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actually bro i thought before. but when i met her, things changed. di ako ganito ka-epressive pagdating sa feelings ko at nagulat pa nga magulang ko nang nalaman na ganito nangyari sa kin. i really admire those people who can hang in there despite of all the bad comments that the girls are getting from the so-called "rightful ones". it's just that we have different scenarios, situations, and stories to tell. i should've deleted my previous post pero nasabi ko na eh. hehe! nagalit ako dahil di ko masabi sa kanya ang gusto kong sabihin. tanggap ko na kung talagang "pera" lang ang hinabol niya kaya nga itinigil ko na di ba? tinamaan ako dun sa sinabi niyang bitter ako. naging bitter ako dahil di niya ako binigyan ng chance para baguhin siya.

 

yung awa kasi napalitan ng pagmamahal ko sa kanya.....

 

bro, i really admire your courage and who knows? maybe you'll be the one who will have the happy ending right?

well wala ka na magagawa dun, sympre understandably naman yun, kasi nga nasaktan ka at nabadtrip, initial reaction is mabigla ka, magsabi ng hindi mo gusto... santo siguro pag ni minsan hindi nangyari sa atin, ang magalit at makapag bitaw ng hindi magandang salita... tama naman walang pinipiling lugar... sabihin natin may nagsasabi ng walang matinong tao sa ganitong profession. kung hindi natin makita ang tunay na kalooban ng isang tao, lagi na lang natin masasabi ang panlabas... kumbaga don't judge the book by its cover.

pero its her choice bro, kung ayaw nya magbago... sya rin naman ang mahihirapan sa huli... you already done your part, kaso your emotions are taking over.

there's someone here i do really admire his courage and patience, i just took the advice from him... well i don't expect the outcome, mahirap na mag expect diba, as long i could prove and done my part... ok na sa akin yun... its up to the end to decide...

no offence mga bros ! maski ano pang magandang buhay ang ibigay mo sa ganyang klase ng babae , babalik at babalik pa rin sila sa dati nilang gawain po , ang p#ta mananatiling p#ta .. dalawang klase lang ng babae mga bro !

# 1 maski iwan mo ng ilang taon , pag matino pag balik mo ganun pa rin , # 2 girl , isang minuto kapa lang nakakaalis

babaliktad na ang kuwelyo ng polo o shirt mo .. advice lang bro , magmamahal din lang tayo eh pumili na tayo ng maayos na klase ng babae .. peace :goatee:

No offense to you sir... pero hindi lahat ng babae nagwowork dito iisa na ang ugali, if you back read, meron din mga babae sa matitinong lugar na hindi rin kanais nais ang ugali, mas marami nga lang dito sa profession na eto... kung hindi ka marunong sumakay, sama ng loob ang aabutin mo... for example pag hindi na virgin yung babae hindi na matino? eto po ang nais mo tukoyin? may kasabihan tayo, wag ka maghusga ng ibang tao, kung ayaw mo husgahan ka...

just my 2 cents...

to others it may seem to have a gift, thinking its cool... but a friend told me, if you can't handle it, it would become a curse... and the spirits will bug you for life... you will avoid going to hospital or church. he offered me if i like to open my 3rd eye... but hearing those stories made me step back... he told me i also had my share of experience... which i don't know if its true or just a pigment of my imagination... sometimes i sense a presence which the gifted would say... especially when i sleep at my brother's house... at every 2am in the morning, i would wake up... at first thought my bro making fun of me... but i realize i also lock the door... and the window is always close... to prevent massive mosquitoes barging in... but funny thing is the room is quite cold... dunno what kind of explanation would that be...

Madalas kailangan mo ng matatakbuhan at masasandalan

Pero paano pag yung taong inaasahan mo eh,

Wala sa oras na yun?

Hmm... Lika ka nga dito...

IKAW kasi sila lagi mo hinahanap, Andito naman AKO.

stay at my room and drink alone... with loud music

Did you tell her or did she figure it out?

 

well at first her sister figured it out... that's why ginisa ako, in the end told I told her, but it will get a lot of effort to show it,

 

I'm a hopeless romantic too. Well, more "hopeless" than "romantic" I'd say.

time will tell if I would end up Hopeless than romantic... but for now... i'm thankful, that things turn out well...

its there own reason or ideas maybe for that definition... i think its a lame excuse, to video like hayden? just to prove that you love your partner... its purely lust or sort of it... but if both partners agree... its ok for personal use... but a partner doesn't like the idea... we need to respect their decision..

just my 2 cents...

now in my case, first of all my family doesn't know i fell in love with girl who works in this nature... even though i still continue seeing her, although there's no relationship, since i need to prove something not financially speaking... she's knows that i've fallen for her. lets just say i'm a hopeless romantic... i had to choose between my family or her, since im single, i deserve to love, to the one that i've fallen for, right?

Sana.. Di na lang kita nakilala..

masaya naman ako nun e,

kahit nung wala ka pa!

Di tulad ngayon..

Pinapahirapan mo lang ako,

alam kong di mo sinasadyang makilala ako..

Ako rin eh, di ko sinasadyang mahalin ka!!!

Yeah, she knows who I am here too. I'm afraid she might discover this thread and find out what I've been telling you guys about her. I just hope my old posts get buried deep enough given enough time.

pray that it would put in the archive...

well all of us... have different stories, maybe good or bad... better or worse... no matter how much we tried, there will be some changes... it may be bad today, but it will be good in the end...

rage comes in when something bad happen to us... we feel bad, and said something we will regret in the end...

@stoic Vampire ... thought you are emotionless as what have you said to me from the previous post? just shrugged it if off, who's know you can stumble with the right one in the end...

just my 2 cents

nope...

like to go on solo flight?

INFATUATION

When you find somebody actually perfect

LOVE

When you realize that they aren't and its

DOESN'T MATTER...

and i can think about is you...

to take it slow and have a lots of patience...

At the office, our term for that is "Managing Expectations". Story of my life when it comes to love.

 

seems like everyday is a challenge for you...

 

Ate knows how I feel about her sister. After MD left the club, Ate became my regular. Someone once asked her, "Isn't your guest your sister's regular guest?" to which she replied, "Of course. If he's after my sis, he has to pass through me first."

 

I showed Ate a copy of the letter I gave her sister (it was done in MS Word because my handwriting sucks bigtime). I think she almost cried when she read it. I only wish I knew what her sister's reaction was when she read it.

yup seem like ate knows best... same like my situation right now, i also talked to her ate, but it seems i always feel like tested, walking on thin wire to her challenge... with i already prove i have no bad intentions toward her kid sister.

well all i can say, its good luck... and i hope i can also have your long patience :thumbsupsmiley:

That was actually my plan after I wrote her the letter. I practically said goodbye to her and her sister. But then this happened. I know her enough to know she's really hurting and she's in revenge mode at the moment. It might not be a good time to give her the cold shoulder treatment right now.

exactly, if you feel it not right to give the cold shoulder right now, because she seem to be hurt mode. i think you should be there for her, but don't expect anything in return, as before... talked to the sister, show your intentions that you care for her sister... and decide what will be next step, after that...

ginawan mu ng tula ah, sya ba yung tamad magtxt? well mas maganda talaga pag wala tayong galit sa puso...

ako nga eh hanggang ngayon hindi ko pa alam ang gagawin, hindi pa naman ako nagtapat sa kanya... parang im just here for you... parang ganun lang yung situation ko...

tama naman siguro yung gamitin ang puso para alagaan ang mahal natin, at gamitin ang utak para alagaan ang sarili natin... kaya yun ang ginagawa ko ngayon... kahit

masaya man or hindi maganda ang kinalabasan... atleast nakilala ko sya... hindi naman kasi ako humihingi ng kapalit... kasi yung konting oras nya na nakatuon sa akin ay

sapat na yun... hindi na lang puro trabaho at stress araw-araw, lahat naman kasi tayo may karapatang sumaya, ilagay lang nga tama, upang hindi makasakit or makasagasa

ng iba...

exactly true... when you expect something in return, iba na kasi ang ibig sabihin nun... kumbaga ginagawa mu lahat pero nagexpect ng kapalit... hindi pag mamahal yun... tama naman eh, hindi porket sa ganiton work hindi na natin respetuhin kung ano desisyon nila... dapat marunong din tayo makiramdam kung ano ang dapat, hindi yung pansariling kagustuhan...

head over heals...

bagong soundtrack ko

in highschool... 14 years old

do you remember your most memorable place?

kamusta na si utog? heheh

war na yan haha, joke...

kahit hindi lagi kitang sinusundo?

Brethe - how can i fall

should i try and call her? ayaw kasi nun talaga sumagot sa mga tawag eh. gusto laging text. tamad ding magtext. i want to hear her side and i don't want to make assumptions. parang may feeling pa rin kasi na i don't want to let her go just yet.....i'll see what i can do. kala ko magiging madali.....may puwang na talaga siya sa puso ko......now i'm kinda confused.....

if you call her you'll know the answer to your question... sinasabi lang nila ayaw nila ng kausap. but you need to be prepare on what will happen and the end results... madali magsalita pero ang hirap gawin...

sabi nila mahirap daw seryosohin yung mga babaeng nasa ganitong line of work. GRO'S, PSP'S, MPA'S. palaban daw and knows the craft of their work. is this right masters? nung nasa work ako pinag-uusapan ng mga taga production the things they will do once they get a girl in a club etc. etc.... langya gusto kong right there and then umiyak! di nila alam i had fallen with a PSP and still mending a broken heart when i heard their conversation. i just rode along at baka mahalata dahil naging defensive ako in regards to the girls. ang sakit lang marinig. kahit na ganun ang ginawa niya, i cannot get angry to her. maybe dahil may mga pagkukulang din ako. ang masakit lang parang ganun na kababa ang pagtingin nila sa mga ganung babae.

exactly correct, palaban and they know the craft of there work... to tell exactly it came from her... the one that I'm seeing with, they need to be the heart of stone, and lahat ng pambobola alam na nila... pero there's always a way for it, yun lang you need to have the heart of stone and take away your pride and also your ego... dapat tanggap natin kung ano sila at saan sila galing... this would take a lot of patience and guts i would say... tama naman yung ginawa mo just keep your silence, just shrug it off kung ano man ang pagusapan nila... don't go to there level...

well ganun talaga. sumobra lang talaga ako ng oras para sa kanya. sabi nga nung isang member nung mga unang posts ko dito. be ready to crash and fall. i crashed and i fell. but i'm picking myself up slowly though hard. maybe someday someone will cross my path again. who knows right? today is february 14. di na nagrereply sa mga text ko. isang beses lang nung nag greet ako ng happy valentines. yun lang. last day that i will text her. (kaya?) di ko alam.....

sometimes no matter how hard it would felt... we need to control our emotions, nasa atin na yun kung magpapadala tayo sa sinabi ng iba, we have all are ups and down... we don't need to thrive on anger, beside ano magagawa ng galit diba? mandadamay lang ng ibang tao, na wala naman kinalalaman sa nangyari... everybody has a different story to tell no matter how many similarities... lahat naman tayo ayaw ulit mag crash and fall, but still we need get up and dust it off... thru this it makes us wiser and experience... pero pag hindi tayo natuto dun, may ibang tawag na dun... if she doesn't reply try to call her, kahit once... may mga tao talaga tamad magtext... in that malalaman mo rin naman kung ayaw ka na kausapin eh, but don't assume na ganun agad ang iisipin nya, there's always 2 sides of the story...

So, um. what are all you guys doing tonight? Don't tell me you're all going to spend the entire Valentine's evening posting on MTC.

 

Damn, I don't want to stay home tonight, but I don't know where to go.

i already spend my valentines with her the whole night, starting from the first hour of the 14th until closing time, its fun came with a friend and our ever reliable FM joint us... its not about spending the valentines with each other, its about celebrating valentines with your friends...