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im prayin that

 

:heart: my friend the tiger aces his bar exams... 4 tough wkends for you friend but im rootin for yah!

 

:heart: ate continues to recover and she gets her head on straight

 

:heart: i continue to be firm in my resolve to.. well you know what that is all bout father God.

 

:heart: that i complete my program, go back to visit my friends and eventually go home before the real grind starts

 

thank you father God, thy will be done.

 

-k

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Father,

 

Allow our government to solve the economic porblem so I may continue to live as I do. 'twould be too much for me to ask for a better life than I have now,so I ask to be able to live this way for longer than what others are predicting. It pains me to see street children, hungry and cold, please allow their families to be capable of taking care of them - They distress me. They serve as a reminder that life is not at all beautiful.

 

Let me have a heart of stone so that nothing will affect me, if the end is indeed inevitable.

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ok.. it has been a while that is for sure. i am not even sure what to call you. i simply can't type/say it probably bcoz i don't even feel worthy of doing this. besides, expressing what i feel here is the last thing that i thought i would do. but i guess it has to start somewhere... and there are a lot of things that is happening in my life that i never thought i would ever do anyway, so what the heck.

 

i guess i have to start with asking for your help. i feel really guilty for asking coz i know i am not worthy to. those requests i had before where not for me so which is why i went ahead and asked for them anyway. i want your help to bring back my faith in you. i cannot do this alone. i tried many times as you know but everytime i get on the right track, something nasty happens and i get disillusioned all over again. i have to admit, there are times i feel that even trying is a waste of effort and time.

 

sometimes, i can't help blaming you for the not so nice things that happen. i know it is my fault those happen but i want to blame you for letting those happen. it reached to the point that i don't want to believe you exist.. that there is someone up there.. that religion is not just a propaganda powerful people use..

 

you know me, i have served you all my college life.. i gave you all my afternoons right after class up until the wee hours of the next morning. i gave up all my weekends to help "fish" for your other children and take care of the less fortunate ones. i will say it did make me feel great...... but at what cost? a family that tried to be together even though you can feel the tension? you know what i am talking about....

 

i know i can longer change the past.. and even if i am given the chance, i am not sure if i have enough will power to do so. so i guess i will have to deal with it one way or the other.

 

i know you know that i still find it hard to believe in you.. to trust in you.. but i guess i still have to thank you for still answering prayers.. for helping out those whom i care for. at least that gives me some indication that i am not hopeless. and the fact that i feel guilty approaching you and asking you i guess has to mean something.

 

but it just hurts so bad that i just want to "run away". you know i have this tendency as i have attempted it 3 times already. what just keeps me from doing it are thoughts of things i want in life that flashes right before it happens. i will try to promise you that i won't do it coz i know it is a stupid thing to do and the gift of life is a lot more precious than what i perceive it to be.

 

well, this is getting a bit too long and since i really need faith to start it going, that will be the ony thing i ask for now. the rest will follow as other poeple say. i am sorry for doubting you, even up to this very moment. i am sorry for thinking that you are not that good that you would not want me to be yours given the life i am living.. the things i do... the hatred i have inside.

 

till next...........

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Dear God,

 

I Thank You now that You are taking me where I need to go and giving me everything I need to get over the rough spots along the way.. Continue to guide me oh Lord, send me the strength of the Holy Spirit that I may overcome those diffuculties that may cause me to collapse under external pressures.

 

F

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Dear God,

 

May you continue to guide and bless me and my batchmates so that we may continue serving in Your name.

Continue giving us the strength, wisdom, patience and heart to continue our jobs for the next 7 months.

Let nothing bad happen to us while we are in our respective areas.

In Jesus name.

 

Amen

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hey, it has been a day.. nothing much has change.. i guess it is better that way than to slip further into the pits.

 

i still feel exhausted from the burden i am carrying. i guess it just takes time huh?

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lord,

 

i know that you wouldnt give a load that we coud not carry, but do spare a very dear friend such travails, if you would merit, put the burden on me instead of her, for i got nothing much to lose, and a much battle worn person, than she is...

 

make her strong, optimistic and hopeful, for she is sometimes alone in the struggle in the world.

 

that good health, love and caring be the walls surrounding her and her siblings

 

and ultimately find her peace, she longs for.

 

by your will...

 

thank you!

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it will always be a never-ending gratitude to you, father god. i know that i am one stubborn daughter u have and for that, i am sorry. i continue to thank you for all your blessings and ur graces.

 

thank you for family who continues to inspire me ... for friends who can make me laugh... for the blessing of work as u know that i am at my best when i am doing something... for the appreciation of co-workers and people around me, something that money cant buy... for the blessings of allowing me to have more than enough to provide, to spend and to share... for the gifts of faith and wisdom, to know and to learn new things, unlearn the old and the bad and look forward to better days.

 

u are indeed the father that no one can match up with. thank you for loving me the way i am. amen.

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lord,

 

i had a terrible argument with my sister over some trivial matter,

it burdens my heart that such a thing occurs, and until now my heart is still heavy and hurting over it...

 

please do something for my sister, i really dont know what issues she has thats troubling her.

 

also, i thank you for the quiet sunday that was, although i wasnt able to go to church, i will do so wednesday morn, right after work.

 

as always, i pray for the well being of my family, relatives and friends, with special mention to a dear one, you know who she is...

 

thank you!

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hey friend... do remember my request.. i guess i am asking too much too soon.. so i guess i also need to ask you teach me patience..

 

i have this feeling of "don't know what you've got till it's gone" over me eventhough i have not lost it yet. i understand that people tend to get busy and have less time ofr other people. i just fear that it might slip in between the cracks of life and i lose it forever. it is too precious for me to let this happen to it.

 

in relation to what i just said, please help me understand why i had not felt that way when i lost my faith...

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hey friend.. nearing the end of my rope again.. anyway, thanks for those messages you send through these special people. makes me see some light at the end fo the tunnel though not sure if i am going throught it in the right direction. and please... please let it not be a train...

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