The Mail Box

[KristinLavransdatr]

what do you feel when women throw themselves at your feet? always at your beck and call?

 

what do you feel when these women confess their willingness to be your doormat?

 

what do you feel knowing you're their only good option?

 

what do you feel? or do you feel at all?

 

don't you feel that your dick is overused by women who had no other choice but you who chose to be their savior? their sure good lay? the man who will treat them as if they're the most desirable creature on earth?

 

male prostitution, is that the free game now?

 

what have desire and free use of flesh done to sensitivity? to self-respect? to decency?

 

what has the world of work done to men who are supposed to be thinking individuals on one hand but a merciless piece of meat on the other?

 

who asked for higher order of women to come and claim these gallant warriors from the muck of lowliness?

 

no, thanks. and i hate to repeat O, but i agree with her saying that you can tell the kind of man one is based on the women he's with. and vice versa.

Edited June 14, 2006 by KristinLavransdatr

[chipmaker]

see... sometimes, you need to listen too.

Edited June 14, 2006 by chipmaker

[Wyld]

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.

Write, for example, "The night is shattered and the blue stars shiver in the distance."

The night wind revolves in the sky and sings.

 

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.

I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.

 

Through nights like this one I held her in my arms.

I kissed her again and again under the endless sky.

She loved me, sometimes I loved her too.

How could one not have loved her great still eyes.

 

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.

To think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her.

To hear the immense night, still more immense without her.

And the verse falls to the soul like dew to the pasture.

 

What does it matter that my love could not keep her.

The night is shattered and she is not with me.

This is all.

 

In the distance someone is singing.

 

In the distance

My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.

My sight searches for her as though to go to her.

My heart looks for her, and she is not with me.

 

The same night whitening the same trees.

We, of that time, are no longer the same.

I no longer love her, that's certain, but how I loved her.

My voice tried to find the wind to touch her hearing.

 

Another's.

 

She will be another's.

 

Like my kisses before.

Her voice, her bright body. Her infinite eyes.

 

I no longer love her, that's certain, but maybe I love her.

Love is so short, forgetting is so long.

Because through nights like this one I held her in my arms.

 

My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.

Though this be the last pain that she makes me suffer and these the last verses that I write for her

 

a little neruda just before fade out....

[LostCommand]

I never meant to hurt you. Other maybe, many many others I could hurt with the same ease I knead words, metals, and men.

 

But not you.

 

For I believe in the aristocracy of the bright ones brave enough to make use their full brilliance. And I know it when I meet a peer, so few and so far between.

 

Take what you need,

 

LC

[LostCommand]

To answer you,

 

Desire, like drugs, takes (at least) two parties to tango. In either case, the pusher and the pushee are equally guilty.

 

One can not exist independently of the other.

 

One cannot judge the other.

 

To paraphrase Raul Manglapus, if sin is inevitable, lie back and enjoy it. I suggest you do the same. And don't knock it till you've tried it.

 

For unlike drugs, desire can make us better people, after a hit. The writer in you knows that too,

 

cheers!

 

LC

[KristinLavransdatr]

i know what it is.

 

it is the first to be conquered and the last to be freed.

 

it is the endless longing for something/someone you can never have.

 

so you paint its picture, hoping for a replicate, believing it is also the real thing, praying one day it and its picture will be one and the same.

 

desire is the first to be conquered and the last to be freed. on the other hand, and may i quote some creature: the only way to be freed from temptation is to succumb to it.

 

i have always succumbed to temptation but never to desire. you ought to know the difference. you are brilliant. so says your copyright.

[Barenaked-NoMre]

S,

 

Thank you for calling me again ... it means a lot that you're there as a friend.

 

You tell it to me straight. I need that.

 

See you soon!

 

A

[Barenaked-NoMre]

Y,

 

Your friendship means so much to me ...

 

Thanks for defending me when needed. ;-)

 

I know what I do to myself ... hurts you. Will try to be kinder to my soul ...

 

No one else but me ...

 

You're a wonderful friend and one tough cookie! ;-)

 

Let's show the world what we're made of.

 

A

[~ecCentric~]

bkt ganun? d ko maintindihan kung bkt hanggang ngaun d mo pa rn maunawaan? pagmamahal na binibigay ko sau pinagdududahan mo pa.. ano pa ba ang gusto mong patunayan ko sau? lahat naman ginawa ko para maramdaman mo kung gano ka kaimportante sa kn.. bkt lagi na lng ako ang masama? pag may sinabi ako, lagi n lng mali.. ganun ba kababa ang tingin mo sa kn? ang pagmamahal na cnsabi mo asan na? d ko alam kung bakit tau nagkaganito.. ginawa ko lahat ng alam kong paraan para manatili ka sa kn pero walang nangyari. ako pa rn ang lumabas na masama.. ang hirap.. d ko alam kung pano magsisimulang muli. lagi kang nasa tabi ko pag kailangan kita at ganun dn ako sau. pano ko ngaun ccmulan ang umaga ng d kita kasama? pano ko tatapusin ang gabi ng d kita nayayakap? lahat ng luha ko ay nababaliwala dahil lamang sa isang malisyosong akala.. tiwala.. un ang wala sau.. sana matauhan ka na at bumalik sa kn. alam mong andto lang ako at inaantay ka.. mamahalin kita kahit d mo ko mahalin..

[LostCommand]

The mere fulfillment of one's desires for love and affection...are no longer enough for me. About 8 years ago I had nearly succumbed to such sweet temptations, my goodness, that half-breed chick had very nearly hooked, landed, and gutted me.

 

However, teetering at the edge back then, I realised that I was in reality already enslaved to a jealous Mistress, who will in all likelihood keep me until I am old and all squeezed out, and leave me lonely and wandering in the winter years of my life.

 

Let the others worry about their desires and temptations - that is their fate, so human and so predictable. I envy them and their simple worries.

 

I accept my complex and solitary fate. In the meanwhile, I take care of my friends, some more than others, I take care of my family (at least those younger than me), I let my lady friends burn holes in my heart, some larger than others, such as that fierce lady I dreamt about in my drunken naked stupor early this morning.

 

Desire, temptation, love even, are not enough fate for me,

 

Leave such fate for the others - for it pre-occupies them already,

 

LC

Edited June 17, 2006 by LostCommand

[Wyld]

i am afraid.

 

i fear.

i worry.

i fret.

 

i know that i should not.

i know i should keep the faith.

i know i should be strong.

 

things conspire against us.

people try to pull us apart.

people try to get between us.

 

i fear.

i worry.

i fret.

 

give me strength.

give me courage.

give me faith.

 

stand by me.

hold my hand.

keep my spirits up.

 

love me.

as i love you.

forever.

 

please take away my fear.

 

this is for you.

you who hold my heart. im trying. really trying.

but i worry. its like two steps forward, 20 steps back.

its like each thing i say,

every single thing i have done in the past haunts us.

im unsure what to do.

help me not to falter.

please.

Edited June 18, 2006 by Wyld

[Barenaked-NoMre]

Daddy & Lolo!

 

Happy Father's Day!

 

Although, you're both no longer with us physically ... the happy, fond and treasured memories are with us.

 

We miss you.

 

We love you.

 

Thank you!

 

Be our angels up there ... guiding us towards what's better for us.

 

A

[sweetie]

di ko maintindihan..

 

bat di mo sinabi?

 

importante ba ko sa yo? o bale wla lang?

 

bat kailangan mangyari un?

 

di ko alam kung asan ka..

 

di ko alam kung san ka hahanapin..

 

naiinis ako..

 

nagtatampo ako..

 

magusap naman tayo..

 

uwi ka na..

 

pao!

 

:cry:

[Barenaked-NoMre]

To ALL the MEN who dont have the balls to show up during the EBs,

 

You're FULL of crap. Wasting our time ...

 

May karma get to you.

 

You're text message(s) explaining why you cant make it ... I already know the deal. I wasnt born yesterday.

 

We can see past all that ...

 

Your loss ... not ours.

 

We're better off ... not meeting you.

[smaug]

k

 

bakit kaw pinili ko, e mas mahal ko sya?

 

paengot