ you I love you one last time

    And goodbye

    Somebody told me you still loved me

    Don’t know why

    Nobody told me that you only

    Needed time to fly

    Somebody told me that you want to come back when

    Our love is real again

    [ref then bridge]

    [bridge:]

    Just turn around and walk away

    You don’t have to live like this

    But if you love me still then stay

    Don’t keep me waiting for that final kiss

    We can work together through this test

    Or we can work through it apart

    I just need to get this off my chest

    That you will always have my heart

    [ref]

     

    :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:

  6. Take This Love :wub:

    Click here to listen

     

    I know what you're thinking

    Your eyes give you away

    We've been talking all night long

    And there's nothing left to say

    It's a mutual emotion

    Nothing's standing in the way

     

    I've got this feelin' babe

    That this was meant to be

    You've been playing hard to get

    I've waited patiently

    It just keeps getting harder

    There's a point of no return

    'Cause the heat is in the moment

    And the moment's in your hands

     

    CHORUS

    Take this love and let the night begin

    (I want to give it all to you)

    Time for you to show the way you feel

    (You know how long I've waited)

    I need a reason, a meaning in my life

    So open up and take this love tonight

     

    Too many wasted nights of hollow victories

    But I know this time is diff'rent babe 'cause you mean so much to me

    You're the answer to my question

    And I need the answer now

    'Cause the heat is in the moment

    And the moment says it all

     

    CHORUS

  7. "Too bad this group is already disbanded. Most of them are now happily married. The last show they had as a group was in Dubai where I happen to be one of their PA's. I really miss these guys, loved their voice and their songs. To Ross, Cuz' Nino and Francis... Best of luck to y'all."

     

    Title: Kung Mababalik

    Artist: 604

    Click here to listen

     

    Di ko na kaya ito

    Magkunwaring wala

    Lang ang lahat

    Kung nagsabi lang

    Ako sayo 'di ka na

    Sana nalito.

    Sana lang ay nalaman mo

    Ang dadamin kong ito..

     

    Chorus:

    Aking hiling mapasa'kin

    Dating matamis na

    Pagtingin, nananalig

    Nananabik sa tamis ng

    Iyong halik. ngayon ay

    Nag-iisa't nagungulia

    Sinta. ang suyuan ang

    Ibigan at nakaraan

    Kung mababalik ko lang..

     

    Meron ba kong karapatan?

    'Di maintindihan ang selosan

    Kung nagsabi lang

    Ako sayo 'di ka na

    Sana nalito.

    Sana lang ay nalaman mo

    Ang dadamin kong ito..

     

    (repeat chorus)

     

    Bridge:

    Bakit pa ba ako napaasa mo?

    Akala ko lang pala ika'y kilala ko.

    Ngayon ay nanlalamig ang iyong

    Tinig di ko makita sa iyong mata

    Ang dating pagsinta.. haaaahh...

    (repeat chorus)

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