bods1000 Posted June 10, 2004 Share Posted June 10, 2004 nothing could be more magical than this ride on the Hogwarts Express Quote Link to comment
Wyld Posted June 11, 2004 Share Posted June 11, 2004 train rides are fun dont you think so friend? Quote Link to comment
Aaaa100000 Posted June 11, 2004 Share Posted June 11, 2004 Isa akong logical na tao. Logical, ibig sabihin hinahanap ko ang mga rason para sa mga bagay at nagdedesisyon din ako base sa mga rason na `to. Mahilig akong magisip, at ito ang paborito kong pastime. Nakakalibang ang algebra, at math naman ang paborito kong subject. Mabilis rin ako sa minesweeper. Sigurado akong kaya kong ibreak ang record mo. Pati na rin siguro sa tekken kaya kitang karnehin. Na-solve ko rin ang rubik's cube nang walang nagtuturo. At kahit nung bata pa lang ako kung kelan pa lang ako nagsisimulang magisip, sisiw lang kahit yung pinakasopistikadong jigsaw puzzle. At oo, bago pa man ako mag-aral, nung mga tatlong taon pa lang ako, sa unang beses kong makakita ng game-and-watch, sinabi ko sa sarili ko na balang araw e gagawa ako nito. Tamang tama, parang planado, at naging comsci nga ako. Planado na ngang talaga, at parang kalkulado ko lahat ng mga mangyayaring sunod sa buhay ko. Hawak ko ang Algorithm, ang perpektong Pseudocode ko. Lahat ng mga mangyayari alam ko na, na parang program na ako mismo ang sumulat. Oo, lahat.Lahat siguro alam ko na. Pwera ka. Oo, pwera ka. Ikaw lang siguro yung hindi ko nakalkula. Malamang nga, ikaw pa lang yung nakarating dito sa pinaka-loob ko kung saan nakasulat ang matibay at napaka-walang maling source code ko. At doon nagsimula. Nakaramdam ang robot. Nakalimutan nya ang rason, at nagsimula syang malito. Biglang ikaw na lang yung naging rason. Ikaw na lang. Bakit, sino ka nga ba? Kung ikaw ang millenium bug, malamang hindi ako Y2K ready. Wala akong alam sa ganitong sitwasyon, pero bakit parang ikaw na lang ang alam ko? Unang beses `to sa buong buhay ko, sa tinagal ng run-time ng algo ko, pero kung Tekken ang buhay, eto ako, naka-hold ng forward, hindi man lang nag-tag, at handa nang mamatay. Ikaw pa lang siguro yung nakarating dyan sa source code ko, o sa pinaka-kaluluwa ng isang taong katulad ko kung tawagin, kung saan ako pinaka-mahina, pinaka-hindi nagiisip, pinaka-talunan. Ano bang ginawa mo, at parang gusto kong sabihin sa buong mundo na mahal na kita? Hindi. Hindi lang siguro yun dahil sa mga mata mo na kaya akong lunurin, pero maging masaya pa rin na nalunod ako. Hindi. Nawala na ang rason, pero bakit parang wala pa ring mali? Kung Java program ako, isa kang Exception na hindi ko alam i-throw. At siguro, kung sa C, kahit magcompile hindi ko na magawa. Ikaw ang Anomaly ng Matrix ko, at kahit si Agent Smith o Merovingian e natalo mo. Ikaw na nga ang "why", pati ba ang "what" ikaw pa rin? Sabihin mo naman sa akin kung pano mo `yon ginawa. Bakit? Ikaw ba yung the One? Kung ikaw nga, at alam kong ikaw nga, sana ayos lang sa'yo. Alam kong sinabi ko na sa'yo lahat, pero hindi ko alam kung naniwala ka. Pasensya na kung wala na akong magawang iba para maniwala ka. Salita. Yun lang. Pero hindi naman kasi "mahal kita" lang yung gusto kong sabihin e, marami pang iba. Hindi ko lang alam kung pano sabihin, o kung ano yung katumbas nun sa salita. Oo, hindi ko mahanap yung salita. Kahit siguro saan language - kahit sa C++ o Java, Pascal o Cobol, VBScipt o ActionScript. Kahit sa mas kumplikadong assembly language, o machine language. Kahit sa mga 1s at 0s ng binary, mga true o false ng boolean, o kahit saan pa. Pagpasensyahan mo na ang nakayanan ng isang comsci na walang alam sa salita, pero ngayon, uulitin ko, at maghihintay ako sa sasabihin mo, kahit kailan pa yon at kahit anuman yon, gaya ng sinabi ko sa'yo: Mahal kita. ###############Paunawa: Ang may akda ay kasalukuyang infected ng isang klase ng virus na uncleanable. Pagpasensyahan nyo na. Quote Link to comment
Guest LovingSouL Posted June 11, 2004 Share Posted June 11, 2004 Why do I need to run to someone like you? Why do I need to make myself fall for you Knowing that there are no guarantees... Why would I want to be in your arms When in fact I know deep within me That it's not me that it's in your heart? Why do I need to long for someone Who can only be mine in my dreams? Quote Link to comment
a_ngel Posted June 11, 2004 Share Posted June 11, 2004 Like a sudden twist of fateI fellLike destiny laughing at my faceI saw you Indignity, shamelike remnants of a castleslowly crumblingto fade in the twilight I have lost Quote Link to comment
ziggyzag Posted June 11, 2004 Share Posted June 11, 2004 A, the days are passing by quicker than i thought.. i really have this feeling that your in the country already.. and u just didn't bother to get in touch with me.. i guess it's goodbye, huh?? wish u could tell me straight.. i hate guessing, and u know that.. Z Quote Link to comment
freelicker Posted June 11, 2004 Share Posted June 11, 2004 Why is it that life never seems to be free of pain, free from tears, free from frustrations. Just when you think things should be going your way, the way changes under your feet.Just when you think that you should know the answers, they start to change all the questions... Quote Link to comment
bods1000 Posted June 11, 2004 Share Posted June 11, 2004 My most vivid memory as a child was when I took that long train ride to the countryside. A memorable experience as an adult was a train ride through places with names like Napoli, Firenze, Milano, Trieste. When the train services here deteriorated it was like a part of my childhood died. Such irony it is to long for that ride in far-off places. But things have a way of coming, as you say friend, full-circle. Now, I feel like I'm shuttling on a magical train ride to a place I've never been.......... Quote Link to comment
Wyld Posted June 11, 2004 Share Posted June 11, 2004 para sa isang kaibigan na kala ko kaibigan ko. im so disappointed in you. Quote Link to comment
boy_kokok Posted June 11, 2004 Share Posted June 11, 2004 b i missed u! sigh! -b Quote Link to comment
Wyld Posted June 11, 2004 Share Posted June 11, 2004 sa taong mis na mis na mis ko! mis kta pwamis !!! :* -k Quote Link to comment
boy_kokok Posted June 11, 2004 Share Posted June 11, 2004 b can we meet at hoover dam??? throw a quarter and make a wish! -b Quote Link to comment
Wyld Posted June 11, 2004 Share Posted June 11, 2004 a wish is a dream your heart makes... when youre fast asleep... lets keep wishing ... Quote Link to comment
boy_kokok Posted June 11, 2004 Share Posted June 11, 2004 (edited) i always dream of having someone to grow old with... Edited June 11, 2004 by boy_kokok Quote Link to comment
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