Who, What Made you SAD today???

[SDMNXIX]

Coming from almost a month hiatus from MTC, got a txt this morning pag gising ko na baka hnd matuloy ung planned meet today. Nag abstain pa nmn ako. 1st L of the day.

Tapos since hiatus, hnd rin ako nagbabasa ng mga threads pra hnd ma-tempt. Pero today since pwde na ulet, I was catching up on the threads. Ayun, may nabasa ako na parang tumigil puso ko..haha. I was shocked, disappointed, angry, all at the same time. My lips were shaking. I was breathing wrong. I was forcing myself to take deep breaths to calm down but I can feel my whole body jittery that I wanted to do something but I dont know what.

I overestimated myself again. I thought I was being the good guy. Pero bakit ung not so good guy pa ung nka jackpot?

Baka sobrang gwapo lng tlga nya. Well wala talaga tayong laban pag dating sa aspeto na yun. Or baka hnd nmn tlga ako good guy, akala ko lng ganun ako.

 

Smh Fts fml

[marco26]

Thera- Huwag mo na ako kunin, ayaw na kita makita

Guest- (shocked) Bakit naman, may nagawa ba ako mali o kulang ba binayad ko

Thera- Hindi, basta kumuha ka na lang ng iba

[NJHypeBoy]

unstable internet connection

Edited May 10, 2023 by NJHypeBoy

[ASSetel]

power interruption

[KanekiKen]

Connected with my post in a another thread, falling for a therapist, seeing the thera whom I fell in love before with her current real life partner. 

[ASSetel]

internal server error

[courtesanhunter]

the realization na nakaduty siya the week na una kong inialok sa kanya. at saka naman siya hindi nagduty noong week na may appointment dapat kami kaya naman nacancelan ako. sobrang sayang.

[jaysantos]

di pa rin ako pinapansin

[sondate12]

wala ulam ahaha

[Christian.Grey]

talo bet ko sa MS U 

[Ghost141]

Simula nung nilagyan ng bayad yung site na Pinaydb at naging kupal mga Admin/Mods sa site na yun. 

[An12]

Everything happens this month 

[Scotch12]

Yung alaws budget na kaka pa spa lols.

[Duel of Fate]

3 minutes ago, Scotch12 said:

Yung alaws budget na kaka pa spa lols.

relate. 

need ko ng spa time this month mukhang bokya waaahh

[NJHypeBoy]

request time out