I did. Now I'm currently trying to forgive myself for throwing away all my self-respect out the window. It was difficult to move on because we had plans, I wasn't just grieving the loss of her, but also the loss of what could have been. She's Honduran. She was the best thing that happened to me, the way she made me feel when I was with her, and how head over heels she was. I matched her energy but I think I gave too much and didn't leave some for myself. Guess everything fades away over time. It's just funny how one person could love you to death then one day, it's just gone.
