The Mail Box

[Alexa®]

My head is saying, "fool, forget him."

My heart is saying, "don't let go. Hold on till the end."

And that's what i intend to do coz I'm hopelessly devoted to you..

 

f#&k! <_<

[StoneRhino]

It's been almost 2 years since I last saw you guys. And not together. The last time I saw you both together was the time we three decided to take a trip to some island waterfall resort. And now, of course I don't know why, but you guys just popped into my mind all of the sudden.

 

Ade, perhaps I just missed the way you used to call me big bro, even though you guys are a year older than me. We used to hang out all the time and talk, just talk. about almost everything under the sun. School, past flings, new flings, etc. I couldn't tell you that I liked you more than i would like just as a friend because that would ruin everything for us. I also couldn't tell you how devastated I was when you decided to go out with my friend. And yet, neither could I hide the evil exhaliration I felt when you broke up with him. I miss you Ade, for the way you made me feel like I was a part of your life. Now you are somewhere where I am not, and save for the occasional friendster hello, we hardly talk anymore.

 

Alm, your sister was the first one I really loved. I wouldn't deny that. You yourself is the exact opposite of her. While she is introverted and prefers to just while away the hours reading John Grisham, you like nothing more than hanging out at the local bar and chugging Red Horse (At 2 in the afternoon!) Over time, I grew to love you as well. Although we never really took that final step, I am still grateful for everything. Those nights when you'd call me at 10 in the evening and asking my to drive you around town just because you're feeling lonely and wanted someone to hold you. Did you ever think that I too, was lonely during those times and needed comforting as well?

 

My beloved twins, we are flung across the far corners of the world now, and I don't know if we'll ever meet face to face again. Yet part of me still hopes that someday, perhaps when we are all older, and wiser, we'd meet somewhere and share a drink or two, catch up, listen to the old songs and maybe share a laugh or two about those times.

 

I miss you guys.

[David Aames]

Sorry M,

 

I cannot count the times you've fallen down and times you stood up in that high ground you are supposedly at. How many times will you allow yourself to be beaten up, tossed around and brushed aside? Can't you see its so unfair, those silent tears that fell to the ground, echoes graciously, valiantly. I am sorry no one ever told you how cruel this world is. Enchanting mistresses, mischievous sirens out for flesh and blood. Everywhere you go, a certain hunt goes on, and sadly you end up being snared, caught off guard and humiliated. When will you stop being the nice person? Why do you end up meeting the wrong people? Is there by chance someone really made for you? Or you're one of heaven's rejects that comes not in pair.

 

Be brave, suffer the last humiliation... bear the last sorrow, for tomorrow there'll be another... another set of humiliation, sorrow and tomorrow...

 

your friend,

 

e

[iwalkalone]

I'm sorry...I'm so sorry...I know you think....yes...i have been really useless lately...i'm sorry....i...i just couldn't find enough strength...or will...to go on...take care of things...take care of you....anymore. i'm so very ...very sorry....

[Dr_PepPeR]

I e-mailed, I called you... nothing. Bahala ka sa buhay mo. Will go to Davao alone, no thanks.

[Alexandra®]

-m

 

 

'stop being a psycho-obssesed ex ok.'

'co'z it's nonsense!'

'you're not a teenager to act like that'

'ewwww!'

 

 

-m

Edited March 16, 2007 by Alexandra®

[chipmaker]

hey.

 

sorry kung ganun yung dating ng text ko. there was no intention to be hurtful. i swear. di na lang ako nag-react to your replies kasi ayoko nang palalain pa.

 

and about comparing you to her in the same light? that wasn't intended either. circumstantial lang.

 

sorry na po.

 

naiintindihan ko naman kung bakit ganyan yung reaction mo. kaya eto. pasensya na. i never meant to hurt you.

 

ingat ka na lang.

 

:flowers:

[iwalkalone]

ok...I'm full....all these...it's causing me indigestion already. I'll stop right now. sorry about all that blabbering...i just had to get it all off my system. It's over. promise....no more emo for you....last day na to...anni ko to dito eh.

[Alexa®]

Mr. Z

 

Saw your new pics in friendster, cute ka pa rin. Masaya ka naman ngayon siguro at hindi rin naman ako sigurado kung naging parte ba ako ng buhay mo. Namimiss ko un kulit mo, un lambing mo.

 

Namimiss ko ang lahat sayo.

[Guest lene]

B,

 

My opinion hasn't changed. You are a user, a self-centered bastard ( go figure why I even included this), an assh*le and a loser. You think you command respect at work but I don't even have the semblance of respect for you anymore.

It was never about the sex. You thought wrong the last time I wanted to see you; you probably thought it was for that. It wasn't. I wanted to collect. I would have been happy if you paid a measly P1K but you never did. Who can respect a man who doesn't know the meaning of palabra de honor?

 

You said you will prove me wrong and that you didn't use me. Prove it by doing it. I'm tired of promises, assh*le.

[CodenameV]

It's not that you weren't able to make it to our meeting place, what ticks me off is that you don't even tell me what's happening or don't even reply to my messages. It happens all the time. I don't really understand why you would do that to me. Feels like i am talking to a wall. :grr:

[willow_boy]

Dearest C,

 

"Our Love Is Here To Stay"

(George & Ira Gershwin)

 

It's very clear

Our love is here to stay ;

Not for a year

But ever and a day.

 

The radio and the telephone

And the movies that we know

May just be passing fancies,

And in time may go !

 

But, oh my dear,

Our love is here to stay.

Together we're

Going a long, long way

 

In time the Rockies may tumble,

Gibralter may crumble,

They're only made of clay,

But our love is here to stay.

Edited March 18, 2007 by willow_boy

[Grimace]

A reply to G

 

I.

...you seem to have vanished off the face of the earth...what's up, babe? Are you really into sailing? I've been wanting to go sailing for YEARS. I thought about doing a weekend course when I lived in Brighton last summer...but then thought a week in the Mediterranean would be much nicer! I'd love to go out in a boat with you sometime...or maybe you'd like to come away to the Med for a week??? I've made no holiday plans this year yet...

 

WRITE TO ME...! Ppplllleeeaaassseee!!!!!!!!!

 

G.

 

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Dear G.

 

funny! My grandma died and seriously im bits on hell at the moment, my whole life is dwindling down when she expired and i doubt if we can by the holidays. Indeed it would be nice then if we could! unfortunately love. I have someone new in my life..he's an absolute adorable person ive ever met, i hope you wont get mad. Afterall we are friends and i told you i wasnt ready then..

 

forgive me

 

 

I.

[Alexa®]

I need to be pampered, mahirap ba ispell yon? <_

[wyette]

I'm stalking you. Sana okay ka lang kahit di mo ako makausap.