TanglewoodBoy

i know my future is dark....i used to be a believer , but i fall on my knees several times .. and cried like a sissy girl ...i want to stand up as a man but ..sadly i never did ...i stood up as a monster,...even though my memories of the past are like dusty old pictures grimming on the chestbox... everytime i recall them, how dirty they might hev been .. they do still glitter in the back of my mind everytime i think of them. ... glowing each recall... thats my time machine.

the harsh realities of life.....i too once had this perfect thing of Love wherein bigay mo sa kanya lahat and she would fall in love with you regardless of your status in life, religion, and other things which may block true love..

but i was never the same person i was and i don't know if i like this or not but i am not ashamed to be this way...

just try to live life to the fullest, that's my advise

pwd dn po b humingi ng advice? what am i going to do?! its about my EX....n nkpgbreak skn n ireally love...she said kc n bbalikan nya ko but hnd muna daw ngaun...she kept telling me to hold on..kc she said n tlgng bbalikan nya ko kaso hnd p daw ngaun...huhuh...ang msakit kc e parang hnd nya nmn ako bnbgyan ng importansya ngaun eh....

paps,

my 2 cents...

if you really love the lady and i assume you do, just wait for her kahit di ka niya binibigyan ng importance, just be a friend, concentrate ka din sa mga ibang bagay like work or something na pwede ka maging busy...just stay in contact with her pero don't close your door on other people...

she's going through a certain phase and she needs space so give it to her, if she really wants you in the end, then be tehre for her....

hope that helps

loser is being selfish and not making sacrifices for other people

you'd be surprised to know that women in power positions, who are self-made/accomplished, who have seemingly strong/intimidating facades have their soft and girly sides as well.

every girl has. regardless of how feministic and guy-independent she is, or seems to be.

 

so what type, other than the usual responsible-kind-presentable-thoughtful type?

 

i'd say someone who is comfortable in his own skin, commanding enough to be in control of the relationship when needed, yet mature and secure enough to let his girl live her own life apart from his.

someone who knows what his true priorities are, who has directions clear enough to know where the relationship is headed to, and who knows what he's got when he's got her.

 

a stable job wont hurt, too. personally, i'd like to have someone who can very well afford my lifestyle, even if he isnt obliged to (and i know that he will never have to, since i am financially secure on my own).

thanks so much for answering, hehehehe

with my former exes...

1. one did go to Japan because of financial reasons

2. we fell out of love siguro

to those girls who have strong personalities, independent ladies or "matapang" ang dating....what type of guys you prefer???

Through The Pain (she told me) -- diddy and mario

"could you really love her through the pain???"

if the person is worth it, then test the waters so to speak...

everybody has secrets mga paps and mams, so, just think of it as your dirty little secret, hahahah

hahahaha guilty din ako...

R - - - - a,

i will always be here for you, i will wait for you and when the time comes, and we're both ready...i will commit myself to you whole heartedly...

but if it's goodbye, then i will always cherish the short moments we spent with each other..

i don't know and i don't care, hahahahaha

ako gusto ko sa girl, makapal kilay, haahhahah

The HEART has its REASONS that REASON knows NOTHING! :sadsmiley02: :sadsmiley02: :sadsmiley02:

true true paps, kaya nga tanga tawag kosa sarili ko eh, hahahaha

:thumbsupsmiley:

do you ever think of me anymore???

a bit of both actually but it tends to be lonesome most of the time, hahaahah

if only i made the most of our time together,

if only i exerted more effort in making you more happy

mr man, nice one sir, hehehehe

ako, i just don't like dishonest women, those who play pero act na serious.....if ayaw sayo, bastedin ka na agad, wag na paasahin, hahahah

clingy are alright just as long as may limitations of some sorts, hahah

to my INSPIRATION, thanks for being there....

i had so many mistakes in life that i don't know what i need anymore..

probably start a new life ( i wish pero it's going to be very very very hard, almost imposible even)

if you give me something to hold on to, i will....

tanglewoodboy? ang nag-bugaw kay dimple is raferalston. so ikaw si rafer? alam ko ung panahon na binugaw mo siya kaso nasa dubai ako that time. i know where she is and wht she's doing to her life now. and i doubt na she back to the bizness.

 

the last time i checked her situation was last week of june. nasa callcenter na siya for 2 months ata. mas gumanda tumaba lang ng konti. tinigil ko lang yung pagpapasunod sa kanya kasi nababaliw lang ako lalo. lalo ko lang naiisip na hindi ko siya nakuha.

 

if you really know her, alam mo kung anong klaseng pamilya meron siya at kung gaano niya kaayaw 'tong trabaho na ganito. gusto niya yung simpleng buhay at maging abugado.

 

i sent you an email.

yes that's me, i guess i am part to blame also bakit siya nag psp but i never forced her kasi wala naman akong cut sa kinikita niya, she just sends me load from time to time and calls my cell, if she is the girl in the pic, then active siya uli.....

pero i cut ties with her and wala naman siyang galit sa akin and vice versa...

i don't really know her well actually.....so, i won't know she just relies for referrals sa akin from time to time

nov 2007, i met this girl. name is dimple from one of the mp in caloocan. at first she looks so mataray. kinuha ko siya kasi wala yung regular ko. she's 18 then, student (inglesera), morena, maganda ngumiti, malmbing, sobrang libog (tipo ng babae na pag nasa ibabaw mo nakangiti na parang demonyita).

 

akala ko flavor of the month ko lang siya. hindi eh, sa sobrang lambing at bait niya halos inaraw araw ko na siya hanggang nagagalit ako sa mga bisor dun pag binibigay sa iba. lalo na yung panahon na sumikat siya sa mtc.............. galit na galit ako pag- naiisip ko na may gumagalaw sa kanyang iba. hanggang nag-resign siya, natuwa ako kasi focus na siya sa school niya! lagi ko siya pinupuntahan sa school niya sa intramuros, mas lalo siyang napamahal sa'kin. nakita ko yung simpleng pagkatao niya, hindi maluho kahit na anak mayaman pala siya. minsan pinasundan ko siya sa tauhan ko taga parañaque pala sa isang exclusive subdivision. nabigla ako, kasi napaka-simple niya at napaka-babaw ng kaligayahan niya.

 

nag-offer ako ng sustento and mga material things. wala siyang tinanggap kahit isa. binili ko yung paborito niyang cellphone, mga stuffed toys, bags, relo, pabango................ pero wala siyng tinanggap! di ko alam kung ma-pride lang siya o ano..................... sinabi niya, ayaw niya ako gamitin kasi di naman daw niya ako mahal, yun pala may bf siya sa u.s. ba o sa canada. tinanong ko kung sinusustentuhan ba siya, sabi niya hindi rin daw. nagalit. ang sabi niya di niya daw kailangan ng lalaki para makuha ang mga bagay na gusto niya. mula nun di na siya nagtetext, o tumatawag. na-obsessed na ata ako kasi araw araw ko siya inaabangan sa school niya para lang makita ko siya........ i sent her emails na may mga pic ng mga tinanggihan niyang gifts. until 1 day nag-reply siya, she said: "i am pregnant. please leave me alone" sabi ko handa akong maging tatay ng bata but she refused.

 

i left the country and tried to live a peaceful life with my family. di ako nag-mtc and everything pero wala eh.............. mahal ko pa rin siya and hinahanap............

 

pakiramdam ko sinayang ko ang pagkakataon na makakilala ng babaeng almost perfect to be my wife (2nd)..............

 

ano sa tingin niyo?

sir,

first and foremost sir, if she is indeed the dimple from majestic, i think i knew her, not personally since i only refer her to my friends (mostly forum friends) if she needs extra money because she's a psp on the side, we were supposed to meet pero she stopped texting na eh, so siguro dun nangyari yung problem na yun (her getting pregnant)...anyways, nawala din ako ng balita sa kanya pero mabait siya, nung nirerefer ko siya, she even loads my cell and calls me kung may client siya na referred ko..

as for my advice, i think you should concentrate on the person who loves you kasi it's a choice of THE ONE YOU LOVE or THE ONE WHO LOVES YOU...your call sir pero my advice is THE ONE WHO LOVES YOU, in that way pag natutunan mo siyang mahalin, then that would be a great ending....

as for her present condition, i think she's back again....saw her pic in one of the forums....leave me your email add and maybe i can help you if you want to see her again...

(basta ako, i miss you Tanya soooo much......i am soooo sorrry!!!)

POKWANG!!!

nagagalit kapag tinatawag na pangit...

eh, PANGIT naman talaga sya, hahaha

ganun ba??? the truth hurts doesn't it, mwahahahaa

last week when we talked....i really meant it, i really do

bong revilla, willie, kris, pokwang, mariel rodriguez,