The Mail Box

[darkenchantress]

let's do this more often....i thrive in pain

[iwalkalone]

a less formal...more personal touch reply to a total stranger?...uh-uh...you don't get that from anti-socials like me. sorry.

[naked_angel]

you,

 

this is still within rules right?

so 7 and 3, then 3.

we've managed to add another 3!

nahidlaw na 'ko ba.

 

monday then. happy thoughts and have fun.

plan a still on? let's be nice to to him. i heart him pa naman:lol:

nah, ikaw lang ah

 

 

me

[iwalkalone]

I don't know...I'm not so sure about it....although I'm aching to be with you again...i'm still very much afraid...of you.

I had silly ideas during the past few days...i swear i've been tempted to tell you...alot of times...but it's just too ridiculous...i was thinking...maybe we could just stay as txt-lovers na lang muna? i mean...there'll be no hassle with that...you'll just have to pretend to be my lover...and me...well, me...i won't have to pretend since you already know that i'm crazy for you...right?

geeesh... i think you must have traumatized me :cry:

[spongebobby]

i win again. strange that my mild-mannered demeanor still makes you underestimate me. you're so dumb you'll never know what hit you. again.

[iwalkalone]

You can't be serious...you couldn't possibly have any reason to befriend me....more so... like me. So think it over. You've lasted for months without seeing me....a lifetime would not make much difference...right? Before you came...i was broken...then you made me feel whole...but then you walked out on me...I was shattered...but you never noticed that...did you? ofcourse...i couldn't tell you...couldn't complain...couldn't blame you....didn't want to make you feel bad....or guilty...cause you showed me nothing but kindness.... I'm scared...i just don't wanna go through all that again...

Edited November 17, 2006 by iwalkalone

[iwalkalone]

f#&k! why are you doing this to me?????? naiiyak ako....don't be soooo nice and kind to me...pleeeeeease.....i can't stand it.....baka di ko makayanan pag nawala ka na....maawa ka..... :cry:

[KristinLavransdatr]

JM,

 

you came into the world seven months ago. what happened all those seven months before we met? you are the son i've always wished i carried in my womb, and i the parent my brother refused to be.

 

i look into your face and youth and my childhood in the farm came rushing back. you are every inch of the three boys we had in the family. you are the father-child i never met when he was your age of seven months.

 

we all love you here. you don't know how much you have touched our regular lives by simply being there in our arms, on your mother's lap.

 

we all love you like this is the first time we have ever felt what love is.

 

you represent God in all His beauty and grandeur. and i thank the Father as you are the best gift He has given us!

 

and i apologize for the consequences that resulted to your being born. but i promise to make up for them. you will never feel left out again. i promise.

[spongebobby]

my power to raise hell is greater than your capacity to pray. and no, i have not yet begun to fight.

[iwalkalone]

are we "UN" ?

i've been tryng to tell you.... for the longest time...

[iwalkalone]

yes...and friends we shall be forever and ever ...amen :hypocritesmiley:

[iwalkalone]

and you...i'm sorry....i'm sorry...there's no one else but i just can't take the risk anymore....i'm sorry...

[iwalkalone]

That red lava lamp...

that burning lamp

you say it's amusing...

yes...i do love to amuse you

but what do you really see

that mesmerizes you

each red bubble thing

swimming up slowly

as slow as when they finally

sink down...to the bottom

merging...then separating

floating..falling...

but never touching

til they become as one...

 

 

it's the heat that makes them so

so beautiful to watch...

Do you see love?

do you see life?

do you see blood?

[iwalkalone]

Thank you for everything..for this strange but beautiful friendship you've given me. I can't even begin to describe how happy you've made me....i love you...and.. yes...WE ARE FRIENDS...sabi mo weh :heart:

Edited November 19, 2006 by iwalkalone

[_sUpLaDa_]

This is just a thank you for all you have done for me,I have finally opened my eyes,I'm finally able to see,I wouldn't be here today if it wasn't for you guiding me.You've played such a major role in my life, And each time i wanted to end it by picking up a knife,You would change my mind, And send me on a search for something to find. I've made a lot of mistakes,

Some more than once,

But you never gave up on me,

Always gave me another chance.

There's days i wake up wanting to just lay all day in bed,

I constantly have a thousand thoughts running through my head.I pick up pen and paper as a relief,

Writting poems of my life, some people don't believe.

Friends say i'm lucky because i'm talented and pretty, I thank them, but they don't realize, they don't see,

I have so much anger, hurt and pain built up inside of me.

I have so many questions i want to ask, But the answers i know would be a forgotten task. I find myself praying for things that i know will never change,

I ask to stop all the violence, and drug exchange.

So many young kids with no where to go,

People are praying for them, but that they will never know. I'm thanking god for the talent he has given me,

and for giving me the chance to see there's more to life-

Then what you thought there'd be.He's never let me fall,

But always made me stand tall.