Kryte Posted May 7 Share Posted May 7 (edited) May free time ako today at napadpad ako dito kaya share ko lang a memory of mine. For context muna. Nagloko ako. Two timing. Nagkaalaman nung bday ko kasi isa lang bisita sa bahay HAHHA. Ayun nga, nagpm tong isa dun sa mismong kasama ko ng bday party ko. Break parehas ofcourse hahha. (Dasurv) I tried to make things work don sa isa, got rejected. Never pursued the other one. Back to normal inom x gimmick lang here and there. It got to a point na bored na ko sa ganong galawan. Dito na nagsink in yun realization na I lost someone who was willing to give up everything in a heartbeat. Time went by, nagkita kami nung kasama ko sa bday ko kasi enrollment that day sa college. I talked to her na nagbago na ko and stuff like that. Pero syempre di parin uubra ang mga salita kasi mga traumatic/painful experience yung nangyari sa kagagawan ko. Got a few minutes to talk with her and nalaman kong may ka-MU siya. Di ko naman kako finoforce na tanggapin nya ko kasi valid naman ang nararamdaman nya. Everytime may free time, nagkikita kami sa park. Okaya pag wala akong class, don ako sa labas ng room nya waiting. Taga marikina ako,2 hours commute ko papuntang recto siya alabang. Hinahatid ko pa yun gang alabang bago ako umuwi sa marikina and it takes an extra 2 hours. Did it for 2 sems. Gang it got to a point na tinanong ako bakit pa ko bumalik. Ok naman na daw siya, nakamove on na siya. Etc. I begged her to take me back. Pero shit just wont work. Kaya nung one time na napagod na din ako. On a normal day during ng free time namin, sabi ko. "Nagmakaawa na ko. Napatunayan ko naman sarili ko na di na ko gaya ng dati. Dahil ako ang nagpupumilit na umabot sa gantong sitwasyon, kasalanan ko din naman in the first place. Ikaw naman bibigyan ko ng pagkakataon mamili. Mamili ng kung ano gusto mo, Kung sino mas gusto mo. Or kung wala ka mang gusto. Para matapos na. No hard feelings naman ako kako kasi buhay mo yan. Let me know if you want me gone or if you want me to stay." Longest 30minutes of my life. "ano. Uhm. Sorry. Pero. I let go mo na ako" Sabi ko nalang. " Sige. Pasensya na sa abala, sa pangugulo, at Salamat sa lahat lahat. Ingat ka parate" Mula non di na ko nagmaakawa, last na yon kako so far. HAHAHAH Edited May 7 by Kryte Na post ko agad without finishing the whole story Quote Link to comment
Diamond of Touch Posted July 21 Share Posted July 21 Jusko,never again! 2nd bf ko iniwan ko industry for him,ang hirap kasi that time abugbog berna ko nun, imagine kakaiwas ko sa babaero na gwapo sa panget pa ko bumagsak, na nananakit pa,oh di ba may bonus pa! Tas ako pa lagi nagmamakaawa na wag mo ko iwan na ayusin natin toh, hahahaha pag nakikita ko sya at naaalala natatawa na lang ako like "hype kang panget ka, grabe pag hihirap ko noon sayo hahaha" 2 Quote Link to comment
Nidaime Posted July 22 Share Posted July 22 I tried this 2 decades ago. First and last time I did this. Never again. Quote Link to comment
greenshadow Posted July 22 Share Posted July 22 Sorry, but no, not in matters of the heart... Quote Link to comment
Nicole of Ventana Posted July 23 Share Posted July 23 oo ,pota sa malanding maling tao pa ! tsk Quote Link to comment
Kyle47 Posted July 23 Share Posted July 23 yes, mga 15 years ago na, never again.. looking back di ko naman na pinagsisihan dahil it taught me a lesson to be stronger Quote Link to comment
Uzunaki Posted July 23 Share Posted July 23 Yes. Never again and then i found mtc🤣 Quote Link to comment
HappyPill Posted July 24 Share Posted July 24 10 hours ago, Nicole of Ventana said: oo ,pota sa malanding maling tao pa ! tsk Ayan ka na naman...halika nga dito hug na lang kita 😂 Quote Link to comment
Nicole of Ventana Posted July 24 Share Posted July 24 4 minutes ago, HappyPill said: Ayan ka na naman...halika nga dito hug na lang kita 😂 Same tao lang ,yung shinare ko sayo.. yung sayo di mo pa sinasabi 😅 .. asan ka ba ? charot 😂 Quote Link to comment
handsomebob Posted July 24 Share Posted July 24 11 hours ago, Nicole of Ventana said: oo ,pota sa malanding maling tao pa ! tsk importante natuto ka na HEARTBREAKER! Quote Link to comment
Ninjakvs Posted July 24 Share Posted July 24 yes, kailangan eh, pero nagawan ng paraan 😆 Quote Link to comment
HappyPill Posted July 24 Share Posted July 24 2 hours ago, Nicole of Ventana said: Same tao lang ,yung shinare ko sayo.. yung sayo di mo pa sinasabi 😅 .. asan ka ba ? charot 😂 Alam mo naman kung asan ako. Eh di sa puso mo ❤️❤️❤️ Quote Link to comment
Antipaara Posted July 24 Share Posted July 24 17 hours ago, Nicole of Ventana said: oo ,pota sa malanding maling tao pa ! tsk 😮 Quote Link to comment
aqua04 Posted July 24 Share Posted July 24 yeah looks like an idiot but thats past now Quote Link to comment
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