BlackDiamond

Whenever I make an excuse to not be with you, its not because I really can't..

It's because everytime we are together, I don't ever wanna leave anymore..

..find the lie in that. Please.

Knowing that this temporary make believe world I created will eventually have to end. For a moment it actually felt real.

20 hours ago, AngGwapo said:

Yes, and I will keep repeating that since it has come from a former regular after I asked her what happened to us @BlackDiamond

If one thinks we're the only ones In their eyes, so be it.

If we think we're one of dozens, so be it.

I think this is very grounded. 

The situation will always be a paradox. 

But all deeply rooted in "the narrative we fool ourselves with." 

"I guess I have already served my purpose. "

7 hours ago, ilustrisimokolakes7 said:

Majority of men kasi  don't care about the social status or job ng babae basta chix or nagclick sila,they will bite the bullet

For those who go to these places as an escape, a break from real world responsibilities, at times you go in there really vulnerable and trying to fill some sort of void.

Basically, you're exposed and vulnerable.. then you walk straight into the lion's den.. and these lions they all look oh so majestic, in your mind, you have tamed them.. as they slowly nibble at you. 

Again, @AngGwapo said it best..

A GM will believe what he wants to believe..

On 12/13/2023 at 10:21 PM, AngGwapo said:

A GM will believe what he wants to believe @chnky

Real talk bro 

39 minutes ago, bhudz_paulfinch said:

Ano masasabi niyo kung isang former thera ay may mga masusugid na sponsor parin hanggang ngayon? Pero hindi naman na active sa kahit anong MP. Panay parin ang text or call sa kanya ng mga sponsor na umaasa parin pero di na niya sinasagot. Kaya lang yung number niya kung saan siya nakokontak eh ayaw niyang bitawan. Itong former thera ay nahinto na ng 3-4 years na wala sa industry.

It's like telling a person to say no to potential income.. 🤷‍♂️

Mabilis magreply? 🤣

12 hours ago, MartinAvedis3 said:

Most stories of Theras aware yun bf/husband nila, its because walang work or small ang financial income, most of the time ang bread of the family is yun babae (kapit patalim). May isang Thera na ubod ng ganda ng mukha at sexy, malaki yun boobs at mestiza, nakausap ko after our session sa isang MP, nagkwento siya may asawa siya na mahal na mahal nya at may anak silang dalwa, as in prankly sinabi nya yun asawa nya walang work, malaki tiyan at hindi mahitsura..ang term pa niya ginamit may hawig kay “shrek”🤣 Kahit ganun daw mahal nya hindi iiwan kasi mabait na tatay sa mga anak at maalagain sakanya pinagluluto sya, house-husband. Tapos yun babae yun nagwwork for their living and mapaaral anak nila. Nakaka 4-9 guests a day siya and more than 10 yrs sa industry.

I asked her..so ano difference na ng sex niyo sa dami ng kasex mo na guests? She told me, ang tingin ko sa mga guests iisa lng sila magkakamukha, kung yun asawa ko kaya niya ko buhayin at pamilya namin titigil ako right away sa trabahong ito, kaso wala siya work e kaya ito lng alam ko gawin na malaki kita instant money. Also asked her pano kung itake home ka ng mayaman na guests or magkgusto sayo? Malaki offer. She replied..” common na yan ang dami na nagkagusto sakin na aasawahin ako at lahat gusto ko ibibili pero okay na ko dito sa bayad-kant₱@t lng kada oras” hindi ko pagpapalit asawa ko kahit pangit” 🤣🤣 

Ang interesting ng psychology ng ganto no? And i think you asked a very good question.. parang pag chef ka, kahit pareho yung sarap ng luto mo for clients vs family, how do you feel about doing the act you do as a profession when you do it to someone you actually love?

You know why falling for a thera and falling for a client is all sorts of f*cked up? Kasi the GM can get any thera or girl, the thera ALWAYS has another guy being serviced..

and since the universe has a really messed up sense of humor..

You both got into a conscious decision that something is different when it is you and her.. 

Then it goes into a whirlwind of several shades of being f*cked up.. both on the gm and thera's side..

2 hours ago, Kryte said:

Hayup na yan 🤣🤣 

Agree ako dyan sa signature mo @Kryte

🤙

Tinapos ko talaga kwento buset ka.. 😅

1. Accept that there are things we can't control, and that some things are meant to happen the way they did..

2. @anatoly gave a very detailed response to the things we can control..

https://youtu.be/f6rFeilUvcc?si=RmqmyP8DHPULvc1y

Depends on how much callous are ripped open.. 😑

🤍

44 minutes ago, AngGwapo said:

Good for you @BlackDiamond

Happy for the other person.

Trophy!

Thanks brother man! 

Trophy back atcha!

Edit: pang 1 react a day pa lang pala ako. Nyahaha!

Just now, jaemess23 said:

endured 16 hrs for a new tat piece... therefore a most deserved reward this weekend!

Congrats!

Being able to listen to someone tell a pain that they have carried for awhile. 

I hope that it allowed the person to breathe a bit knowing that someone took the time to listen and not brush it off as "just another drama"

Overall demeanor, i think somebody said aura.. then on to the nitty gritty details.. how the facial features match (not by individual parts but how they all work together), body proportion

Updated my playlist 😅

Signed up for gym/boxing membership.

Did daily cardio

The ones that matter:

The totga.. In the US, got married, had child bearing issues, she left her husband for another. Now she has a baby.

The headache.. she already had 3 panganays when we got together. Cheated twice and everytime she ends up being abused or karma bites her back by being cheated upon as well..

Did not give in to the last indiscretion and now she has her fourth "accidental" panganay. I wish her a good life.

The martyr.. this woman is a knockout. Easily a 9 even 10 to some. Former flight attendant. She showered me with gifts and all. I did her wrong by choosing "the headache" over her.

She is not happy with the huaband because of impotence.

I pray that she is also happy now.

Every once in awhile i remember them.

But all, we are no longer in speaking terms out of respect to what progress they made for themselves without me..

Good or bad.

What is there to say?

We are all a result of our actions.

On 9/19/2023 at 8:11 PM, bbmacdo said:

sinesendan ko ng dick pic loljk (not gonna happen ever).

pero tbh.. NIREREPLYAN KO KAHIT TINATAMAD AKO. di ako mareply na tao hahaha! tamad ako magreply agad agad.

I think nagiging trend din ito no?

Same with me. I reply to those i like.

But otherwise, super tamad ko makipag usap.

So likewise, alam kong wala akong bilang kapag wala akong reply sa kausap ko. 

Funny that i just realized that.