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M,

 

Your sudden return is a pleasant surprise for me. I never saw it coming. Happily, there is no more pain nor acrimony in my heart. We talked the way we did before we started ignoring each other. I have realized that I can treat you as my friend/brother again.

 

However, when we were in the car with our friends, I felt the urge to kiss you on the cheek. That's when I realized that I still have feelings for you. Nevertheless, I respect your feelings. I am a mere sister figure for you. We are just friends.

 

And I miss the friendship we enjoyed before the cold war. This morning made me think that it's as if the war never happened at all.

 

Welcome back.

 

 

 

Udeng

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Ben,

 

I'll miss you. But you have to do what you have to do.

 

And no, even if there are a lot of people to talk to, it will be a long time before i can meet another person as easy to reach out to as you.

 

Best of luck. i hope things work out this time :-)

 

 

 

 

Udeng

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D,

 

 

 

Sana nga totoo ang sabi sa akin ni J, mayroon di sa iyo. Kailangan ko lang maghintay.

 

Pero kung hihitayin kita, huwag mo naman paabutin ng limang taon. Paano na ang action scenes natin? Hahaha.

 

Iniisip ko, walang pag-asa sa iyo; ngunit minsan iniisip ko...baka mali ako.

 

Sana mali ako.

 

Sana nga.

 

Sana.

 

Kahit minsan ang sarap mong ibalibag sa pader, alam ko naman na minsan, gusto mo rin akong ibalibag.

 

Pareho kasi tayong bunso. Matigas ang ulo.

 

Ayaw mo niyan, alam nating hindi tayo mababato sa isa't-isa.

 

Sa ngayon, hanggang asaran muna tayo; kuntento sa pagiging magkaibigan lamang na nagkataong pareho ang topak.

 

Ang cute mo talaga :blush:

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Udeng

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D,

 

 

 

Kailangan kong paalalahanan ang sarili ko na hanggang trabaho lang ang ugnayan natin.

 

Ngunit sana ay huwag mo akong pigilang maaliw sa kabaitan mo. Kabaitang hindi ko hinihingi, bagkus ay kusa mong ibinibigay.

 

Lubos ang ngiting namumutawi sa mga labi ko.

 

Hindi ko tuloy mapigilang tanungin ang sarili ko:

 

Mayroon nga kaya?

 

Sana.

 

Sana.

 

Sana.

 

Hanggang sa muli nating pagkikita, lah.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Udeng

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R,

 

Sorry, didn't mean to sound harsh. I mean, your husband has been gone for two years already. Are they expecting you to still wallow and retreat in your shell?

I know grief takes time and its almost impossible to recover, but don't let it consume you as a person. You have a life before your got married. You adapted to his way of life when you met him.

I don't think he'll be happy knowing that you let opinions of other people dictate what you should feel.

 

Move forward and post that friggin' happy picture in facebook.

 

 

 

Love,

R

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I have prayed for your downfall.

 

I wanted you destroyed. Obliterated.

 

I wanted nothing left of you.

 

Or with that pathetic excuse for a career. The one you built on plagiarism.

 

Yes you heard me right. You copy from other people and call it your own.

 

Shame on you.

 

I have been angry for so long.

 

But not anymore.

 

I have prayed for your downfall.

 

And my prayer have been heard.

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D,

 

I can now confidently say that you are that comfortable in my company.

 

Your OC-ness does not stop you from tasting my already bitten bread.

 

You express out loud to me the thoughts you don't want the others to hear.

 

You hover over my station hoping to put my stuff in order--i know, my chaotic desk is a disgrace to womenkind. :-)

 

You offer me help even when I haven't asked for it.

 

Your being comfortable with me makes me smile. It makes me feel that you trust me enough to reveal your more private side.

 

Thank you. At least I know that I am a friend to you.

 

And that is enough. :-)

 

 

 

 

Udeng

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D,

 

 

I shouldn't assume, but I think that you are simply now too comfortable in my company.

 

We all know why I hitched a ride with you, my destination is your neighbor.

 

Yes, you and your mum were teasing me that i'll be at the site too early, that you guys would makn me stay at your house so i'd end up late.

 

How am I supposed to know that you'd really forget, again?

 

If not for you mum reminding you, i'd really end up at your house. For the second time.

 

Are you really that comfortable in my company? Because if you are, i'm glad.

 

one request, though: next time, if you and your family want to abduct me, a little warning would suffice. Hahaha!!!

 

 

 

 

 

Udeng

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Summoning you back is like bringing the dead back to life.

But the need is immense, like the need for water.

May I be forgiven for letting your hands go again.

 

I will wait. I am awake. Come, and let us create again.

The need is immense, like the need for air.

Breathe, Old Ghost. Let us roam the woods again together.

 

I am here, where I left you. Haunt me.

Let us meet more wraiths,

Let us bleed and befriend more monsters.

Let us reopen old wounds.

A war is nigh. These demons we created.

Show me where this armor ends, and where my skin begins.

Again...

Wake up. I am awake.

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i fcuked up. plain and simple. that was uncalled for. i think the damage may be beyond repair, like the egg that sat on a wall. im not good with this sh!t and i might end up making things worse (as if it can get any worse) so yeah ill just end this with SORRY....

 

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