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Bea Hindi Kita maintindihan. Goal nga natin Makatapos ka sa college pero Hindi mo makita yung importance nun. Nakakainis sabi ko tulungan tayo pero ikaw  mismo ang ayaw tulungan ang sarili 

Grabeh away namin almost ended 10 months relationship with Bea. Nakakalungkot

Late post. Official gf-bf relationship na kami ni Bea. Hindi na special friend tingin sa akin. 

To my dearest Bhe

As we welcome the new year, I can’t help but reflect on the past seven months we’ve spent together. Along the way, we’ve shared some of the best laughs and also faced some of the toughest moments. From enjoying meals together, sharing stories, and simply being in each other’s presence, every moment with you has been special.

With the new year ahead, I know there are challenges we need to face, but I believe in us. I’m willing to make adjustments, sacrifices, and do what it takes to ensure we set and achieve our goals together. Your dream of graduating this semester and successfully completing your OJT is something I fully support. Train well, work hard, and be smart about the opportunities that come your way.

Even though we might be apart during your OJT, please know that I will always support you in my own way, even if not financially. Use this experience to gain confidence so that when the right job opportunity comes, you’ll be ready to take it without hesitation.

Let’s make this new year about growth and success, not just individually but together. I love you and believe in you always.

To my special friend,

I loved you, but it feels like you only wanted to play with my feelings. So, I’m letting you go.

I met you during the last week of May 2024 and made several visits to the spa until the end of July. Before you left, I opened up and confessed that I loved you. From there, we became friends. After two months of chatting, you finally decided to meet again on October 8, 2024. However, that meeting didn’t end well. I was looking for romantic love, but you made it clear that you could only offer friendship.

We continued meeting several times until the end of December. Along the way, we shared some of the best laughs and, at times, the worst moments. We enjoyed eating together, sleeping together, listening to your stories, and simply being with each other.

But as much as I cherished those moments, I couldn’t help but feel that you were unable or unwilling to reciprocate my love. I’ve come to realize that despite everything, your feelings for me never became romantic.

With that, I have to let you go, not out of anger but out of acceptance. I wish you happiness and fulfillment, even if it won’t be with me. Take care always.

I will retire for now from MTC

October 8, 2024. My special friend clearly states her rules: no questions, no feelings involved, no kissing, etc.  Akala ko joke lang kasi pag sa chat feel ko kami ... hindi pala. 

September 26, 2024. My regular thera for the longest time said paalam indirectly. wala rin naman akong magagawa. yun rin naman yung prayers ko sa kanya. take care always. will miss you

Thank you for keeping me as a friend, even when I acted a bit immature while courting you. I know I teased you a lot and tried to make you jealous like a grade schooler, but I’m really grateful that we’ve stayed close as friends, even if we didn’t end up as more.

You cannot lose what you never really had.

masarap ma in love promise try mo pag may time ka