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    The Mail Box

    in Art and Literature

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    Dear Ate,

     

    I just realized, it wasn't pride that upset me. It was what everyone tried to make me believe, including myself. Maybe it was because the burden of knowledge & the undue guilt of, therefore, collaborating with the covers-up of powers that be through my helpless silence is a form of acquiescence.

     

    I also cannot regret my knowledge & awareness for which I'll remain culpable if I simply try to forget. I now don't want to & I can't. Those who fail to learn the lessons of history are always doomed to repeat them. And I'm not one to be kicked by the same mule on the same spot.

     

    I realized I'm upset because my services have been employed by people who were eloquent in words of nobility & virtue. They gave me free hand to exercise what they perceived as my talents to pursue the highest & greatest good. That I did & don't regret.

     

    It isn't regret for my involvement & my knowledge & awareness. It is nota lamentation of time & efforts wasted. It is all but a natural consequence of pain & disappointment upon I must not lose myself or I will wither in despair & seek the shallow escapes that gave me fleeting respites from my pain.

     

    That is what precisely the enemy wants me to do, kick myself, silence myself, shut myself off from the world, escape from the pain. I've been raised as a good sport by my mentors at home, school, work & leisure. The game & season is never over until it is over. There are times-out, practice periods, a regimented discipline & study that a good sport must imbibe. That I shall do. Kick myself & lose by default, I shall not.

     

    I will have patience for God is not done with me yet & the secret wager between me & God will continue. This is one wager I shall strive to win, even if I know I'll lose because it isn't the winning that is important but the playing the very game itself.

     

    Now I feel much much better.

     

    Your brother, the Awakened Dreamer.

    What Do You Wear When You Sleep?

    in Fashion

    Posted · Edited by Mobius Stripper

    Fall: silk jammies & socks

    Winter: thermal undies beneath turtle neck sweater, track pants, thick socks

    Spring: cotton jammies

    Summer: tank top & malong or boxers

     

    When sleeping with a woman any time of year in any country, nothing.

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