angel_dust

i was once in UP street danz,,,

kaya i'd say i miss dancing a lot,,,

hay... if only i could bring back the days,,,

umuwi ng maaga,,

manood ng dvd,,,

at mag san mig lyt at nachos,,, :thumbsupsmiley:

naiiyak,,, malapit na,,,

gusto ko ng umuwi,,,

at mag leave ng isang buwan,

mawalang ng cp at internet access,,,

matulog lang,,,

lecheng buhay to,,,

bakit ang engot ko minsan noh?!

outer space,,,

sana maconsume ako ng blackhole,,, hmp!

dear g_f,

i know this may sound weird

but i appreciate what you did yesterday,,,

it was kinda funny and scary at the same time

but the thing is, you made me realize how

much i mean to you,,, and that made me

smile and think about all those times that you

were there texting me even if it's

already late just to cheer me up and comfort me

because life's too bitchy.

i know you love me and i feel it.

yet somehow, i'm worried you might get hurt

in the end,,,

but i just hope you stay that way ----

sweet

thoughtful

sensitive...

nevertheless, don't love me too much

because love consumes.

yours,

angel_dust

Tama! add to that of having to find space to park your car. Scarce na ito sa office namen pagdating palang ng 8am.

 

As for me. I take three jeeps (minimum fare) from my home to the office so that's Php24 pag balikan Php48

 

puwede na din. mas mura kesa magdala ka ng kotse.

it's you, mr. seducer,,, wahaha

sige lang. reply lang... :thumbsupsmiley:

shocks,,, teka ha,,, ganito,,,

2 jeeps Php16, bus Php25, jeep 8 = Php 49.00

times 2 = Php 98,,,

so Php 98.00 ,,,

pag nagdala ko ng car,,,

aba,,, 800 ang gas roundtrip,,,

kaya mag commute nlng di ba???

c_o

bakit ganun? as much as i would like not to care,

wala e,,, nagpaparamdam ka pa rin kasi uli,,,

why do you like me to just stay and

wait for you,

understand you and what you're going through,

love you,

when in the process of doing so you know that

you're hurting me a 100%?

why don't you just leave,

let me be,

and live your life without me in it?

kesa sinasaktan moko,,,

hmp. unfair.

a_d

if i'm to take another course, i'll take creative design...

pero syempre kung sau, it'll really depends on your personal

preference and interests,,, mahirap mag take ng course nang

wala kang enthusiasm sa magiging work mo,,,

para mi amor,,,

i've hurt you, i know.

too many times, in too many ways.

and i wonder why you're still here.

no, i don't want you to go. because i'm too scared of dying alone.

i'm too f*&@!n' scared of having to face all of these by myself...

i need you.

and i know i'm not making any sense trying to keep you with me

and at the same time wasting all my effort forcing you to leave.

I'm crazy -- hell nuts.

i want to destroy myself yet i hurt you instead.

you want to keep me whole but i almost always tear myself apart.

i'm sick. and i know you understand --- which is why i hate you.

i hate you because you always seem to know me.

you always seem to understand my lunacies, my goddamn sefishness and my

freakin' mouth.

you always seem to care for me and love me.

and i hate you because i feel sorry.

i am sorry for all the wrong things i've done.

for all the heartaches i've caused you.

i hate you now because you make me feel like i don't deserve you.

and i hate you because i know it is true --- i don't hell deserve you.

you're too wonderful to have me,

you're too much of a blessing for you to experience all of these...

i love you.

and i end up hating my own self for it because

i want to love you more,

change myself,

take care of you,

support you ---

only that i'm too crazy to even try doing so...

i'm sorry...

ako pag sa jeep, yung malapit sa may likod,

the one na malapit sa entrance,,,

pag sa fx, either sa harap or sa gitna,,,

i don't wanna sit at the back kasi ang hirap bumaba, specially if pataas

yung bukas ng pinto...

---> pera

---> cellphone

---> make up kit

---> yosi

---> lighter :thumbsupsmiley:

i'm good at it,,, by nature kasi madaldal naman ako,,,

however, pag may topak ako,,, naku,,,

better not talk to me,,

--> reading

--> singing

--> theater acting

--> poetry

--> dancing

manood kme ni hubby ng DVD habang umiinom,,,

at pagkatapos, syempre, isang umaatikabong,,,

tootoot,,, heehee

pag noche buena usually, ito ang food namin:

--> carbonara or tuna al penne

--> BBQ : spareribs, liempo, hotdog

--> mashed potato

--> embotido

--> hamonado

--> arroz valenciana

it's not really the coffee,,, kasi nga sometimes they are inconsistent with the blend,,,

but starbucks is starbucks coz of the ambience,,,

it's not so coño and it's not so jologs rin,,, aus nga crowd dun weh,,, :thumbsupsmiley:

www.blingyblob.com

san mig light syempre,,,

kung pale lang din nman makapag red horse nalang,,, :thumbsupsmiley:

breakfast --- menudo and fried egg [parang di bagay?] hehe

meryenda --- wala,,, busog pko e

lunch --- spaghetti

meryenda --- tuna sandwich and soda

dinner --- beef steak

dumplings,,,

hay,,, ngayong week na to eh eto lang ang gusto kong kainin,,,

ex # 1 --- i don't know,,, siguro naman buhay pa rin siya,,,

ex # 2 --- ayun bummer pa rin at isang patapon,,, patambay tambay lang,,, wala paring kinabukasan

---> love

---> sincerity

---> intimacy :heart:

I quote Zafra,

" Fall is the operative term. Not leap, walk or glide but fall. It denotes plummeting from a height, landing with a thud, incurring welts and bruises. That's why it is called falling in love --- you wind up either maimed or dead..."

As morbid, as bitter, as harsh as it may sound,,, that four-letter word is indeed

You have too much of it and you end up losing everything --- even yourself,,,