The Mail Box

[Lipstick]

Felicity,

 

I love our little moments, I really do. They are grander than the sum, of the seemingly big ones, of others'.

 

Tu m'embrasse.

 

-L-

[Pink_Popsicle]

 

this is confusing.

 

i thought we understood each other.

 

at least for my part, you made it

 

crystal clear to me just where i stood.

 

i have always been honest to you.

 

with how i feel, with whats going on.

 

with everything.

 

there is no reason for me to act furtively ...

 

i dont have anything to hide nor have i betrayed anyone

 

so that message went where it should rightfully go.

 

perhaps when you finally get it through your head

 

that he and i are just friends

 

this will get sorted out.

 

for now though, i dont appreciate being judged for having friends

 

and wanting to make them feel better when i know they are hurting

 

as much, perhaps even more than i hurt now.

 

believe me, the way i hurt now, is so bad

 

i would not wish it even on my worst enemy.

 

i think i know why youre acting this way.

 

i think you do too.

 

but until we sit down and settle this,

 

then we are at this impasse.

 

so tell me now.

 

are we more miserable together than apart?

 

i think its the latter rather than the former...

 

but of course thats just me talking....

 

and most of the time, what i say doesnt count for much.

[sweetpsyche]

How can something so wonderful, hurt so bad?

How can something so amazing, turn so frigthening in an instant?

How can something so magical, lose its magic so fast?

 

False hopes?

Broken promises?

Sweet nothings?

[sweetpsyche]

You always say "you're sorry" but do you actually mean it?

You always say "it won't happen again" but it always does..

What's going on?

I don't know what to do anymore

I'm tired

Can't you see it?

Why does it have to be like this?

Why can't it be any better?

Why am i the only who seems to be trying to make things ok?

Why aren't you doing your part?

Not having done that before,is not an excuse...

Do i have to stoop all the time, to satisfy your ego?

Cause you can't give me, what I have had from others?

Can't you at least try your best to reach it?

Why am I the only one who seems to be adjusting on all these...

It's not unfair

Do I not deserve something better?

I should have given up when I have every reason and every chance to but I did not.

Can't you see that?

Hope you realize all these now, before it's too late.

Yeah, you once told me, you have forgotten how this thing works

But that's not an excuse

You're smart

You learn fast

Thus, you should also re-learn fast

I'm tired of talking.

Come what may...

[missmanners]

i want out.

Edited August 1, 2006 by missmanners

[missmanners]

that letter above. i take it back.

 

don't leave.

[novocaine]

i am too old for drama

[badjao]

hi! kamusta ka na? tagal na naten d nagkita ah...may work ka na ba ulit? i already missed u! mataba ka na ba ulit ngayon? ganun pa dn ba hairstyle mo? miss na miss na kita... tinitiis ko d ka itext or imessage sa friendster or iemail sa yahoo kc ayko na ulit bumalik sa dating stage ang depression ko...kala mo wala na ako alam sa nangyayari sayo noh? meron kaya! secret ko na un! hehe! pag namimiss kita iniisip ko na lng na mali ang makipagcommunicate pa sayo kc sinaktan mo na ako at gagawin ko lng lalo malungkot ang buhay ko kung makikita ka or makakausap kc alam kong d na ako ang mahal mo...haayyy ang hirap....mahal na mahal pa dn kita...d ka naaalis sa memory ko at araw araw pa dn kita naiisip though minsan pinipilit ko na lng na wag ka isipin ka...pinipilit kong magtanim ng galit pero d ko magawa hanggang sa pagligo ko at pagpoopoo kaw pa dn promise! hehe! gusto ko na magmahal ulit para mawala ka na sa alaala ko...ngayon ko napatunayan kung gano ako kadeep magmahal...kung gano ako kalalim na tao...kung ano ang kaya ko tiisin...may gf ka na ba? totoo kaya na sa lahat ng naging gf mo ako ang pinakaminahal mo? lam mo napapanaginipan kita pati ang mom mo...ang hirap itapon ng pinagsamahan naten...baket sayo parang ganung kadali? lam mo minsan naiisip ko na magagantihan lng kita pag nakita mo ako na masaya at may bagong mahal...ung mas gwapo sayo...mas matangkad...at d na maputi tulad mo na ayko naman talaga ng kulay! ung professional at may magandang trabaho...ung mayaman at may kotse! siguro sampal sa mukha mo un pag nakita mo ako sa ganung sitwasyon? pero alam kong mali ang maghiganti eh...kaya pababayaan ko na lng...magsisikap ako...magpapayaman...magaabroad ako at sa pagbabalik ko dito panalangin mo wag na tayo magkita uli kc sinisigurado ko pagsisisihan mo na iniwan mo ako at sinaktan! mali pa dn ba un? un lng ang alam kong paraan para makamove on eh....lam ko may sarili kang reasons...it may not be known to me but watever it is...it's better be unspoken...lam mo ngayon i always make myself busy sa work...sana nga aside from my full time work makahanap ako ng part time...masaya ka ba ngayon? nageenjoy ka ba kc malaya ka na nakikipagflirt sa iba? naiisip mo dn kaya ako? mapapanaginipan mo dn kaya ako? sana nga...mahal pa dn kita...sana nga kaw na ang pra saken...im still continuing the quest of my life without u...i know everything has a reason why we ended up this way...watever it may be...im still thankful na nakilala kita...na naging bf kita...na inalagaan mo ako at inalagaan kita...ang saya saya ko sa piling mo dear...if God will never allow us to be together again, i hope kahit minsan lng makita pa ulit kita...makasama...makayakap...alagaan mo sarili mo ha! mahal na mahal pa dn kita...as much as before...

[iwalkalone]

Dear _,

I feel so sad...so very very sad....i know you're going through some rough times....i wish i could cheer you up...but i know i can't It would make me really happy to know that i can be the one to make you forget about her...but ofcourse...it's just wishful thinking. You know how i feel for you....but i'm a sport...and i know you don't feel the same for me...still you've shown me wonderful things that've made me see another side of love. I'm missing you more right now....why haven't you sent me pm? why haven't you called?....are you considering to drop me? :cry: I don't know where these feelings are coming from right now...but it's hurting me...and i'm teary eyed at this moment as i type...and i feel stupid for feeling this much for you...friend :cry:

[Barenaked-NoMre]

I can give you MORE than what you pay for ... for FREE.

 

There'll DEFINITELY be a little MORE extras from me.

[LostCommand]

Nobody has taken your place; in the same way, you have taken nobody's place.

Nothing has changed since the dismissal; I am still Basilio's brother; one no-one can claim.

Though not anymore welcome as friend, still, I would vote for you;

and I, of all people, would know how to vote.

 

So far, only one day has passed that I've forgotten how lucky I was,

and I was asleep all that day,

 

keeping your colours close,

LC

[boak30]

Dear F,

You have hurt me.

I am sad coz you won't even accept my friendship.

It pains me that you've totally cut me off from your life.

Although we've moved on with our lives, I am lonely now.

I pray that you recover from your ailment and your grief.

I miss being with you.

I will always hope that things will be better for us.

Although I don't admit it, I will always love you within my heart.

Goodbye !

[Manticore]

Heard the news, and I wish for your swift recovery. Take it easy, k? You can do it, my friend. I know you can.

[Barenaked-NoMre]

I have sent you SMS ... you dont reply.

 

So, I tried to call ... cant get thru. I receive those recorded voices.

 

Have deleted you no. now.

 

Are you still out there? Or have just lost interest?

 

I think it's something else.

 

Hmmm ...

[pussycatdoll]

have a little faith in me.

[Barenaked-NoMre]

You're possibly already here ...

 

MEATing them ...

 

I wish I were on your list ...

 

Guess, have lost my sizzle with you.

[Little Girl Lost]

Hey, R.

 

I got faith in you.

 

I want to tell you that nice guys do not need to finish last.

 

They can very well finish in the Top 10 if they wanted to.

 

Soon enough, they finish first.

 

They simply have to keep on running even if everything hurts.

 

I know it's hard to wake up in the morning--what with all the aches you have.

 

I know you have hurts that I can't possibly understand.

 

I'm sorry if I'm too perky when I wake you, bugging you, and telling you how you can do this.

 

But you see, I know you can.

 

You really, really can.

 

Chin up.

 

I got faith in you.

 

-F-

 

P.S.

I wrote this here so, well, you know that I can put everything I say to you in writing and I stand by it. No B.S. You better believe it.

[pussycatdoll]

funny the way life works.

 

A loves B, but B loves C, whom she thinks is "The One." in the meantime, D has fallen head over heels for A, but A is not interested. E wants D, but D only has eyes for A. F, on the other hand, is also interested in A, but A seems indifferent to her charms. and so the whole mad merry-go-round whirls faster and faster towards its inevitable conclusion. what it is, i have no idea.

 

have i thoroughly confused you? no worries, i've confused myself, too.

 

funny the way life works, eh?

Edited August 3, 2006 by pussycatdoll

[iwalkalone]

Dear Ugly Mystique,

Please be gone and don't ever show you ugly face again!!!!http://www.gifszone.com/content/icon/animal/animal_107.gif

[pussycatdoll]

i woke up this morning to my good friend singing this at my side. what a lovely way to wake up, and what a perfect, perfect song for you. perhaps one day...

 

 

Waiting for a Star to Fall

Boy Meets Girl

 

I hear your name whispered on the wind

It's a sound that makes me cry

I hear a song blow again and again

Through my mind and I don't know why

I wish I didn't feel so strong about you

Like happiness and love revolve around you

 

Trying to catch your heart

Is like trying to catch a star

So many people love you baby

That must be what you are

 

Waiting for a star to fall

And carry your heart into my arms

That's where you belong

In my arms baby, yeah

 

I've learned to feel what I cannot see

But with you I lose that vision

I don't know how to dream your dream

So I'm all caught up in superstition

I want to reach out and pull you to me

Who says I should let a wild one go free

 

Trying to catch your heart

Is like trying to catch a star

But I can't love you this much baby

And love you from this far

 

Waiting for a star to fall

And carry your heart into my arms

That's where you belong

In my arms baby, yeah

 

Waiting (however long...)

I don't like waiting (I'll wait for you...)

It's so hard waiting (don't be too long...)

Seems like waiting (makes me love you even more...)

 

Waiting for a star to fall

And carry your heart into my arms

That's where you belong

In my arms baby, yeah.

Edited August 3, 2006 by pussycatdoll

[Y-ohhh-Y]

G...

 

 

Hey you... Appearing like a thief from nowhere... I didn't think you'd want to correspond again...

 

I'm not complaining, of course... I'm glad you said hi... But... I have a feeling something's amiss...

 

*sigh*

 

I wish I could've asked you...

 

Does it still hurt? I thought time would heal it... I'm sorry. I'm so very sorry... I never meant for it to be that way... I hope somehow you've forgiven me... I hope. Really hope...

 

The way you said goodbye last night seemed too impersonal... Like I've hurt you once again without even trying... I'm so sorry... I hope you can move on... I pray that you will... I never asked you to hold on in the first place...

 

 

L...

[beelee]

i ask why? for all the people in the world why her i dont doubt you im just askin

until now im wonderin?

and i would like to thank you for a chance

to held her in my arms to look in her eyes to feel her next to me

the joy we share the tears we shed together both of us feels like no tomorow

before you took her to be by your side...

[black_night]

Dear ----

 

If you only know how much... I only want you to be happy. That would be enough for me.

[iwalkalone]

Dear_'

This is beginning to frustrate me....and it hurts a little...no, a lot! :cry: Should I go now? maybe i'm being pesky already....you're just not the same anymore and i know what this all means...and i understand. Don't worry...i'll be fine....just as you found me. I wanted to love you...i wanted you to love me....i wanted more....so much more. You could have been the one...but I won't be good for you...I'm "damaged goods" as you already know....and you're on the right track. Guess you're not the one and if you were....perhaps i'll have to see you again in another lifetime .. :cry:

 

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Dear_,

 

It's incredible how you make time for me....are you really happy...making me happy?....to me you're a star....and i adore you...and i love you.....but you won't here me say it.....until that perfect moment....if it's destined to comehttp://www.gifszone.com/content/icon/love/love_32.gif

 

= = = = =

 

Dear_

Take everything i say with a grain of salt...as i always say...I'm too complicated...sometimes i feel...the words i say yesterday...are not exactly what i mean today at this moment...and then i'd mean it again tonight....and the next day it'll be different again. I'm confused...i always get confused with everything...even myself confuses me ! There's just nothing constant going on inside of me...I think I'm just a little unwell

Edited August 5, 2006 by iwalkalone

[black_night]

Dear ----

 

i know. i feel.

perhaps more than you think i do.

i simply capture the moment however fleeting it might be.

 

i found you and knocked at your door.

maybe you should just have ignored it

but you opened it and let me in.

and something beautiful happened

maybe its my illusion or just my imagination

but nothing you can say or do is ever going to change it back.

you've touched my life and

i hope it i did same to you

 

don't keep putting yourself down

coz you can't hide behind the flaws and imperfections

i can see beyond the darkness

and see the true colors shining through

 

my intentions are true and pure

i remain without high hopes, expectations or conditions

 

all i want is for you to have the peace and happiness you deserve

 

i have made this my quest and i will not falter...