temptmenot

dedmatic

Devil's warning: this could be habit-forming! :evil:

and you said you were tired

mark herras.

ah...eh....what makes him think that he is that good looking and such a heartthrob?....

geez.

friend,

guess i would have to be unfriendly towards you, for now.

time will come, though, when you would miss me.....the uniqueness and all.

i know you're having a good time now, as i can see.

and i wish you well.

love,

tmn.

that right now, i'm just so numb and jaded....that i haven't allowed anyone to get real close to me.....

it would take a really persistent guy to get past that wall again.

He did, in a very...shall I say....compromising, painful, quite unforgettable way.

that you've got to see beyond clouded visions....and hazed surroundings....and realize that the people who seem(ed) to be really important to you.....may not be worth a second of your time....at all.

amused. at the poster above me

you dont always have to fit in.....and force yourself upon people who never liked you from the start.

you're good on your own

that i'm better off being alone and a bit lonely....but in a steady state.

rather than be with someone who would make me unbelievably happy at one moment, and extremely, pathetically miserable the next.

Mr. x,

hmm....

that confirmed my suspicions all along...

maybe it's about time...that we forget that we ever met?....

deal?

just say yes.

honey, whatever we have now (i think there is a term for that - friendship)....is indeed special.

but let's keep it at that.

the last thing that i need right now is to fall, deeply and painfully, again.

i've had it with men who flirt around.

i believe i deserve someone better next time.

and i believe that you believe the same.

:*

It actually is easy to say yes....if you place it in the context of unconditional love. But even with all my broad-mindedness, my openness to such ideas, my willingness to take risks and all that.....after having had all kinds of relationships with the "taken" ones....still, i came to realize that at the end of the day....you'd still long for the undivided attention of someone you can call your own.

to me, yes.

taller guys have always been a preference.

No.

But i wouldn't mind if someone taken would go after me.

Been there.

"fubu lang kita.....wala kang karapatan."

true. but hurts as hell.

yeah i know, that seemed stupid.

that I did get shy when you tried to shake my hands this morning,

and thanked me for what I did for your wife.

and I almost blushed i think.

although I wouldn't have minded giving you a hug instead...

a malicious one :boo:

maybe next time we can skip the wife-talk? :upside:

I will not take revenge.

But i can't promise you...that i will not laugh from the sidelines

I wish you the best, nevertheless.

fd :evil:

we all have an idea of what we want.

but sometimes, it's better to understand, and make a merry mix...of what we want, what we really need, what is available, what the other party can offer us and is capable of giving, and what we deserve.

a compromise can do, as well as avoid a lot of things.

to all the mtc boys and men i've loved before

who travelled in and out...of me

i'm not glad you came along

i dedicate this song

to all the mtc boys and men i've loved before...... :upside:

Interesting.

You want to play games now.

I will oblige then.

Unfortunately (for you), sweetheart, the ball is not in your possession.

Thanks for the eyes that see the beauty hidden somewhere in the ugliness!

amen to this :thumbsupsmiley:

Thank you for a year of acknowledged mistakes, of late but worthwhile conlusions, and realizations.

tsk...tsk...

I used to feel sad for you...and very much concerned....

Until i realized how easy it was for you to ignore me....and get rid of me just like that.

Sort of trash, huh.

And now the concern has turned into pure amusement, on my part...

And bliss, yes....knowing that I have a full life ahead of mine, as opposed to yours which

is dull, lifeless, and trapped...

And now my hunch is correct....that you were never worth it.

The last laugh is not yours.