culpritmooncake

to complit my existence,i want to have:

1. inner peace :closedeyes:

2. my guy's love and attention,not to mention having kids with him :heart:

3. wel paid job

4. money,money and money.... :hypocritesmiley:

lintik na pag-ibig! it kips me confused and livs me jaded! pakchet!

wash cloth

gertrudes

ngpasa ng med cert na jowk2 lng.haha

nkpgsagutan s bos, keia nbgyan ako ng memo of being disrespectful daw! haha. sasakit lng ulo nya lalo skin,kala nmn nya mananahimik lng ako. kupz!

1st guy- coz the mother of his child came bak and begged him to stay for them

2nd guy- (d 1 dat i rili felt in lov with) bcoz w hav diff priorities, diff views of life, bcoz of infidelity, bcoz we wer geographically incompatible on d latter days of our relationship, and bcoz i felt lyk im d only 1 left in our relationship, he always begged wen he felt im leaving him,but he nver changed wen i gave him chances. and i felt rili stupid giving chances. kapagod!

3rd- bcoz im not rili in love with him, but he is. he tried to stay,only to find out dat i havent moved on yet. and up until now na my gf n xa and my dine-date ako, he stil shows up wenever i ask him to. hehe

4th- i dont know wats gonna b next... but i hope dis wud my last. :hypocritesmiley:

echague isabela :thumbsupsmiley:

i used to b with this guy whom ive grown old with(as frnds). den yirs later he courted me and we wer an item. i know ol his kalokohans and stuff. he did drugs,gamble,gurls,name it. he had a child but nver married. wenever i go home in our province,he usually pik me up,blah blah and my mom thought dat we'r just frnds. den my tito told mom dat dis guy and i are lovers. den mom got rili so pissed off, i was grounded(tanda n ko nun ah), i usually hav a companion wenever i go out of d haus, she reads my messages. but d relationship did not stop. he usually paid me a visit hir in d city,cols oftentyms. der was even a tym wen he tried to stop doing drugs bcoz i asked him too. a lot hav changed. den d mother of his child came bak from abroad and begged him to stay w/ dem. of kors he said yes. but ours didnt end just dat. hehe. he nver wanted to end our relationship. i was cool with it. i dont know how to play d tricks but i sure did learned how to do it. den his grl was txtng me asking me to let go of her man. she was arrogant at first,but den she begged. den i just realized dat ders a child being at stake in dat situation. i let go of my guy,without him knowing i did. den wen he realized dat i was trying to get out of the picture,he went bak to his old vices. and d last thing he did wen i went home? he had a fist fyt with my tito wen he was drunk blaming him about lots of things,den screamed out loud infront of our house,throwing stones and all. buti n lng wla c mama dat tym.

complicated? yes! he is d only guy who showed me how much he loved me,hu knows me insyd out, d man i cud b happy with,but he is also d man i cudnt hav!

minsan kc,mhrap ung babae lng din ang niloloko. b4 this guy and i bcame an item,i was into a relationship with d man i felt hardly in love with,ako ung ngpakatanga nmn nun,bulag ika nga kht ktang kta mo ng niloloko ka. but i had no way out but to love him mor dan how he loved me. wel.dats another story,i guess.hehe. but d latter is d only reason i know which dragged me to stay and witness how to b d 1 being loved even in d wrong situation and wrong tym. wel now at least, lam ko n kng pano maloko,mgpakaloko,at pano manloko,jowk.

IKA NGA NI HUMI,D MOR COMPLICATED THE BETTER. :thumbsupsmiley:

very different from wat ppol expected of me.

wen i was in HS,i had a big name

but wen i entered college, naku dakilang psaway.

wel,i was stil a scholar. ched and org skolar up to d tym i graduated. pro nver got my studies dat serious compared to HS. baliktad nga e.hehe.

pasaway as in gumagawa ng ikaiinit ng ulo ng prof,pngtitripn mga prof tska kapwa estudyante. d n ko ganun kaseryoso mgreview,pati nga exams ko ginagago ko nun e. n22ng mgyosi,inom,lht. iniisip ko lng nun bsta maipasa ko skors for d skolarship,ok n ko. d ko n pinangarap mging cum laude or watever. bsta d lng mwala skin skolarship tska bsta my bumalik sking pera,ayos na.hehe

den wen i graduated,dun ko lng nrealize n sna sineryoso ko din. pro i must say,i enjoyed my college lyf ng sobra2. ive tasted lyf!

I am using the Sony Ericsson K800i. Been a year since I bought it, and it's still very much dependable. I am so glad to own this cell phone, it has helped me capture some of life's precious moments... Wala pa akong plano palitan ang CP kong iyon, pero if I have a choice, I would buy the new SE CP that has 8 megapixel camera.

i mis my k800i much much.

bin with me for almost 2 yirs n rin. la rin ako blak palitan un,kc sobrang OK ung fon n to. nver had a prob with it. kht ilang bese ko n xang nbagsak,ayos prin xa. rili loved it. keia lng s sobrang ktangahan ko,nwala ko xa s sobrang kakamadali kong mgyosi,haha. i lost it just last wik. and i stil want to get 1 in replacement of its kind. hay....

dirty little secret by sarah mclachlan

2 love and b loved bak! in all aspects

- woman instinct! b sensitiv enaf! tanga n msyado ang bulag at ngbubulagbulagan s panahon n 2!

- he doesnt want u to read his messages,even just touch his fon. (which u usually do)

- he cancels ur date,or appointment

- he doesnt reply immediately (though not applicable ol d tym)

- answers u things dat r not connected 2 wat ur asking

- tells u his at home but u hapen 2 know he is sumwerelse (keia beter to turn on ur traker if my duda k,hehe)

- tels u i hav to accompany tita,papa or huever. (keia beter 2 befrnd his family members and frnds,so u can kip trak on him wenever he tels u stafs lyf dis.

- minsan he wil tel u,antok p ko,maya kn twag.pro ang-ingay ng environment. buking! hehe

- u fil dat ders sumthng unusual hapening in ur relationship! things r getting cold!

- and ul know thngs wen u havent had sex for quite sumtym,and yet he is not dat excited getting u laid...and only "few" comes out from him..haha

lastly,pg chinek mo fon nya,iba n pangalan mo s fonbuk nya. nging c dante,lito o ramil n bgla.hehe. at minsan burado sent items tska piling pili n lng mga msg n asa inbox (from family members o tropa nyang d mo pghihinalaan.

f*ck the freakin' system...

and f*ck d guy dis freakin' heart is lovin'....

bin with dis guy for almost 4 yirz. on our 8th month, he started cheating on me. i always caught him txtng dis grl from deyr ofis and his tita told me dat a grl went to deyr haus w/ him. den came 1 grl aftr d ader. i always wanted to break him up den, wenever i caught him, but he was always hesitant and acted lyk he nided me mor dan any1else. poor me,i dont beliv in wat he says but i always had and hav a soft heart for him. den just last 2 yirs ago,he indirectly asked me to settle down w/ him in deyr provins(he went bak home after our major breakup). my hopes wer high dat he is a changed man aftr all. den came a grl hus txtng me dat i hav to let go of his man,telling me dat deyr married blah blah... so i decided not to hav any contact with him,ever! iv bin depresd for yirs. bin with diferent men just to compensate my depression. and just few months bak,he found me. said his nver married and alredi broke up w/ dat grl. d last tym he asked me out, it felt lyk we'r strangers to each ader. it doesnt fil lyk we've slept ryt next to each ader every single nyt of our lives bak den.

ryt now, we'r trying to b civil to each ader. he said he is single,i said im not seeing any1 ryt now. but i know in d corners of our eyes dat we'r fooling each ader.

i cud always FORGIV,but not easily FORGET! no matter how SAINT he is now!

stop dreaming of him to change! u know he cant,and he wont!

antanga-tanga mo 10x! ggrrrr....

i've bin smoking since college. but i stopped bcoz of my gastro reflux disease. no cofi,no alcohol,no smoking,no to milk. iv told myself dat i cud quit d 3 of em but not smoking,but i suddenly did. but just about 2 yirs ago,and my GERD is not quite occuring, i starting puffing again. started out with 1-2 sticks a day,to 1 pak a day.

but just lately, i wanted to quit again. but its hard for me to do it now. i dont know how. my ofis frnd and i even had a bet. if he eats 2 rice in a meal,i wud smoke. vice versa. but only to find out dat were both fooling ourselves. i avoided having lunch with him and so does he. hehe. just last 2 wiks ago, i had caugh and had no voice. none at all. dat was d only tym i didnt smoke. 4 days?!!! geeezzzz,dat was hard. but beliv me im trying rili hard to avoid it. its just dat, wen im pre-occupied i fil lyk im gonna get sik without smoking. i just hope,i didnt get bak being addicted to yosi.

sony ericsson K800i- been using it for nearly 2 years now. had no probs with it. ilang beses ko ng nbagsak but stil kickin'. un nga lng xempre medyo my mga gasgas na,hehe. i usually change units from tym to tym den, but wen i had dis,prang ayaw ko ng bitawan. it has all i nid and i want in a fon. kht ilang updated fons n ngclabasan prang hirap nyang palitan.hekhek

gloomy sunday- sarah mclachlan

whiskey lullaby- brad paisley and allison krauss

butterfly kisses by carlisle - hay grabe,1st tym ko nrinig,crayola ever ako. and during d wedding preparation of my bestfrnds,d grl told me,she wants dat song. but doesnt want dat to b played during their wedding kc bka maiyak lng dw xa ng todo. pro wen she was walking down d isle,naku may i cry tlga ko,especially nung iyak ng iyak papa nya wen turning her over to d groom-my brother.

una palabra by carlos varela (man on fire soundtrack) - kakalungkot ung song n un,lalo pg naiisip mo c denzel washington.hay

gael garcia bernal films --- el crimen del padre amaro, y tumama tambien, amores perros,motorcycle diaries

other foreign films ---- sassy girl, windstruck; lyf is beautiful,cinema paradiso

gang films --- reservoir dogs, pulp fiction, american gangster, italian job, the departed, trainspotting

bio films --- legend of 1900,legends of the fall, forrest gump, good will hunting,dead poets society

romantic films --- dying young, the last kiss, love in the time of cholera,spanglish

hi! got a prob with my laptop. ive restarted it a wyl ago and d monitor turned dark. d last thing i remember(dat i did) is adjusted the power plan to "power saver".d ader 1 is,i unistalled programs of no use. d ader stuff dat i did? i dont exactly remember,but i just played around with settings and blah blah. den, i re-adjusted the power plan to "balanced" and stil no gud! i tried finding it out using the help and support of microsoft but didnt fine substantial results as they are referring to desktop not laptop. if ders any1 hir hu does have know-hows of laptop settings,dat wud be of great help. TIA!

hi,guys, i hope you could help me out with these dilemma of mine. me and a few friends of mine are looking for a place to stay overnight for a stag party. around 12-15pax. preferably somewer in qc but if not, ok rin lang. should have a separate bedroom, like a suite i guess. budget is aroud 6-8k. :boo: i wasnt so sure if these is the right place to ask so post ko na lang. hoping na may mag reply.

try tri-place along e rod. dats d cheapest decent place to put up stag party, i guess! giv dem a col 1st to check room availabilities.

browse through d websyt

http://www.triplacehotel.com/

current: VAC OFFICER( British Embassy Manila)

if not: makata, manunulat,mamamahayag!

Bossing,

 

I'm looking for a brand new acer notebook w/ a budget of 35K except for the model the one posted here wala n bang iba? Maraming salamat!!

i got my acer aspire 4715z for only 29900 without OS @ electroworld. but if you want it in package, ad k lng ng 4.5k for XP or 5k for vista. 512mb lng ang memory.but u can upgrade it to 1gb. ad k lng ng 600.

pretty much, mura prin xa and worth ur money.