naked_angel Posted October 15, 2006 Share Posted October 15, 2006 c, this time you got it right. i should've listened to you. should've believed when you said it was next to impossible.don't worry about me, i'll be fine. i predict i'll go mad in the next few days though. but i'll bounce back. as always i spent some time today, thinking about what you said before i left. and you'd be glad to know i have made my decision and just summoning the courage to act on it. and more courage to stand by it. i still laugh everytime i remember "you're always trying to break up with me, and we're not even together" and "i was still waiting for everything to start, and now it's over". could be of use one of these days, you know and yes, c. the process of forgetting takes a long time. but we'll eventually get there. and by that time, we're so numb we won't even notice it. i miss you. go online often? please? and you know what i want for christmas right? be sure to remind santa i don't want anything else but that... i just miss you and everyone else who matter to me. not-really-feeling-okay-right-now, -k Quote Link to comment
iwalkalone Posted October 16, 2006 Share Posted October 16, 2006 (edited) I wish I still feel the way i used to feel for you...now I've lost it...cause you made me...now I'm back to...empty...cause you didn't want me. I'm ok...I'm fine..still happy you're always around....just "Not Inlove" anymore.... =( (fingers crossed)Oh, But I need you...I still need you...I guess I'll always want you and need you in my life.....Inlove?.... guess it's something you never wanted from me... and you would not want to hear or know about it anyway...so ...NOT anymore. Expect me to check on you all the time...just to make sure...you're still there...( and please be there!) cause I want you to stay....never mind those goodbyes...i never really meant them. Edited October 16, 2006 by iwalkalone Quote Link to comment
iwalkalone Posted October 16, 2006 Share Posted October 16, 2006 KayoBullShit! ayoko nang makinig sa inyo please...tama na!!! ...kaya nyo na mga sarili nyo....ano ba!? :sick: what are you thinking ba...kayo? ha??? stop torturing me na...madami na kong problema eh...IKAW....kaya mo na sarili mo...matanda ka pa sakin eh tapos lalaki ka pa!...stop it na oh...please? :sick: :cry: Ako Quote Link to comment
simon b Posted October 17, 2006 Share Posted October 17, 2006 there you go again coming to my tableoffering me meriendaand asking to ride with mein my caralone my kindness does not go over the limits to stupiditytake your pretty face and pa sweet demeanor far away from mei am so over being vulnerable to your charms you almost ruined me Quote Link to comment
missmanners Posted October 17, 2006 Share Posted October 17, 2006 if i could cry, i would. except that i'm all dried out. i imagine instead big, fat tears of regret and shame. endless streams of could-haves and shouldn't-haves. i imagine the inability look hard at myself in the mirror. the capacity to know everything and yet have the stupidity to act carelessly. the possibility of an apology.. of acceptance.. of forgiveness. the pointlessness of wishing for undoings. the pointlessness of mistakes made with no lessons learned. i haven't the courage for heroism, that much i know. i am far too scared to do what it takes. so i'll remain silent, suffering in my sins. praying for redemption. praying for someone to come along and have the courage to do what i could never. Quote Link to comment
naked_angel Posted October 18, 2006 Share Posted October 18, 2006 this feels strange because you read me like a favorite book. even the words i use now, you know what's behind them. i had a good sleep, well, no visits from the sheeps and the shepherds. only going to bed early, meant waking up early too. and so here i go babbling about nonsense. last night was a nice gesture. weird but definitely nice. lots of random thoughts which must not be entertained. lots of sighs and pregnant pauses. a thousand and one words in mind but nothing came out right. we're not much of a talker no?and you actually did it last night. that one thing you thought you can't do? you did it. but then again, you've always been able to do it, i just don't tell you and you probably don't notice. the last song did it last night. no idea what it meant, who it's for. just surprised. uhm. and it's still the same. if you're there, then i guess you're there...this is hard. Quote Link to comment
LB Posted October 18, 2006 Share Posted October 18, 2006 Hi Dee, Thanks for giving me attention just in time. You are perfect. I'm just not ready for anything now. I don't know when will I be. Gaud! You're gorgeous. Why me by the way? Only if I could ask you that. I'm always just a message away Good night or should I say day! This is better... Have a nice day at work Prl Quote Link to comment
BlackWizard Posted October 18, 2006 Share Posted October 18, 2006 N, Lab kita at wala nang iba... R. Quote Link to comment
iwalkalone Posted October 19, 2006 Share Posted October 19, 2006 To you and me, and everyone... When do stars fade their light?Does the moon and the sun make it rightFor you the world maybeLike an endless storm chasing a mystery Is there hate in your heart?Does your body drop and tell you to stopLoving you or loving meWhen it all falls down you just sing with me Coz there’s a blue sky waiting tomorrowWaiting tomorrow shining and shimmeringA blue sky waiting tomorrowWaiting tomorrowMaybe it’s all we need Oh don’t you wash away that smileYou just look out the window and see the lightIt’s beautiful to be aliveIt’s wonderful to live a life Rain will keep on pouringSome things you can’t controlAnd while the sun seems far and hard to holdIt will unfold There will always be a blue skyA blue sky waiting tomorrow For LoveYeah...For Love...hope. From,Hale Quote Link to comment
naked_angel Posted October 19, 2006 Share Posted October 19, 2006 happy birthday, d! how long has it been? 12 years? we're all doing great. but i suppose you know that already. don't worry about the love of your life. we'll take care of her just like you would have if you were here. the baby's fine, he's starting therapy today. classes starts next week..so there. enjoy the day missing you, -k Quote Link to comment
LoveSpell Posted October 19, 2006 Share Posted October 19, 2006 B, im getting tired of this. :cry: Quote Link to comment
hottlipss Posted October 19, 2006 Share Posted October 19, 2006 (edited) mataman ka sana Sh.Tu. (dang, too bad I can't put your name here...napaka-dense mo pa naman at alam ko hindi kamatatamaan...i-pm na lang kita...ibig sabihin nang dense, manhid o tanga) I don't want to be mean but girl you irritate the sh!t out of me! Yung mga sagot mong nagmamarunong ka eh wala namang sense ang mga sagot mo. Lahat inaaway mo sa iba ibang thread. Akala mo kung sino kang maganda at sobrang talino kung umasta. Hindi ko ugaling maghusga at manlait nang kabaro kong babae. Pero kailangan mo eh! Sasampalin kita nang katotohanan....HINDI KA MAGANDA...IBIG SABIHIN PANGIT KA! HINDI KA WORTH 1 K OR MAGKANO MANG SINGIL MO.... HINDI KA NAKAKATUWA AT HINDI KA MARUNONG...IBIG DIN SABIHIN NITO...KAGAGAHAN ANG MGA SINUSULAT MO AT WALANG KWENTA ANG MGA POST MO. BOBO KA! Imbes na maawa ako sayo nakaka-irita ka dahil sa asta mong super ganda ka at matalino ka. Kung me ilang lasenggo sa kanto na nambola sayo, sana hindi umakyat diyan sa ulo mong puno nang hangin. at siya nga pala...sana mangilabot ka nun tinawag mo akong "YUCK" dun sa MTC World... BALAT PA LANG WALA KA NA SA KALINKINGAN KO....KUMUHA KA NANG BATO, HINDI YUNG TINITIRA MO, AT MANGHILOD KA BAGO MO AKONG TAWAGANG "YUCK!" AT KAHIT IBABABAD MO SA KLOROX YANG KEPYAS MO HINDI MAGIGING KAAKIT AKIT YAN. NAKAKASUKA KA! YUN LANG! AT HINDI KA CHINITA....KIRAT KA NA DULING PA! Hottlipss P.S. For those who think I'm being too harsh and I should just ignore her at huwag akong bumaba sa level niya...Sorry, tao lang ako at marunong mainis....so let me rant. Masakit sa akin na mainsulto nang isang napaka-pangit at walang karapatan na ipis na katulad niya. I'm not running for pa-tweetums contest here and I think there are enough people here that feel the same way I do. I just have the guts to say what I feel! Edited October 19, 2006 by hottlipss Quote Link to comment
Barenaked-NoMre Posted October 20, 2006 Share Posted October 20, 2006 Ate R & Ate N, Thanks SO much for the continued support. I dont know what I'd do ... if it werent for you both helping me out. Hope that I wont be much of a burden to you ... soon! A Quote Link to comment
naked_angel Posted October 20, 2006 Share Posted October 20, 2006 di pa siguro bukasdi pa rin ngayonmalay mo balang arawdumating din iyon gots and bads, thank you for the concert update. and for hearing me out. i miss you. i miss all of you... -k Quote Link to comment
Barenaked-NoMre Posted October 20, 2006 Share Posted October 20, 2006 (edited) JAL, Am MORE cautious now. Your email really hit me bad. I've made mistakes ... have learnt from them. Just shows I dont know you anymore. Nor do you me. Things do change. They most certainly have! Anyway, will do as you wish. Shesh! A PS Just coz you've got EVERYTHING ... doesnt mean you can treat me like this! You of ALL people. You just used me then. That's what it REALLY was. Now I know. Edited October 20, 2006 by barenaked Quote Link to comment
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