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hahaha feeling ko tama hula mo.. malapit place mo sakanila eh..

Glad I can help diffuse a bit of your burden, dude. I find it admirable that you chose to walk away instead of staying. You are quite young still yet you think maturely. Esp na you mentioned she has a kid and tanggap mo yun, that's deep right there. Sayang lang talaga yung pag iniisip mo what could have been, lost chances are a bust.

 

You both can take this time to grow. Malay mo sa future pag maayos na ang circumstances nyo pareho, you can start over. Or maybe you can start with other people altogether.

 

Thanks for sharing your story, dude. This will help a lot of guys who are in the same situation as you

No problem bro, sharing it here also helped me...

Batang bata ka pa pala. Well for what its worth you have a very high EQ for love. Sa 22 years old, tama ka you might end up hurting her which is way worst because she indeed has more to give up. Dito palanh they are judged, (e people here are not the most moral of people) so in general a few people would accept them and also this is their way out, so if you pull them out of it and then leave them with nothing e ano mangyayari sa kanya. However I have to say this though if it makes you happy and you are willing to accept and you and her is willing to hold on whatever happens then why not. But if you are not serious then just let it pass. They are a special breed of people. They are strong and strong willed, ung lalaki pwedeng mag carpintero mag kargador to finish their studies pero ang mga babae really limited lang ang mapupuntahan. Kaya if you are not serious, baka infatuated ka lang, tama ka wag nalang.

yeah, yung feeling na wala ako magawa about sa work nya ngayon kasi di ko din kaya pa talaga..

though not that im not serious.. maybe more like not ready.. deep infatuation siguro..hahaha! may pabebe pang deep.. hahaha.

Really? So far kasi kundi mga overweight eh kulang sa confidence. Sorry, just my observation.

 

And who said na magaling sa kama mga therapists? Kindly read my post again. Mali kasi intindi mo.

hmmm hnd naman lahat siguro master.. maybe most pero mali naman na lahatin mo... hmmm di ako overweight.. tsaka okay naman confidence ko..

(hmmm itsura ko okay naman.. hahaha may mga nagka crush ng konti nung highschool. -mga bulag haha joke pang pa light lang ng usapan)

kidding aside, wala ka namang sinabing panget in the first place hahaha nag assume lang yung nag reply sayo na minimean mo panget... yung actual line mo naman is

"Napapaisip tuloy ako kung ano itsura ng mga lalake na naiinlove sa mga thera na kailangan pa nila sustentuhan yun girl para lang maging exclusive sa kanila"

hahaha, wag mo nalang isipin, iba iba itsura nila haha yun lang alam ko haha,

and di naman siguro sa sustento more like para umalis na sa gantong klaseng work syempre malay mo may binubuhay sila and need nila talaga ng pera.. (ito yung wala ako eh,, hahahaha kaya di ko din naman masasabing matutulungan ko yung thera na mag bagong buhay.. yung tipong paaralin ko sya para may mas okay na work na okay yung pay... )

Sounds like you're still in deep, bro. This girl really must be something, di ka naman maiinlove kung wala kang nakita na special sa kanya. I don't know much about therapist perspectives but I'm sure that most nice experiences, if not all, that she felt with you were in a way genuine. I know they're all capable of feeling.

 

You do have a point. If you continue what you have with her, it'll hurt both of you in a way na you'll continue to fall deeper in love with her, and if she can't reciprocate your feelings because of her work or other reasons, she might feel burdened for leading you on. Or maybe she feels that she's not worthy of your love and that's why. Like the saying goes, "We accept the love we think we deserve." I think that could be the case with some theras too.

 

You can charge it to experience nalang. You'll come out as a better person. Or we can say that it's one of those cases na "met at the wrong place and at the wrong time". If you look at it that way, it's nobody's fault

yeah.. She really is something, sometimes i really wish that I met her before she ended up on this industry... but it is all in the past now.. and tanggap ko naman sana anak nya and everything about her past...

kaso wala talaga eh.. hahaha yung alam ko namang di ko pa sya kayang suportahan kasi di din ako stable pa sa buhay.. 22 palang ako and 19 sya.. parang madami pa talagang mangyayari sa buhay namin... tsaka mga parents problem pa etc ang daming haharapin... and i think di ko pa kakayanin talaga... Im just thinking ahead and looking at the bigger picture. (buti nga gumagana pa isip ko hahaha)

magagawa ko nalang is to hope na maging maganda na lang din ang future nya... kahit hnd ako ang makaka dala sakanya don..

I like this part -

maybe she feels that she's not worthy of your love and that's why. Like the saying goes, "We accept the love we think we deserve."

this line is so true... i love reading your posts bro...

Siguro kelangan both ways makita na willing kayo to make it work. If you sacrifice something for her, you should also see na dapat willing din siya na mag give up ng mga bagay that she wouldn't otherwise do. Then you'll know na maybe it can work.

 

Best of luck, dude! Sana yung gusto mong girl is a keeper

Thanks bro.. pero ititigil ko na tong nararamdaman ko. habang kaya ko pa imanage.. kasi pag sobra pakong na inlove baka di ko na makontrol and mas mahirap na talaga. hahaha.. mahirap eh. malungkot pero kelangan... tsaka baka pareho lang din kami masaktan pag mas tumagal pa. (Im not saying that falling inlove with a thera is wrong, sa kalagayan ko lang hnd sya practical and mas mahirap kung itutuloy kesa ihihinto.)

sabi nga "Sometimes holding on does more damage than letting go"

pero im happy padin na na meet ko sya.. Lahat ng feelings na naramdaman ko kasama sya were true.. happiness,kiligness(may word bang ganto haha), excitement.. yung pag susunduin ko sya medyo tumatalon puso ko pag nakkta ko na sya... hahahaha. yung parang nainlove ulit ako na highschool... yung feeling na I could just look at her eyes and listen to her stories all day.. yung boses nya marinig ko palang napapa ngiti na din ako...

ang maexperience ang mga bagay na yon okay na sakin... itetreasure ko na yon...

hay.. hirap din magka gusto sa thera.... hahahaha. mahirap mag tiwala sa sinasabi.. (di ko nilalahat ha. maybe most)
yung tipong ready ka naman na isuko lahat para sakanya... kaso di mo alam baka sinusuko mo lang lahat para sa wala..

siguro nga wag lang mag padalos dalos talaga and make sure na talagang mahal nyo isat isa and hnd one sided.

yung wala ng nakatago and nakwento nyo na lahat...