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SDMNXIX

[08] HONORED III
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  1. I wrote her off for the tenth time today
    And practiced all the things I would say
    But she came over, I lost my nerve
    I took her back and made her dessert
    Now I know I'm being used
    That's okay, man, 'cause I like the abuse
    I know she's playing with me
    That's okay 'cause I've got no self-esteem

    We make plans to go out at night
    I wait 'til two, then I turn out the light
    This rejection's got me so low
    If she keeps it up, I just might tell her so

    When she's saying, oh, that she wants only me
    Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
    When she's saying, oh, that I'm like a disease
    Then I wonder how much more I can spend
    Well, I guess I should stick up for myself
    But I really think it's better this way

    The more you suffer
    The more it shows you really care
    Right? Yeah, yeah, yeah

    Now I'll relate this little bit
    It happens more than I'd like to admit
    Late at night, she knocks on my door
    She's drunk again and looking to score
    Now I know I should say no
    But it's kind of hard when she's ready to go
    I may be dumb, but I'm not a dweeb

    I'm just a sucker with no self-esteem

     

    Self Esteem (originally by The Offspring pero mas gusto ko ung version ng 311)

     

  2. Parang kelangan na mag stars align para maka perform ng maayos.

    Kung may isang aspect lng na out of balance, mejo may struggle na like pag antok, gutom, pagod, stressed, mentally or emotionally distressed, masyadong mainit, etc. Kaya all the more reason to exert more effort into getting and staying fit 😄

  3. It has been a roller coaster couple of days. Grabe extreme ups and downs...

    I think I aged a few years during that reeeally bad day. I felt so alone...
    Pero sobrang amazing din nmn nung good days, kse sobrang unexpected. I mean I looked forward to it pero sobrang exceeded ung expectations ko..and overall, the good days far outweigh that one bad day.

     

    Also thankful for today na mejo light wherein I can unwind and take a breath after that roller coaster ride and recalibrate 🙏 😊

  4. "Sanay na ako masaktan."

     

    In my experience, hindi ito totoo. Baka hindi ka na nagugulat sa mga masasamang bagay na nangyayari. Pero hindi ibig sabihin na hindi na masakit. Or baka in denial ka lang na hindi masakit para hindi ka masyadong masaktan.

    Pain demands to be felt.

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