The Mail Box

[theCaptainOfTheEnterprise]

You want me to hate you.

 

Okay. I hate you.

 

You can't be sorry for something that you are, or something you intend of doing.

 

I'm not.

 

I'm not sorry that I met you. I'm not sorry that I fell in love with you. I'm not sorry that I got hurt, and I'm not sorry that despite all that I'll never have you back.

 

I'm not sorry that one of these days another one like you will come my way and the cycle repeats itself. Because that is REALITY. But when that time comes, I won't be sorry.

 

And I'm not sorry that I fell in love with a woman who doesn't know how it is to love. I'm not sorry that despite your flaws, despite who you are, I still love you nonetheless.

 

I'm not sorry that I cannot divert the affections I have for you to another who deserves it better because honestly you don't deserve it.

 

And I'm not sorry that I give love, willingly.

 

Because THAT'S who I AM!

 

So there. I HATE YOU!

 

Leave me be.

[theCaptainOfTheEnterprise]

And what is it the Hands of Fate

 

Do we love or do we hate

 

Do we meld or segregate

 

The souls meant to be together

 

 

And what is it the Hands of Time

 

Do we listen for the chime

 

Do we let ourselves acclime

 

Or do we wait forever

 

 

And what is it the Hands of Providence

 

Do we listen to the evidence

 

Do we follow incidence

 

Or do we pull the lever

 

 

And what is it the Hands of Destiny

 

Do we go with impunity

 

Do we go with surety

 

Or do we end it never...

[theCaptainOfTheEnterprise]

To hell with you...

 

But then again, NO.

 

I know I'm going there and I don't want to see you...

[creamrose]

I wish I can tell you the same thing,

I wish I can make it easy for you;

I wish things have been different,

I wish I am still that person I was many years ago.

Finding the missing piece

Will never guarantee you happiness.

Do not wallow.

 

No matter how you say you don't want to disrupt my life,

You are.

Things were better left unsaid.

But then again,

It is better to know the truth.

Thank you.

[Wyld]

How I wish I could do more to ease the burden on your shoulders.

 

How I wish I could give you more than words.

 

How I wish.

 

But I cant so ...

 

Ill leave you with this thought ...

 

Im here for you.

 

No matter what.

 

You can count on that.

 

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[Barenaked-NoMre]

Are you really there for me like you said?

 

Havent seen or heard from you in a LONG time.

 

Seems otherwise.

Edited November 7, 2005 by barenaked

[dufus]

Im tired... i know you are too.

 

just hold on.

 

my kid's gonna be fine.

Edited November 10, 2005 by dufus

[Zerreit]

I never thought something like this can break a person emotionally and physically. I just hope I recover soon enough and well enough. I'm partly relieved, partly heartbroken, and overall sad...

 

L

[theCaptainOfTheEnterprise]

I tried to reason with myself. I did.

 

But there's no turning back now. The road is already paved. The paint is dry. The tree has already fallen from its roots.

 

What happened had to happen. It was not meant to be. Or so say you and me.

 

And again, I look into the horizon, and I see the things about to happen.

 

I weep, and smile, for though I know the things to transpire, I am helpless to prevent them.

 

And the cycle repeats itself...

[ink]

it was all too late...

no matter how much i'd like you to know...

i know it won't matter anymore...

i've already shooed you away....

[Zerreit]

I'm going to show you the same courtesy. In fact, I'm raring to return the favor.

Edited November 10, 2005 by Zerreit

[smaug]

P,

 

again you are walking the same ruinous path. you're here for a number of reasons, and THAT is one of those. you've lived a slacker's life, drifting to and fro. go grow a back bone, take responsibilities, sharpen those horns but control yourself. need i remind you the last time you unleashed your emotions? i can see that you are lonely, but you need not be desperate. i know that your itching for the good ol' days with the crew, the silent one among THAT ribald band although you said you outgrew that phase. you use words rarely but when your mouth opens, everybody listens. remember: this place is not like the old hunting ground. old customs and traditions are aplenty, but you have yours and you will counter and outmanuever, you always do but be careful. goodluck in whatever you will do.

 

advance merry christmas!

 

 

J

[roxysnonie]

 

missin you much...

 

the yearnin' and the longin',

 

yet that time will come.

 

till then, take care dearest!

 

[Barenaked-NoMre]

So SAD to know what you've been up to lately.

 

Hope you find what you're looking for.

[theCaptainOfTheEnterprise]

For crying out loud, lay off the hors d'oeuvres. There's still dinner coming up and you won't have enough room in that gut of yours for it. And it's a hell of a good dinner waiting for you.

 

Much like there is no more space left in your heart, because you've worn away most of yours with all those failed so-called relationships you've had.

 

Quit it! You want to move on, and all you have to do is just tell the b-i-t-c-h to get the hell out of the way, so you'll have a better view of the horizon.

 

Sheesh! You gave away your heart, but you still have a soul. Deal with it.

 

I'm worn thin from your escapades. And I'm tired of cooking dinner.

[gen_g]

im ok...so far...im managing....

[Barenaked-NoMre]

Mom,

 

Sorry that I didnt get to see you off at the airport.

 

Given the state I'm in ... I just cant be with you and see the sadness in your eyes where I'm concerned.

 

Yes, you were here for 1 week and 3 days ... it's unfortunate that you saw the life I have.

 

Nothing for you to be proud of.

 

I know you've always had a rather low opinion of me.

 

I dont know HOW or WHEN I can prove to you my worth.

 

May the time come soon.

 

A

[heart100]

I dedicate this site to all people that really loved....

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I'm looking for "heart", can anybody connect me. Thanks, heart100.

[sweetpsyche]

i just learned about it today

im happy for u

i really am

 

why did i cry?

well... it wasnt because u already have someone

it was because...

I don't

 

that's what it was...

i think.

[Apollo]

I HAVE LEARNED...

 

I'VE LEARNED that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved....The rest is up to them.

I'VE LEARNED that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back.

I'VE LEARNED that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

I'VE LEARNED that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

I'VE LEARNED that there are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it.

I'VE LEARNED that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.

I'VE LEARNED that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.

I'VE LEARNED that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I'VE LEARNED that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.

I'VE LEARNED that sometimes you have to put the individual ahead of their actions.

I'VE LEARNED that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.

I'VE LEARNED that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.

I'VE LEARNED that no matter the consequences, those who are honest with themselves get farther in life.

I'VE LEARNED that no matter how many friends you have, if you are their pillar you will feel lonely and lost at the times you sometimes need them most.

I'VE LEARNED that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you, you will find the strength to help.

I'VE LEARNED that credentials on the wall DO NOT make you a decent human being.

I'VE LEARNED that it's hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice and not hurting people's feelings and standing up for what you believe.

I'VE LEARNED that money is a lousy way of keeping score.

I'VE LEARNED that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.

I'VE LEARNED that either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I'VE LEARNED that it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts.

I'VE LEARNED that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you had better know something.

I'VE LEARNED that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.

I'VE LEARNED that you can keep going long after you think you can't.

[Apollo]

I Beleive .....

 

1. I believe that life is there to enjoy.

2. I believe crushes are there to crush hearts.

3. I believe true love is there from the start.

4. I believe you should give people chances.

5. I believe you should treat people the same because you never know what they will do for you in the future.

6. I believe that good things will come to people who work hard.

7. I believe great things come to people who never give up.

8. I believe silence will teach you something if you listen hard.

9. I believe that the heart leads you in the right direction if you follow it.

10. I believe friends are needed no matter who you are.

11. I believe family should stick by your side.

12. I believe God will help you if you believe in him and trust him.

13. I believe drugs destroy.

14. I believe sleep calms the soul.

15. I believe the heart and soul are more important than looks.

16. I believe trust helps the world go round.

17. I believe love brings great things.

18. I believe kids could teach adults a lot if adults would just listen.

19.I believe pets are great because they listen and love you no matter what you look like.

20. I believe you should always chase your dreams.

21. I believe hope is something everyone needs.

22. I believe you need to make time for fun.

23. I believe music soothes the soul.

24. I believe that money cannot buy happiness.

25. I believe books can take you anywhere.

26. I believe jokes have to be there to keep people sane.

27. I believe people are special the way they are.

28. I believe that true friends will last a lifetime.

29. I believe that enjoying what you do will help you enjoy life more.

30. I believe parents are more important than you think.

31. I believe the sky is the limit.

32. I believe you should shoot for the stars.

33. I believe being loved and loving are two totally different things.

34. I believe that you have to love yourself before you can love others.

35. I believe records are made to be broken.

36. I believe promises should be kept.

37. I believe brothers and sisters are made to teach.

38. I believe a simple smile can make anybody's day better.

39. I believe that being popular is not the key to life.

40. I believe in being nice to nerds because you might grow up and have to work for one.

[Apollo]

Think of me

 

Think of me as a cloud,

Just passing by slowly and gracefully.

Think of me as a flower,

Sweet smelling and fragile.

Think of me as a storm,

Calm, but quick to thunder loud.

Think of me as a raindrop,

Transparent and cool.

Think of me as the wind,

As it blows you away.

Think of me as a fool,

For loving you so long.

 

Copyrighted by Apollo.

[misbyutiful]

..magpapaalam na sayo ang aking kwarto

[Apollo]

Pretty Girl

 

I lie awake at night

See things in black & white

I've only got you inside my mind

You know you have made me blind

I lie awake and pray

That you will look my way

I have akk this music in my heat

I knew it right from the start

Oh my pretty pretty girl, I love You!

Like I never ever loved no one before you

Pretty pretty girl of my mine

Just tell me you Love me too

I need you my pretty Axx

Let me stay beside you.

I used to write your name and put it in a frame

Right beside from my bedroom wall

Let me Love you like no one has ever Love you.

Oh my pretty lady I need you

Oh pretty Axx I do Love you.

Let me stay beside you

Because I Love you!

 

 

a poem for her... Hope she reads it...

[Apollo]

I love you, not because I have to but because that is what I feel inside me.

I love you because you opened your heart for me and I think you are wonderful.

I love you with an open mind and heart.

I love you because, I think you may be my soulmate.

I love you because you are you........