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On 8/8/2024 at 10:47 AM, blast3r said:

Long Post ahead 😃 

Hi fellow GMs, share ko lang din yung story ko dito (more like update na din). I’m at my mid-30s,. I just started this hobby, if you will, nito lang March 2024. Matagal ko na gusto talaga itry ko since maaga ako nagkaroon ng anak at the age of 21 and since 18y/o ako eh wala na ako ibang naging partner, one-woman man ako noon eh. Hopeless romantic din, pero hindi ko alam pero naging curious talaga ako and naisip ko na kung hindi ko to gagawin ngayon eh kelan pa? kung kelan nsa 50s na ako? So, I finally bit the bullet and tried, kumuha ako nung un ana walker sa fb, ok naman, discreet lang xa, tapos ndiscover ko yung mga online personal services like itong massage with ES, parang blunt yung experience ko, something was missing, and usually disappointed at malayo yung pics sa personal, until I met this thera, maganda sya sa pics, pero hindi ko inexpect na mas maganda sa personal. I was stunned when I opened the door for her nung unang meet namin, parang I found the girl of my dreams, until now, malinaw yung memory na yun.. The massage was great, and yung deed was short pero I felt something different,. After ilang days lang, I booked her again, this time mas longer period, we had lunch and watched a movie, and nsundan agad din yun, I was booking her not less than twice a week,.. she has kids, separated sa partner. And ako naman eh may family din,.. I did not expect na mgugustuhan ko xa kasi kaya nga ako ngtry  ng ganito kasi ayaw ko ng may emotion or commitment involved eh..

Hindi sya sweet kahit sa chats, “sir” lagi tawag nya and completely transactional, kahit magsabi ako ng kung anu-anu like miss ko na sya, eh wala akong reciprocal na message na nkukuha, ok lang or smiley lang, and that was fine with me, mas ok yung honest lang.. Madami din xa restrictions pero ok lang din sa akin yun, lahat ng thera na nakuha ko noon (I just had 4 that time) eh ayun agad ang una kong tinatanong, yung don’ts nila. Isa sa mga restrictions nya eh yung kissing, I tried minsan pero smack lang or minsan umiiwas xa so di ko na din sinubukan ulit.  Pero may restrictions din naman akong naunlocked. During our meet ups, mas nakilala naming yung isa’t isa, yung story ng buhay, etc..

Ito yung isang turning point, nainvite nya ako dun sa apartment where she stays, wala kasi yung housemate nya, we had drinks, mahina lang ako uminom pero tumagal ako nung time na yun, kwentuhan kami, tawanan, until nagyaya na xa magpahinga, eh ako naman xympre akala ko tulog na lang talaga. haha. pero that time, xa na yung nag-initiate, she DFK me, and nung time na yun ayun yung “best sex” na naexperience ko with her, nafeel ko na naenjoy nya din talaga. Tapos umuwi din ako ng early morning kinabukasan, hindi ko alam kung mag-iiwan ba ako ng payment o hindi, kasi baka maoffend naman xa or baka hindi naman na ako makaulit kung hindi, pero nag-iwan pa din ako ng money kasi alam ko she needed it that time, and nung nkita nya yun, sabi nya “baliw ka talaga”. So sa isip ko, ay wala palang dapat fee yun, and ang saya ko that time. Ibig sabihin that was more than service/sex for her.

Tapos medyo na-busy sa work and hindi kami nakapagmeet, then one day I surprised her, sabi ko magpadeliver ako ng cake using Grab, pero ako tlaga yung pumunta, and I brought flowers! Di ko naman ineexpect na maappreciate nya yun kasi sa isip ko eh baka madami naman na ngbigay sa knya nun. Pero natuwa naman pala xa. May times na dumadaan lang ako sa apartment tapos uwi din agad.  Nag-iba na din yung chats nya, naging sweet na, parang bf na.

Mula noon, hindi na ulit kami nakapagbook sa hotel, dun na lagi sa apartment, inom with her friends, tapos we have sex kahit andun mates nya, loft type yung apartment at walang divider or door yung room sa taas, and that adds dun sa excitement and thrill para sa akin, feeling ko exhibitionist na kami haha...  wala na din yun term na “book”, iniinvite na lang nya ako sa place nya, wala na din amount, nagbibigay na lang ako or she ask kung kailangan nya ng “advance” minsan,..

Kaso gaya nga din ng sabi ng majority dito, magastos itong bisyo na to, dumating yung time na need nya ng “advance” pero sabi ko, wala na akong savings, mabigyan ko xa pero kukuhain ko na yun sa credit line ko.. and ayun na nga, dati pa naman nya sinasabi sa akin na hesitant talaga xa dahil may family ako. Tapos dahil nga dun, she decided na mag “lay low” muna kami dahil nakokonsensya xa na nababawasan ko na yung budget for family and nakikihati pa xa.. Iniisip nya din xympre na family ako, ako lang din kasi talaga yung makulit.

I completely understand it.. Alam ko yung ibig nya sabihin, and naka mindset naman na talaga ako na lalayo at mag distance din kung sakaling dumating na yung time na to kasi alam ko naman na hindi naman pwedeng puro landi lang, kaya nga pinasok ng theras tong line of work na to eh kasi they needed the money..

Ngayon, ito nga “lay low”, chats lang muna kami sa ngayon, and I really miss her. Kahit na naisip ko  na to noon, eh mahirap pa din talaga... Don’t get me wrong, I may be infidel or anumang demonyo sa tingin ng iba pero hindi ibig sabihin nun eh hindi totoo yung nramdaman ko dito, nung una tingin ko libog or “lust” lang talaga, pero hindi naman cguro.

Someday, hindi natin masabi eh, pero I’m hoping na baka that time, pwede na ako, at sana ready and pwede pa din xa.. Hindi ako 100% sure na kung talagang gusto nya rin ako ksama, xympre part nun eh baka dahil kailangan nya din ako that time. Pero I get it, wala xang assurance sa akin at may family ako, takot din xa xympre masaktan at umasa.

Pero kung mababalik ko lang, I will still choose to treat her like I did. I will still take the risk.

Sa ngayon, ito lang cguro yung kailangan namin. Mahirap pala talaga. Feeling ko xa yung “The One That Got Away”..

Bad boy k pla ah.. ✌🏻🤣

 

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It really depends if there is a great understanding for both. People can change if they know the true meaning of love. Well, no one is perfect in this world.  

 

Mas importante huwag mang husga.

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  • 2 weeks later...

May ganito palang thread dito, revelation yung ibang stories and magandang pangpalipas ng oras😁, good balance yung pagbabasa ng FR's sa kabilang thread and read stories here pag antok na 😄 Keep the stories coming boys, may mga sadboi side pala kayo di lng puro badboi 🤙

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Hirap mafall sa isang thera. Im legally married pero separated naman.

She's 30/31, may business pero to sustain gastos at help sa family nya, pumapasok pa rin as thera. 

Availed her many times sa mp then nagyaya sa labas pero need to shell out 7K pero 6-8 hours na yun with her. She's very sweet pag kasama, knows how to say the right words. May dala pa ko flowers para sa kanya. Sasabihan ka pa na susunduin ka sa ofc tpos game pa sa lahat ng plano.

Pero siyempre alam mo na yun ang standard na mga sinasbi nya sa mga GMs. Then just realized na siyempre fake lng yun kaya huminto na rin ako. Nakakatakot din baka marami na siya nililive na GMs, not sure but most probably. 

Buti na lang natauhan.

 

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