BlackDiamond

Whenever I make an excuse to not be with you, its not because I really can't.. It's because everytime we are together, I don't ever wanna leave anymore.. ..find the lie in that. Please.

Knowing that this temporary make believe world I created will eventually have to end. For a moment it actually felt real.

I think this is very grounded. The situation will always be a paradox. But all deeply rooted in "the narrative we fool ourselves with."

"I guess I have already served my purpose. "

For those who go to these places as an escape, a break from real world responsibilities, at times you go in there really vulnerable and trying to fill some sort of void. Basically, you're exposed and vulnerable.. then you walk straight into the lion's den.. and these lions they all look oh so majestic, in your mind, you have tamed them.. as they slowly nibble at you. Again, @AngGwapo said it best.. A GM will believe what he wants to believe..

Real talk bro

It's like telling a person to say no to potential income.. 🤷‍♂️

Mabilis magreply? 🤣

Ang interesting ng psychology ng ganto no? And i think you asked a very good question.. parang pag chef ka, kahit pareho yung sarap ng luto mo for clients vs family, how do you feel about doing the act you do as a profession when you do it to someone you actually love?