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[Guest breakdowngirl]

All in Love Is Fair

Stevie Wonder

 

All is fair in love

Love’s a crazy game

Two people vow to stay

In love as one they say

But all is changed with time

The future none can see

The road you leave behind

Ahead lies mystery

But all is fair in love

I had to go away

A writer takes his pen

To write the words again

That all in love is fair

 

All of fate’s a chance

It’s either good or bad

I tossed my coin to say

In love with me you’d stay

But all in war is so cold

You either win or lose

When all is put away

The losing side I’ll play

But all is fair in love

I should have never left your side

A writer takes his pen

To write the words again

That all in love is fair

 

A writer takes his pen

To write the words again

That all in love is fair

[Leslie Garcia]

Follow Me

 

You don't know how you met me

You don't know why, you can't turn around and say good-bye

All you know is when I'm with you I make you free

And swim through your veins like a fish in the sea

I'm singing....

 

Follow me

Everything is alright

I'll be the one to tuck you in at night

And if you want to leave

I can guarantee

You won't find nobody else like me

 

I'm not worried 'bout the ring you wear

Cause as long as no one knows

Than nobody can care

Your feelin' guilty

And I'm well aware

But you don't look ashamed

And baby I'm not scared

I'm singing...

 

Follow me

Everything is alright

I'll be the one to tuck you in at night

And if you want to leave

I can guarantee

You won't find nobody else like me

 

Solo

 

Won't give you money

I can't give you the sky

You're better off if you don't ask why

I'm not the reason that you go a stray and

We'll be alright if you don't ask me to stay

 

Follow me

Everything is alright

I'll be the one to tuck you in at night

And if you want to leave

I can guarantee

You won't find nobody else like me

 

You don't know how you met me

You don't know why, you can't turn around and say good-bye

All you know is when I'm with you I make you free

And swim through your veins like a fish in the sea

I'm singing....

 

Follow me

Everything is alright

I'll be the one to tuck you in at night

And if you want to leave

I can guarantee

You won't find nobody else like me

 

Follow me

Everything is alright

I'll be the one to tuck you in at night

And if you want to leave

I can guarantee

You won't find nobody else like me

 

Follow me

Everything is alright

I'll be the one to tuck you in at night

And if you want to leave

I can guarantee

You won't find nobody else like me.

[wjc-934]

Why Fall in Love?

 

 

“Why should people fall in love?” I ask myself one night. What makes people stupid to take the risk to be hurt with all the pains that a relationship brings? The responsibility attached in entering a relationship is much more difficult than the school works given to me by PATTS.

 

Falling in love is a pain in the neck. You need to text your girlfriend once in while to check how she is doing. You need to be reminded with the monthly greetings for your monthsarry. You have to prepare something for the date she answered you “Yes”. You have to text her good night and good morning everyday. And if you’re the galante type of partner, you have to give her something every special day of the month, making your relationship look like an exchange gift activity. Surely, part of your monthly allowance will be allocated for your meriendas, lunch or dinner together, more e-loads or cards for text messages and calls, and for gifts as well.

 

Sometimes if she’s the matampuhin type of girl, you have to console her. You even need to do stupid things, loosing your dignity in the process. When you’re in love, you need to say sorry, forgetting your big pride which not even your parents can put down.

 

With all these sacrifices, why do people still fall in love?

 

I started looking back 3 months ago when I was in the same position, the last time I ever fell for a girl. Entering a relationship is not because I choose it. It is not a decision where you ask yourself “Should I fall in love?” When we fall, we did not weigh the responsibilities that will be added to us. We fall in love because we feel it. We fall for someone because we are happy having him or her as our company, our partner that we can share part of ourselves.

 

Despite all the hardships and sacrifices that it brings us, we still choose to continue because we know that we’re happy with them. We are inspired to excel in something we do because of love. Even the pride and dignity we built for years topples down for the sake of that one person that just been part of our identity.

 

When we’re in love we’re simply happy. A different kind of happiness comes to ourselves especially when we know that the feeling we have is mutual, shared and expressed. It is the magic that keeps us going on, the strength that makes us fight when everything falls down, the inspiration that boost our adrenaline, the only feeling that brings a different type of excitement and rush of blood all over us. It is the feeling we can’t ever forget, not even when we’re in a new relationship. Once a part, it will always remain a part of us, only remained buried inside.

 

So why do I fall in love? I don’t know. All I know is the next time I’d be falling; I’d still remain stupid for it, just like the first time 3 months ago.

[Guest breakdowngirl]

Why do we fall in love wjc? Because we just do.

[misbyutiful]

mahal

 

im sick. haaayy.

 

labshu :heart:

[Guest breakdowngirl]

Are you afraid that if you fall for me, I will never be faithful to you? I may be a player but when I am in love, I am in love. Though when I am in love and in pain at the same time, I tend to do things in revenge...

 

tangna ayaw ko ng ganito ako nababanas ako!

[misbyutiful]

tsk tsk..lamo ba..sometimes will power alone cannot make things happen..la lang..sana lang..ano..basta.haay

[sweetequila]

no one can ever take a place of you, not even an Angel, and No one can ever love you like I do, i swear that its true, and No one can ever come between us two...Coz Its Forever Me and You...

 

Love you baby!

[Wyld]

there are times when i just want to walk away but i cant.

its as if my feet have turned into lead and they just stand here... transfixed.

 

when i try to turn my back .... some unseen force prevents me from doing so.

and i remain, facing you... staring at that precious face,

letting my eyes scan each and every feature that makes you.. you...

 

love is never easy. its full of rough turns and bumpy roads...

but i have willingly taken this path with you.

whether or not it turns out to be the best ride of my life

or i take a tailspin out of the path,

i dont really have a choice anymore.

im in for the ride.

 

i just hope that the course

does not throw us too many obstacles along the wa.

that way, we can finish this journey ... together.

 

:heart:

Edited August 10, 2004 by WyldChik

[Mayella]

sweetie,

 

i know you always want the best for me, for us. and i also know that you always mean well in all your intentions. i am sorry for making you worry so much but all i really wanted was to understand you where you're coming from. i hope now, everything is ok between us.

 

please know that i would never do anything to destroy this thing that we have because it is way more precious than anything else that i've ever come close to. you are my life now.

 

L

 

ps: thank you for the surprise. you never cease to amaze me with your affection. i miss you more than ever.

Edited August 11, 2004 by Mayella

[wjc-934]

Ikaw Pa Rin Kung Sakali

 

Kahit ibigay pa sa kin ng Diyos ang isang perpektong tao, mas pipiliin ko pa rin yung mahal ko. 'Yan ang sabi ko sa 'yo nung minsang napag-usapan natin ang mga love life natin. Pareho tayo ng pag-iisip sa bagay na ito. Pareho tayong naniniwala na meron ngang tao na nilaan para lang sa atin. Dati, akala ko ikaw na 'yon. Ngayon ko lang naiisip na baka nga hindi talaga tayo para sa isa’t isa.

 

Kung aalalahanin ko lahat ng dinaanan ko dahil sa iyo, mapapabuntung-hininga na lang ako. Sabi ko nga, mahirap maging kaibigan mo, pero mas mahirap na mahalin ka at maging kaibigan mo lang. Bilang kaibigan, kailangan kong ipakita ang suporta ko sa lahat ng gusto mong gawin. Kailangan ipakita ko na masaya ako tuwing masaya ka. Kailangan ipakita ko na natutuwa ako sa mga kakiligan mo kapag kasama mo siya. Kailangan nakangiti ako kahit malungkot ako. Lahat nang ito ginagawa ko dahil gusto kong malaman mo na tunay akong kaibigan. At dahil mahal kita. Kung pwede nga hindi na ako magpapakita sa yo para lang hindi ako masaktan. Pero mahal kita. Para sa akin, ito lang ang dahilan kung bakit hindi ako umaalis sa tabi mo. Para sa akin, ito lang ang dahilan kung bakit hindi ako nawawalan ng pag-asa sa 'yo.

 

Pero ngayong napapaisip ako, hindi lang naman kalungkutan ang dinala mo sa akin. Ang ganda rin pala ng pagkakaibigan natin. May mga araw na kapag magkasama tayo, tawa lang tayo ng tawa. Siguro weirdo talaga tayo pareho, magka-wavelength. May mga araw naman na sobrang seryoso ng usapan. Tungkol sa mga problema sa pamilya, mga prinsipyo sa buhay at mga pangarap na gusto nating abutin. Pero may mga araw rin na wala kang kakwenta-kwentang kausap. Yun yung mga beses na kahit tahimik lang, ok na para sa atin.

 

Kapag kasama kita, sobrang kumportable ako. Kaya kong maging ako tuwing kasama kita. Kaya kong sabihin lahat-lahat at ipakita ang buong pagkatao ko sa yo dahil alam kong tatanggapin mo pa rin ako bilang kaibigan.

Ito ang hindi ko nakita noon. Dahil sa pagkabulag ko sa pagmamahal ko sa 'yo, isinumpa ko ang pagkakaibigan natin. Lagi kong naiisip na kaibigan lang kita. Hindi ako nagpasalamat sa pagkakaibigan natin. Ngayon lang ako natutuwa na kahit papaano, kaibigan kita. Masaya ako na dumating ka sa buhay ko, kahit para maging kaibigan ko lang. Isa ka sa mga biyaya na ibinigay sa akin at nagpapasalamat ako dahil dito. Masaya ako dahil kaibigan kita at dahil namamamahal kita ng ganito. Siguro nga hanggang dito na lang ang pagmamahal ko sa iyo. Hanggang kaibigan na lang.

 

Kahit ibigay pa sa kin ng Diyos ang isang perpektong tao, mas pipiliin ko pa rin yung mahal ko. 'Yan ang sabi ko sa iyo. Sabi ko sa iyo mas pipiliin pa rin kita. Na kahit sino pang mas maganda, mas matalino, mas mabait, o mas may yaman pa ang dumating sa buhay ko, ikaw pa rin. Kung gugustuhin mo lang, ikaw pa rin. Ikaw pa rin. 'Yan ang sabi ko sa iyo. Bingi ka lang. Manhid pa.

Siguro nga hindi talaga tayo para sa isa’t isa.

 

 

 

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[icewulf]

I'm posting this here as a reminder to myself, and hopefully to spark something in others minds..and hearts...

 

 

 

Lecheng Pagmamahal To

by: -=icewulf=-

 

Kung anu-ano nanaman tumatakbo sa isipan mo, daming butil ng alaalang gustong isipin at naiisip, eto ka nanaman. Pero tipong mas gusto mo yatang malaman ng lahat ang kabuangan mong nararamdaman, naiisip. Hehehe, la lang, trip. Feel. Papansin ba! Malay mo may makapansin nga at makiramay diba? Tamo nga naman ang pride mo, jologz ka ever… ayaw na matatawag na baduy o korni kaya dadaanin sa papansin epek. Kunwari aayaw ng tulong pero sa loob naman eh…naghuhumiyaw.

 

Pagdating naman sa problema ng iba at ikaw ang tinakbuhan cool ka lang. "Susme yun lang? Tingnan mo nga ako, mas malala pa jan pinagdaanan ko nakayanan ko! Kaya mo yan." Aba at astigin pa ang dating! Sabay sagot nila, "Ows? Buti ka pa nakayanan mo. Buti ka pa ayos ang love-life (o walang love-life.) Buti ka pa nakakayanan mo." Sabay sagot mo ulit, "Eh ikaw kasi shado ka nagpapa-apekto jan, tanga mo talaga." At salamat sayo lalong sumama ang loob ng humihingi ng advise sayo.

 

Pagnakapagmuni-muni ka na maiisip mo, "Lintek, mas malaki pala problema ko, di ko pa rin pala kaya…" May mga gumugulo na rin ngayon sa iyong isipan.

Paano ba naman dami mong mahal sa buhay nadagdagan pa ng sang katerbang mga crush. Nanjan GF mo, yung bestfriend mo, ilan sa barkada mo, ilan sa mga dating classmates mo, siguro yung isang officemate mo, mga barkada ng barkada mo, yung artista sa bagong soap opera, yung leading lady sa bagong anime. Binilang mo, kulan pa ang mga daliri sa kamay at paa mo. Binawasan mo, binilang mo lang yung mga importante talaga sayo, kulang pa rin ang daliri mo… hay buhay. Di ka pa nga lumalampas ng 25 anyos daming tao na inaalala mo. Pero kung tutuusin di ka naman nila kinikibo o ginugulo, e di ayos lang!

Ngunit sa lahat ng iyon may isa o dalawa o ilan pa rin na laging nanjan. Di pwedeng di mo iisipin, di pwedeng di mo aalalahanin, sasaktan ka, kahit anong gawin mo at kahit wala kang gawin guguluhin ka pa rin. Sinubukan mo nang lumayo ngunit kahit pa anung gawin mo naaalala mo. Binura mo na sa cellphone mo ang numero pero naka save naman sa ressbook mo sa computer, dinelete mo na sa pc mo pero andun pa rin sa organizer mo. Deleted na rin sa organizer. Ayan maaayos na siguro ang lahat. Hinde. Lalo lang lumala, p#tang %na saulo mo ang numero! Tanga mo grabe. Ipapaalala pa sayo ng kaibigan mong iba oi nakita ko sha/sila sa tambayan nyo kanina... Kulang nalang at tadtarin mo ng pino ang nagsalita. hihinga ka ng malallim, sabay harap sa usbaw na nagbanggit sa kaniya/kanila, complete with emote ka pang sasabihin "SO? PAKI KO?!"

At dahil doon ay magtatanong siya ng isang tanong na matagal mo nang gustong sagutin sa harap ng madlang bayan. "Pare, galit ka ba sa kaniya/kanila? Ayaw mo na ba sa kaniya/kanila?" Eto ang pinakahihintay mong sandali ang masagot sa harap ng buong bayan ang tanong na ito…ngunit… bakit di mo masagot? Tahimik lahat, naghihintay ng sagot mo… di mo kayang sagutin… lulusot ka na lang sa pagsagot mo ng "Hay naku, ewan ko ba sa inyo." O diba lusot ka? Di ka nag-deny, di ka rin nag-affirm. Di ka talaga maintindihan. Daig mo pa ang baklush.

Magsisimula sila mangantsaw dahil sa sagot mo… "Uuuuuy! Ehem, ehem." Lalo kang naiirita. Sabay sabi ng "Huh? Di ko kayo magets?" Ungas! Pa-innocent epek ka pa!

 

Lilipas yung insidente at ok ka na ulit. Di magtatagal di maiiwasan na di mo siya/sila makita. Sabay ngiti ng kaibigan mo at tatanungin ka "Pare, sino yun/sila?" Sabay ngisi na daig pa ang Chershire Cat sa Alice in Wonderland. At madalas laging magpaparinig pa. Dadaanin sa isang kanta na ang lyrics eh tatamaan ka. "Mga kumag na ‘to walang magawa sa buhay." Yun na lang ang maiisip mo. Sabay hirit ulit ng "Huh? Preng, di ko talaga kayo magets."

Umiwas ka na sa lahat…ayaw mo ng sakit ng ulo. Wala ka nang pinili lahat iniwan mo, mas magaling pa ang mag-isa, sabi mo. Ngunit sa iyong pagiisa dun ka inaatake ng lungkot, ng mga alaala, ng pagkadismaya mo sa kaniya/kanila. Wala na bang matataguan? Wala na bang mapaglilibangan upang makalimutan siya/sila?!?

 

Ngayon gusto mo na lang mawala, para kang isang timang na nagnanais na maglahong parang bula, kainin ng pating, kainin ng lupa kapag lumindol, pumasok sa Time Space Warp ng mga kalaban ni Shaider.

Bwisit talaga ang mga emosyon na yan. Ginagawa kang timang. Di ka rin nakatiis lumabas ka sa pagkakatago ko sa pagsasarili mo. At ang sumalubong sayo ay isang tanong "Tsong, bakit ganun mo na lang kamahal siya/sila?" Anak ng tokwa wala ka nanaman maisagot. "Huh? Di ko talaga kayo magets?!" Gasgas na ang palusot mo.

 

Pero teka, teka, teka. Bakit nga ba? Bakit ba ganun mo na lang kamahal yung tao/mga taong yun? Natahimik ka bigla ano?

 

Di nagtagal ayos na, nakalimutan mo na. Ngunit bakit tuwing makikita mo, tuwing maririnig mo, tuwing mababanggit sayo eh kulang na lang eh manigas ka sa kinatatayuan mo? Bakit gustong gusto mo pa rin na makita at maramdaman nya/nila ang nararamdaman mo kahit di nila maintindihan? Tungak! Kunwari ka pang nagpapakamanhid! Minsan natanong ka nanaman ng isa mong kaibigan, "Kala ko ba tapos na yun?" Panic mode ka kaagad, ano gagawin mo? Tatawa ng malakas? Ngingiti na parang ngiting aso? Tatalikod? Magwawala? Kunwari wala kang narinig? Pre kahit naman ano gawin mo halata na naluluha ang mata mo.

 

Gusto mo nanaman maglaho. Kung pwede ka lang sana ma-Control-Alt-Delete, o kaya Alt+F4. Kung pwede lang sana. Pero hindi eh… langya.

Edited August 10, 2004 by icewulf

[Wyld]

you wound me to the quick.

 

my better sense tells me to bail out while i still can.

 

maybe.

 

i should.

[Leslie Garcia]

Honey,

 

I woke up with thoughts of you ... sana naalala mo rin ako ... sana iniisip mo rin ako ... sana napatawad mo na ako .... ang daming sana ... pero ano andito ako sa malayo .. kung pwede nga lang sanang lumipad at puntahan ka dyan ... pero di pwede ... kasi ayaw mo ako makita ... ayaw mo ako kausapin ... masakit ... pero titiisin ko para sa iyo ...

 

M

Edited August 31, 2004 by Leslie Garcia

[Wyld]

this song is for... well he knows who he is.

 

:heart:

 

the reason

 

im not a perfect person, there are manyt hings i wish i didnt do

but i continuelearning. i never meant to do those thigns to you.

and os i have to say before i go, that i just want you to know.

 

ive found a reason for me, to change who i used to be

a reason to start over now, and the reason is you.

 

im sorry that i hurt you, its something i must live with everyday

and all the pain i put you through, i wish that i could take it all away

and be the one who catches at your tears, thats why i need you to hear

 

im not a perfect person, i never meant to do those things to you

and so i have to say before i go that i just want you to know

 

ive found a reason for me, to change who i used to be

a reason to start over new and the reason is you

ive found a reason to show a side of me you didnt know

a reason for all that i do, and the reason is you.

 

 

sadly, some things just arent meant to be... :cry:

Edited August 11, 2004 by WyldChik