Magaling Posted September 13, 2005 Share Posted September 13, 2005 Mike, Not a day could pass by without me thinking of you. Memories of cradling you in my arms when you were a baby. Our first trip to the carnival when you were a toddler. Taking you to school. The songs we sang. The jokes we cracked. The happy moments we shared. You know, I would give up everything I own just to be with you once again. But that will never happen. Not for the rest of my lifetime. Parents are not supposed to outlive their kids! I couldn't let death touch you but it came. How quick your flame! Now we're left here dealing with the loss. Sometimes, I wake up in the middle of the night looking for your ghost. Hoping to see even just a shadow. I would look for your face in crowds pretending you aren't really gone, just lost somewhere. I miss you. We all do. Tito Quote Link to comment
Barenaked-NoMre Posted September 13, 2005 Share Posted September 13, 2005 (edited) UI, As for my previous post ... it's high time I end whatever it WAS I thought we had. It's useless. I always end up in tears after meeting up with you. That shouldnt be the case. Am tired from ALL the crying, anguish and heartbreak. Will leave you be. A Edited September 13, 2005 by barenaked Quote Link to comment
aleena® Posted September 13, 2005 Share Posted September 13, 2005 unfair, yes you are.i know that for a factbut why do i let myself be in this sitch?darn foolish me Quote Link to comment
black cat Posted September 14, 2005 Share Posted September 14, 2005 Hey, I couldn't forget the way you stare at me. I couldn't forget the way you held me in your arms. I feel so special with the way you're treating me. I know this can't last but I wanna savor it just the same. I missed you so much. :* Quote Link to comment
teio Posted September 14, 2005 Share Posted September 14, 2005 it was your birthday yesterday... and i can sense through the messages you sent me that you wanted someone to be with... but i can't... i had important things to do... and my heart is closed... Quote Link to comment
KristinLavransdatr Posted September 14, 2005 Share Posted September 14, 2005 quite apprehensive about what you may say when you find out, i removed the things that will give you the reason to doubt me. and you don't even know me. you don't know it is i talking. i can answer your whys but i won't as i will never be able to justify the workings of my mind. i will remain as you know me, my alternick Quote Link to comment
LB Posted September 14, 2005 Share Posted September 14, 2005 (edited) hey pathetic! everytime you change things; it shows how insecure you are. if i were you; just quit. they know. Edited September 14, 2005 by lovelybabe Quote Link to comment
aleena® Posted September 14, 2005 Share Posted September 14, 2005 im not in love.im not in love.im not in love.got it??? Quote Link to comment
juankenobi27 Posted September 15, 2005 Share Posted September 15, 2005 everything was ok until..... evrything was fine until u cameand for all i thought this was just a fools gamewe chatted too longspent hours on the foneand after that i wondered what went wrong?y did i choose to stayy did i asked u to playi felt wonders in my heartbut i cant explain whats was that all abouti have u all along in mind and in hearti fell for u but now it had fallen apart.... m not saying its gone coz it wont bei dont wanna be selfish this timemy mind was clouded too see ur free im not him and he aint like mei enjoyed the moment for i know it wont lastnow the time has ended let it be all in the past... to my precious Quote Link to comment
Bella Flores Posted September 15, 2005 Share Posted September 15, 2005 Dear diary, Today give-up na talaga ako …….I realized na not all people are born to love…..to feel love….and to be in love…….ewan ko ba ……di naman ako ganoong kapangit…..pero…..ala pa rin akong lovelife……ni sexlife wala…….kaya nga I officially proclaimed myself "the 30 year old virgin" hehehe….tuwing may type ako…….di ko kayang lapitan or if ever na magawa kong magflirt, di ko mamaintain ang momentum ko……kaya ayun…..nauunahan ako palagi ng iba……..it's either that o talaga di ako type nung girl……Tuwing may pagkakataon namang makapagkarir ako….may darating naman na pagsubok sa buhay ko na kailangang iset aside ko ang lovelife ko……ayan tuloy …naiwanan na ako ng tren……..bakit kamo? E kasi nga ni minsan di pa ako nagkakasyota e how much more kung magsesettle down na ako di ba……weird noh…as a guy, ayoko namang mag-asawa nang di ko man lang matikman ang konting kademonyohan sa mundo……wtf am I talking about? E pano nga pala ako mag-aasawa kung wala nga akong makuhang syota…wala na nga akong expectations sa babae e pero talagang walang dumarating sa akin na grasya…...pero ganon talaga pag breadwinner ka……oras at pera mo kailangang ilaan mo sa iba…..to the point na Php100 na lang ang natitira sa pitaka mo……pag allowance mo sa isang buwan hehehe…..di ko nga alam kung pano ako nakasurvive……the point is…..nasacrifice ang love life ko……..I can never be 21 or 28 again….my viewpoint in life is far different from what I was 10 or 15 years ago……I regret not have those childish romances or wild one night stands…….pero that's the way it is……..I did my best to get laid…hehehe what a statement…..I've used up all the dating tools and went to all the dating places………only to end up by myself and my hardworking hands……I talked to my male friends and but all they did was listen……..hindi tulad nuong mga nasa movies na tutulungan pa nila yung friend nila makahook up with somebody…….feeling ko tuloy minsan e pinagdadamutan nila ako hehehe but that's just me……buti pa nga ang utol ko…….babae pa ang humahabol sa kanya…….hayyyyyy….buhay nga naman…….kaya eto…….ako ang tagapag-alaga ng nanay ko……..tagakayod ng pamilya ko………at sa pagtulog e mag-isa pa rin ako…….pagod na ako…….there's just so much emptiness in my life…….so much self-pity……..ilang buwan na lang….31st birthday ko na……..iiyak na naman ako nito…….pano kasi mag-isa lang ako sa birthday ko………umiinom ng 2 hanggang 3 bote ng red horse…….wala naman kasi akong panghanda……..buti nga di ko pa naisipang magpakamatay……..naalala ko tuloy……itong nanay ko………lumabas yung resulta ng medical exam nya…..andaming sakit na nakita…….saan ko na naman kukunin ang pangbayad ng gamot nya………. Quote Link to comment
aleena® Posted September 15, 2005 Share Posted September 15, 2005 never again! ive cried for you once -- but that's enough... that's it! i'm tired -- wanna cut loose. Quote Link to comment
Guest globetrotter Posted September 16, 2005 Share Posted September 16, 2005 i miss you na. i know that you're kinda busy right now but i understand naman. ingat lagi and have enough rest my dearest. Quote Link to comment
Barenaked-NoMre Posted September 16, 2005 Share Posted September 16, 2005 MPA, When are we gona have a "private party" to celebrate our bdays? ;-P WET-ing for that! A Quote Link to comment
KristinLavransdatr Posted September 17, 2005 Share Posted September 17, 2005 dear pop, this morning you were talking about applying for a senior citizen's card. i looked at you and looked again. i was telling the truth when i said you don't look like you should be a holder of that card. you need to grow some more grey hair and stop using broduh's big bike. i've seen and met some senior citizen card holders and they look way older. you have aged gracefully, pop. so has 'nay. well, i do have your genes, i'm sure i will live as you have lived, age as you have aged. thank you. now, go get that senior citizen card! :cool: (will you buy my vitamins using that card, too?) y Quote Link to comment
sebyang Posted September 18, 2005 Share Posted September 18, 2005 (edited) i dont know why but my tears began to falli came across someone post and tried to check on himi noticed he was back but he never even said hihow could someone break someone's heartmake someone fall and let her fall apart how could i stop my self from hurtinghow could i stop myself from loving him i confess ... it still hurts Mod Note : This thread is for SEXUAL True Confessions... Will move this thread to the mailbox tomorrow... Thanks Edited September 20, 2005 by Wyld Quote Link to comment
sexy_xandrea Posted September 18, 2005 Share Posted September 18, 2005 I don't think you are happy. You were just too scared. You let go of a person who knows how to love and fight for you til the end. Sabagay, sa huli ang pagsisisi. Quote Link to comment
Zerreit Posted September 18, 2005 Share Posted September 18, 2005 I was reading Tim Burton's poem and it reminded me so much of you... Stick Boy & Match Girl In LoveTim Burton Stick Boy liked Match Girl,He liked her a lot.He liked her cute figure,he thought she was hot. But could a flame ever burnfor a match and a stick?It did quite literally;he burned up quick. Quote Link to comment
aleena® Posted September 19, 2005 Share Posted September 19, 2005 What is to be done when the song is over the dance endsand someone tells you its best to just sit the next one outbut your still rocking to that same beatthe same melodysinging off key using the same old cliche lines Wouldnt it be better if the song never endedif i you could tell your not only the music but the reason for dancinghell the dance itself but here i am chasing a memory that was never mine to begin with wouldnt it be better if we could chuck reality out of the nearest window tell it to take a long walk off a short peirbut its not my place to suggestits not my place to ask if we can throw away our ties to the world and rise above so lets just turn those roses upside downcan you hear them screaming?can you feel the bright red passion fall from each petal?can you see the petals fall away?why can i why can i Quote Link to comment
silencio Posted September 19, 2005 Share Posted September 19, 2005 You, You are not being my friend right now. You are hurting me. Do you hate me so much that you seem to delight in proving me wrong? Ah - I long for the days when I could just bash you and not care. When the heart stops beating for you, we will be happy again as friends Me Quote Link to comment
aleena® Posted September 20, 2005 Share Posted September 20, 2005 you promised me a carousel... but this is one roller-coaster. Quote Link to comment
LostCommand Posted September 20, 2005 Share Posted September 20, 2005 With enough time and resources, anything is possible, even going to the moon and mars, or successfully dating every last hot half-breed girl in company HQ. Engineering is accomplishing the possible with the optimum use of time and resources. With years under my belt it all boils down to this. Management is organizing your way over the improbable, with the least time and resources. Many claim, few deliver... Leadership is charging with your men right through the impossible, with neither sufficient time nor resources. This is where the real fun begins... If you manage to pull that last one off, it's gonna feel better than sex, and certainly loads better than love, wohoooo!! Quote Link to comment
Wyld Posted September 20, 2005 Share Posted September 20, 2005 Dont flatter yourself. Its duty. Nothing more. Youre not worth much. Desperation was always a turn off. Quote Link to comment
KristinLavransdatr Posted September 22, 2005 Share Posted September 22, 2005 (edited) oh, such sweet revenge! it wasn't a trap for you. it wasn't even a trap at all. but you don't need to know. will keep it to myself to laugh about. and you, remember that men do kiss and tell. and i learned much about you: your lies which didn't escape him, your truth which you tried to hide from others but showed to him. now, that's the definition. supply the word. Edited September 22, 2005 by KristinLavransdatr Quote Link to comment
aleena® Posted September 22, 2005 Share Posted September 22, 2005 this aint my life...got a smooth-sailing life without you in it.no waves, no low tides.then came you...changing every aspect of my being.but still, this is not my life. this could be my place,but i can seem to fit in. its like music.i found the rhythm,but there's no rhyme. this is not my life. Quote Link to comment
aleena® Posted September 22, 2005 Share Posted September 22, 2005 (edited) f**k you all!ganging up on me like that.why cant just one person face me???why does it have to be all of you?why, cant you beat me individually?why, cant you topple down one aleena?tired of hearing bullshits and craps from you.tired of your nonsense talks.tired of all of you.dont push me -- you have not seen the worst of me yet!i can do unimaginable things when pushed.i can make your life a living hell.so, f**k off...scram and let me be! in case you got nothing else to do,come to me -- ill give you some rope -go hang yourselves!!! i dont f**kin care!!! the witch in me is pissed off...and is pissed off so bad! again, f**k you all! Edited September 23, 2005 by aleena Quote Link to comment
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