The Mail Box

[giftedchild]

mushy nman d2. balik na lang ako.

[KristinLavransdatr]

i'm sorry to have sent you home. i miss you. i will come visit you. will bring you food. scratch your back, your ears, your tummy. tonight.

 

i really miss Kunot! :cry:

[aNtipAtiKa]

i know ur the guy ive waited for so long to come into my life.. but i know i cant have u and i already accepted that fact.. we live in two different worlds.. thanks for those moments we shared.. ill treasure them forever.. i love u so much..

[FrOzEn]

 

It is me by the sea

Just another casualty

Staring into entirety

Salt water to my knees

 

It is drizzling by the sea

No one comes to cover me

Then I cry for now I see

No one will come to save me

[Guest LovingSouL]

Empty

 

Anxious

 

Longing

 

 

...since you left

[Grimace]

never will again, But if you ask I will gladly give it. ...Lying is for liars. Never once have I lent a token of anything to have it returned to me as it was given. So dont promise me what I know to be impossible

[Grimace]

Understand it wasn't what you took from me, but what I gave to you willingly. I am no more or no less than the random pieces you have locked away. Leave me there to decay in that box in you closet. pretty.

[sweetpsyche]

ei gurl... whadupp?!! hehe.. it was great meeting yah last night

see yah around..

 

Understand it wasn't what you took from me, but what I gave to you willingly. I am no more or no less than the random pieces you have locked away. Leave me there to decay in that box in you closet. pretty.

<{POST_SNAPBACK}>

[Grimace]

ei gurl... whadupp?!! hehe.. it was great meeting yah last night

see yah around..

<{POST_SNAPBACK}>

hi there Sweet,if it weren't for you the party wouild be such a bore full of geeky people, i'm glad i;ve met my match when beauty is concerned! hahahahah! Geeze we did clicked a lot!! say when will i ever see you again and C3? sorry if i slipped out that night, my friend Billy kidnapped me for a ride and 3 drinks at the kabana place..i missed talking to you..hey i got your number at home,lets talk again Girlfriend..ooooh god! i got so many tsismis for you! hahahahah!!

[Grimace]

He’s weird. He’s strange. He’s sloppy. He’s a total nightmare for women... I can’t believe I haven’t slept with him yet - One Sunday morning at the starbucks

[gen_g]

i dont know how to start over if the people that are most important to me are becoming my enemies...im not really sure anymore if they really know who or what i am now since they've only noticed me now...they havent seen the worst and yet they make me feel worst....if they truly love why can't they see that they are strangling my insides and torturing my mind? where is the happiness? do i deserve to be happy? i feel i'm the worst or baddest person on earth........stripped of my basic rights...stripped of thinking and feeling what is mine...

[cee]

Trust

 

Lost in a dream

Nothing is what it seems

Searching my head

For the words that you said

 

Tears filled my eyes

As we said our last goodbyes

This sad scene replays

Of you walking away

 

My body aches from mistakes

Betrayed by lust

We lied to each other so much

That in nothing we trust

 

Time and again,

She repeats let's be friends

I smile and say yes

Another truth bends,

I must confess

 

I try to let go, but I know

We'll never end 'til we're dust

We lied to each other again

But I wish I could trust

 

My body aches from mistakes

Betrayed by lust

We lied to each other so much

That in nothing we trust

 

God help me please, on my knees

Betrayed by lust

We lied to each other so much

That in nothing we trust

 

How could this be happening to me

I'm lying when I say "Trust me"

I can't believe this is true

Trust hurts

Why does trust equal suffering

 

Absolutely nothing we trust

Edited November 21, 2004 by cee

[cee]

Burnt Bridge

 

Grey skies turn red.

Choking on the bitterness it brings.

The summer winds blow right through me.

So when you shoot, aim straight for the heart.

I hold my chest as tomorrow bleeds away.

Such beautiful words you fed me.

I see now that I was choking on each line.

So turn your back on me.

Forget.

Seasons change just as the swollen tears burst and run down your cheeks.

You have so carefully burnt these bridges.

Where do you run to now?

I hold my chest as tomorrow bleeds away.

[roxysnonie]

 

this was sent to me by a friend, of which i'd like to share to those who care to read...

 

I Wish You “Enough”

 

At an airport, I overheard a father and his daughter in their last moments together. They had announced her plane’s departure and standing near the door she said. “Daddy, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough too. Daddy.”

They kissed good-bye and she left. He walked over towards the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see he wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on his privacy, but he welcomed me in by asking, “Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?”

“Yes, I have,” I replied. Saying that brought back memories I had of expressing my love and appreciation for all my Dad had done for me. Recognizing that his days were limited, I took the time to tell him face to face how much he meant to me. So I knew what this man was experiencing.

“Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?”

“I am old and she lives much too far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is, her next trip back will be for my funeral,” he said.

“When you were saying good-bye I heard you say, “I wish you enough, may I ask what that means?”

He began to smile. “That’s a wish that has been handed down from other generations. My parents used to say it to everyone.”

He paused for a moment and looking up as if trying to remember it in detail, he smiled even more. “When we said, “I wish you enough,” we were wanting the other person to have a life filled with enough good things to sustain them.”

He continued and then, turning towards me, he shared the following as if he were reciting it from memory:

I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright. I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun more. I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive. I wish you enough pain so that the smallest joys in life appear much bigger. I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting. I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess. I wish you enough “Hellos” to get you through the final “Good-bye”

He then began to sob and walked away.

My friends and loved ones, I wish you enough.

They say, “It takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but an entire lifetime to forget them.”

Send these phrases to the people you’ll never forget and also remember to send it to the person who sent it to you. It’s a short message to let them know that you’ll never forget them.

If you don’t send it to anyone, it means that you’re in a hurry and you need to slow down to enjoy what is around you, the people around you.

 

I wish you enough…

 

[gen_g]

my only solace now is work and music.........being numb has its "perks" but its getting to be a heavy load in the mind.........setting a different pace.........the conscience i have is questioning my every thought and action.........my sense of right and wrong is fading...most of me just wants to be numb and just wants to cry inside and remain there for who knows until when.........