novocaine

i am asian. brown skin. dark hair. air guitarist. turntablist. sometimes percussionist. water born but can't swim. i love the sea, the sand. and the way sea salt settles on my lips. i try not to eat meat. but then i discovered lambchops. i suck on diets. i was on south beach for a while. and now im loving the lambchops. always waiting for something to go wrong. i sleep a lot. i am eternally broke. i make weekly soundtracks on mix cds but now that i own an ipod nano, i oc on the playlists instead. i am growing old too early. i have asthma. i smoke luckies when i need to think. i doodle a lot and i make stickers. i fear that im invisible to 18 year old girls. i love weird angles. i was an unharrassed altar boy. i should have finished my nihonggo classes. i love walking. i hate the sun. i adore the moon. i have a tattoo but im not telling where.