icewulf

ah memories.

thanks for the memories.

ugh....memories.

24 hours...

2 graduation parties...

hmmm....

estimated alcohol consumption.... ?!?!?!?

...hmmm

...sushi or pasta?

...swim or hike?

...drive or jog?

...too many decisions, i guess i'll just wing it.

B,

got a few q's

got a bunch of raised brows

got a multitude of mixed emotions

got a ton of impatience

gotta get a hold of you SOON

-B

3 Answers

One word: NO.

Two words: Not now.

Three words: Sorry, not interested.

Back.

What now?

What to do?

Wait and see.

So shall it be.

B,

What a sight for sore eyes!

A,

So, now do you have the time?

K,

Ummm..what's all this? Hope all is well.

M,

Pa ra pa pa pa!

M2,

I still haven't called.

I didn't forget.

Just outta load.

M3,

Hah! *snickers*

A2,

See you around.

A3,

Congratulations!

Wish I could be there for a double celebration!

Icewulf out.

Bring Me Down

-=icewulf=-

Silence.

They stir an angry mob but remain in silence.

Ah.

Another masterplan designed for their convenience.

Kudos.

I applaud you for your efforts.

Alas.

I look down upon you and your “skills” of sorts.

Motive.

What is it you seek?

Retribution.

Retribution for the meek?

Prophets.

False prophets you have become.

Pathetic.

What makes you think I'm what you are, caged and lonesome.

Delusions.

Still shooting at the stars?

Pitiful.

You will only end up counting your scars.

Remember,

I ignore your lashing and backstabbing.

However,

Every word you have sowed I’ve been noting.

Chaos.

I want it not, but don’t take me wrong.

Bedlam.

It’s what I'm known for. My song.

Secrets.

Ah, you can try and keep them.

Wisdom.

That’s my weapon of choice ‘till I sing your requiem.

Hide.

Disguise yourselves, you’re getting good at it.

Seek.

I need not seek. I see right through your feat.

Run.

If you’re smart enough you should know.

Fate.

Your fates have sealed your lives accursed, I avow.

Finger.

Not a finger need I lift.

Smiter.

He shall take you down. He shall deliver my gift.

Farewell.

Maybe this is farewell, once friends.

See.

Let’s see what happens when I'm done and all this ends.

Forever Bruised

-=icewulf=-

Infatuation.

Love's sweet prelude.

Invisible hands that touch the heart

Such a blissful start.

Falling.

Metamorphosis to Nirvana.

Death to wisdom's cries.

Blnding light to earthly lies.

Love.

Sometimes you win.

Sometimes you lose.

Sometimes you get cheated.

And are forever bruised.

Rejection.

Words you'd rather not hear.

Reality in life you fear.

Source of your fallen tear.

Withdrawal.

Back to the drawing board

Regroup and plan anew

Time for the coffee that you brewed.

Love.

Sometimes you win.

Sometimes you lose.

Sometimes you get cheated.

And are forever bruised.

Respect.

Swallow your pride.

Hear her decision.

Follow the execution.

Caution.

Not too much not to less

Heed the voices in your head

Beware the road you choose to tread.

Love.

Sometimes you win.

Sometimes you lose.

Sometimes you get cheated.

And are forever bruised.

Betrayal.

Dagger in your back.

And you question why.

Blood and tears from the sky.

Struggle.

Twist and turn.

Can't break free.

Haunted by the memory.

Love.

Sometimes you win.

Sometimes you lose.

Sometimes you get cheated.

And are forever bruised.

Promises.

Sought and heard.

Loveliest words spoken.

Worst codes to be broken

Pain.

It's what remains.

Future gone and faded.

Scars turn you jaded.

Love.

Sometimes you win.

Sometimes you lose.

Sometimes you get cheated.

And are forever bruised.

Realization.

The awful truth.

Hide and run.

Love will haunt you.

Love will get you.

Love.

Sometimes you win.

Sometimes you lose.

Sometimes you get cheated.

And are forever bruised.

Sometimes you get cheated.

And are forever bruised.

Is It Just Me?

(The Icewulf thinks out loud)

-=icewulf=-

Is it just me?

Is it just me?

Or can they just not see.

Everything is bright as day.

Easy for me to read as I may.

Is it just me?

Is this really all they can be?

I give them benefit of the doubt.

Or should I just let it all out?

Is it just me?

But is this their concept of "we"?

Please tell me this is not it.

I'll give you time. I'mll wait and sit.

Is is just me?

Or can they just not set things free.

Leave it be, let it flow.

Are you afraid true colors might show?

Is it just me?

Or is there a conspiracy?

It saddens me things have to be this way.

Please don't wait for me to jump into the fray.

Is it just me?

Come on, tell me.

Or have you forgotten your creed?

Your consciences you do not heed.

Is it just me?

Reap What You Have Sown

-=icewulf=-

They say they know.

They say they feel.

All they see is what I show,

But they don’t even believe it’s real.

They call themselves my friends.

They call themselves my allies.

They call themselves my heaven-sents.

They call themselves my azure skies.

Time, sweat and blood I offered them too,

Family, friends, career and honor I sacrificed.

Just to find time to help and see what I may do.

But alas for them my efforts would not suffice.

Many times I gave yet another chance, and tried.

Ever more vigilant, ever more hopeful each time.

And all those times I just suffered and slowly died

Together with promises and hopes broken everytime.

I never asked so much they can’t give.

I hardly even asked at all.

All I needed was what was due me.

But all they did was drive me to the wall.

They took away my light,

They took away my tranquility.

They took away my one ally.

They took away my sanity.

If this unrest is what they want.

Then all the chaos I can stir they will get.

I’ll make sure they will heave and pant,

And all they did they will regret.

And so I bid them “See you in hell.”

I wave goodbye to their secrets and lies.

I assure them this would be a long farewell.

And they better pray someone will hear their cries.

Fanning the Flames

-=icewulf=-

Flames of wrath smolder for me,

A once disciple of light made angry.

Let your furnace glow crimson,

Burn them who ignored my voice of reason.

My plasma boils with hatred,

Let it flood and scald them, fill ‘em with dread.

Let me summon forth your blaze,

With that searing touch their lives I’ll erase.

Let me yield your inferno,

Allow me to char their souls and spread woe.

Dissolve their flesh, hear them scream,

Make them wish it was all just a bad dream.

They will beg and they will yell,

They’d rather want to be burning in hell.

Nick Nolte

1:31PM PST

One Week - Barenaked Ladies

Do That To Me One More Time

Willoughby

Norelco Razors

insolent

Waxpaper

Aubrey

green green grass of home

TO: all of you

FROM: what's left in me

MESSAGE: can't take any more of this.

i have been out of the marvel universe for about 5 years now...

i just know splashes of xmen alpha, xmen omega, generation x, etc...

would like to ask who are the current members of the xmen, what are the teams and is white queen still leading them? or is white queen just mentoring gen x now? too many parallel universes and all got me screwed up!

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