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woke up in a biting sad reality...
truth that really hurts...
people whom i trusted with coame out of his camouflage...
he doesn't really care...self-centered...
yesterday,i was drowned in my tears
but when i woke up this morning, it seems that i feel great...
or am i just numb...???
for i felt nothing for verything...!!!
a loved one whom i didn't hear from the other end of my line for quite long time now,
i should be wallowing in pity with that,but somehow i'm not...!!!
a good friend who walked away without even dropping me a line...
though i admit we had some misunderstandings,i do admit we also have some good times together...
i should be sad with that...but i seems not...!!!
a father who abandoned his own flesh and blood...l
i should be crying my heart out with that,but i'm not...!!!
it feels good to have this feeling...NUMB...!!!
who wouldn't feel any pain, loneliness, boredom, hate...!!!
how do i wish i'll stay this way...
feeling like i have my own world, or mere just have mask so as i'm unable to see
all the bad things this cruel world and this crazy life has for me...
or could i blame them...???
maybe yes,maybe not...but as of this very moment i really don't know...
all i know is i'm happy to feel that it seems i'm free from all the cruelty of my vulnerability...
from the harshness of people who have hidden agendas...
people who love to hurt me...take chances on my gullible faith that nobody will never dare to hurt me,
that all things are "just"...!!! :sick:
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eiy, there...
we're into a fiberglass/resin based deco item manufacturing biz w/ my fiance'
have a humble showroom here under the products and services thread...
i wanna have some contacts within the middle east...
anyone? pls pm me...thanks...!!!
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...back off a bit...
...maybe he's / she's having too much of your presence...
...and he/she needs a little time of his/her own to think things over...!!!
...or maybe you're already stripping off his/ her individuality that he/ she came to be aware of
now...!!!
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actually, it's my fiance' who chose my avatar...
he wanted it because he wants me to know daw na
though some of my anatomical aspects are kinda disaster,
he still very proud of me and loves me so much...!!!
(his pc is jam packed with my pix)
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my dearest honey peter :heart: ,
thanks for being the driving force of my life...
believe it or not, i only find happiness when i knew you...
alas that we lost our baby...but someday soon she'll be back on us
again...
I'm looking forward to our promise to each other of growing old together...
playing with our lovely grandchildren in our wonderful home sweet home in
tagaytay...
i'm so sorry if oftentimes i'm hurting you of my stubborness...i didn't mean it,honestly...
promise i'll try my very best to be the better person you've ever wanted me to be...
and i assure you that no matter what, i'll be by your side 'til my last breath count...
thank you very much for taking care of me...
i love you and i always will.......!!!!!!! :* :heart:
your sweet baby jessie :heart:
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For you…
You know who you are…
STOP…PLEASE…!!!
You already have the “peace with me” you’re wishing for , so that’s enough.
STOP…Coz what you’re doing is overwhelming me…AND I DON’T LIKE IT…!!!
Why don’t you just spare you’re hard-earned money to buy something for your family, especially your dad.
Hey, it’s Christmas. And even though it maybe not, NOW is the time to crash down that damn barrier between you and your family.
I know that your foolish pride made you refuse to see that whatever happen, they ‘ll still the most important people in your life, they’ll be the least to leave you come your worst time, and you maybe never hear them say they love you unconditionally, but they did.
If you don’t do it now, then you’ll just prove to me that you’re the most stupid person in this world. There’s no second chance you could have them.
Don’t reason out that ate and his wife have just suffering on their bitterness in life that made them bring themselves distant from you. You’re very aware of that so why don’t you just try to give them extra special understanding. You’re older than them that I assume you know it better how to deal with them.
You’re always reasoning to me that you’re not close with your dad, ever.
Well, you know what?, you’re too stupid not to see that he loves you so much.
You know he hates to stay late every night but he always did; because he knows that you’re out and he will never have his peace of mind traveling to his slumber land until he knows that you already back home safe.
You don’t know that he’s worrying about you coz he’d been to places you’re going done things you’re doing right now. He’s holding the current every morning and too clever to know, though he’s not going out of his house, that if it’s dangerous to stay out at night during his time, ergo today. But seems you don’t feel that, and I feel so sorry for you about that.
How about doing those nice things you’re doing to me to them?
How about a kiss on papsy’s cheeks every morning you got home?
How about a rub on his hair whenever you see him quietly on his forty winks?
How about a “HELLO” to ate and his hubby and kids every time you see them?
Well, it’s not just Donna and Elijah who deserves those.
And how about a bunch of flowers that bring colors to papsy’s dark place every time you go back from Baclaran?
And how about a least treat you could buy him every time you got home from CG or your tireless mtc gimmicks?
When will you do such things? If he already passed away and could never appreciate what you’re doing for him???
If you do such things, then no need to plan any birthday treats for me.
That thing itself would be one of the most precious present I could ever have, that will pretty sure last my lifetime.
Don’t bother yourself of anything material for me, for us.
I’m already grateful to know that you’re praying for me and to know that I still have this fair chance of continuing our bout with this “thing” troubling our systems.
You don’t have to worry about us coz it will never happen if it’s not destined.
And even if it did, then, just be glad to think that it has a good reason and our journey will just a temporary goodbye.
Pretty sure every one of us has their appointed time of seeing our loved ones again so their goodbyes are really not forever.
Please do think of what matters to your life in this world right now.
If you refuse to do it, your prayers are of no value and your life is mere a clock ticking.
Now is the time…MAKE PEACE WITH EVERYONE…as how you wanted and did it with me…
And hey…don’t throw that chance of having someone beside you legally. You deserve to be happy, you’re too nice to love somebody like me unconditionally but it’s not worth it.
You pretty well knew that somebody already owns me and “something” owns us both.
Please move on.
She can fill that emptiness inside you that you’re just trying to deny if you find her, absolutely.
Definitely it’s not me, so don’t insist to yourself it’s me…
Coz it will never be…!!!
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My Dearest Mighty Master Biz...
(haneps...!!!)
uhmmm...
bukas n nga lang...
antok na kowe...
kidding aside, miss na miss na kita...!!!
thanks ha...??? lam mo na yun...!!!
k, tomorrow na lang kc di na ko makadilat eh...!!!
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fairy tales...
parables...
all kiddie stufff,'til now...!!!
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john grisham's "the rainmaker"
susan isaac's "almost paradise"
...and a daily dose of a bible phrase...!!!
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that's why the term is "so-called" friends...
definitely not the real ones...!!!
they think i'm the worst person in the world...
i could even admit that...bitch!?...evil...!?...
it's okay...they will never hurt me anyway...!
they're correct though...you must back off a bit from me...
COZ I'M THE WORST PERSON YOU'LL EVER MEET...! :evil:
.......HAPPY.......???????
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honey,
so sorry if i surprised you earlier...
it's just that i don't really understand why after almost
more than a month that i was illed, in and out of the hospital,
i suddenly became sentimental.
as i'm having my lunch today, i heard that david pomeranz's
song which you sang to me on our very first night as you're
rubbing my hair to sleep.
that song pretty well remind me of you.
so, here's to thank you for that wonderful memories we
had together.
wherever may i go, i'll never forget that colorful
chapter of my life.
thanks again and may you always be happy in everything you do...
you'll always be in the deep part of my heart, my jedi...!
sweet thang
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for you...
you know who you are...!
you're an ass-hole f**king dork...!
after what you did to us with peter, you still have the guts
to wish me "get well soon"?
go to hell...! we'll just wait for the karma you've cursed us
and throw it back to you...!
i don't need your prayers, hypocrite...!
you're the most stupid person we've ever knew in our whole lives...!
stop bugging us, will you...?
if you're man enough, you'll accept our decision...GET OUT OF OUR WAY...!!!
don't try to befriend us coz after all that stupidities you've done,
YOU CAN NEVER BE OUR FRIEND...!!!
i've given you all the chances in the world but you think it is endless...
well, i'm sorry...we're too fed up of you...if you have nothing to do,
JUST GO TO HELL.......!!!!!!!
jessie ong
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hmmm.....interesting thread you have up here...
think, i can jive with the peeps here...
so, can i...?
:mtc:
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Need a new Thrill???
Are you ready???
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May 29-30 2004
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More details in the next few days...
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Race from Makati To Nasugbu via commuter Jeepney!
Are you up to it???
Need a new Thrill???
Are you ready???
AMAZING RACE 2!...
Bigger... Better... Faster... Meaner...
May 29-30 2004
MUNTING BUHANGIN
NASUGBU, BATANGAS...
ASSEMBLY PLACE:
WHISTLESTOP Jupiter Street Makati City 5:00 A.M.
The Second Cumming is near!
For only Php 500 Overnight...
More details in the next few days...
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Race from Makati To Nasugbu via commuter Jeepney!
Are you up to it???
Need a new Thrill???
Are you ready???
AMAZING RACE 2!...
Bigger... Better... Faster... Meaner...
May 29-30 2004
MUNTING BUHANGIN
NASUGBU, BATANGAS...
ASSEMBLY PLACE:
WHISTLESTOP Jupiter Street Makati City 5:00 A.M.
The Second Cumming is near!
For only Php 500 Overnight...
More details in the next few days...
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I also do composite materials, particularly FRP inter-active playgrounds, FRP water slides, FRP water tanks, FRP toilet partitions, FRP canopy/awnings, FRP BasketballBackboards, any commercial and industrial applications, no decorative items peace jessibaby
we also perform "reverse engineering services" for rotating parts and equipments, specifically pumps, using 3D coordinate measuring machine (Faro Arm), just incase anyone has interest you can reach me at thunder@axti.com, thunderboy_ph@yahoo.com
what moulds are you using, thunderboy...?
in case you need rtv silicon rubber &/or catalyst, you might just as well want do business with me...
we're also into distribution of those chemicals, eh...!
:mtc:
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me and my fiance' just have started up a marketing/ manufacturing company of resin and friberglass base decorative items few months ago...
we're dealing with japanese market & trying to penetrate the european countries...
we're accepting local orders in case you guys need ones...
our items are not just decoratives...but deco with significance... not just mere displayed or standing ones.......
interested...? email me at jessie_ong03@yahoo.com
(our website's still underconstructions)
:mtc:
sample of our products...!
...an all purpose hanger...!
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we also accept customer's OEM.......
pls. email me at
jessie_ong03@yahoo.com
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...and so as this one...a newspaper server.......!!!!!!!
btw, the other one above is a bathroom tissue carrier...!
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me and my fian'ce just have started up a marketing/ manufacturing company of resin and friberglass based decorative items few months ago...
we're dealing with the japanese market & trying to penetrate the european countries...
we're accepting local orders in case you guys need one...
our items are not just decoratives...but deco with significance... not just mere displayed or standing ones.......
interested...? email me at jessie_ong03@yahoo.com
(our website's still underconstruction!)
...below is a sample of our products.......!
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me and my fiance' just have started up a marketing/ manufacturing company of resin and friberglass base decorative items few months ago...
we're dealing with japanese market & trying to penetrate the european countries...
we're accepting local orders in case you guys need ones...
our items are not just decoratives...but deco with significance... not just mere displayed or standing ones.......
interested...? email me at jessie_ong03@yahoo.com
(our website's still underconstructions)
:mtc:
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my loving nanay,
Wished I could turn back time wherein I'm still a little child you carry in your arms...
Things I didn't get until now, I'm grown up but still craving for your touch...
Wished it will still be possible that you can hear me say how much I love you...
coz I think I never did it when you were still here beside me...
Why do you need to close your eyes so soon...???
Leaving me all alone...
You closed your eyes that soon...
So now I'm short of hugs under the moon.......???????
I f you were only here beside me...
I wouldn't be lost in this crazy world...
Maybe I'm a better person that you've dreamed me to be...
But I made so many mistakes...
Think even you could never take it,
Unless maybe you hear what I wanna say
Coz I know you're the only person who could understand me...
For my happiness is yours too, and nothing you can't give for me to have it so...
What could i say but "sorry" for the lost time that i should have told you how much you mean to me...
Never did i recall i thank thee for all the unconditional love you gave to me...
Nights that you're sleepless when I'm sick...
Denied your convinience so that I could have things that I've WISHED...
I missed you... I wanna tell you in every given chances I have now...!!!
Suffering for the reality that why is it just now...???
Have lots of chances before but seems I don't even noticed it.
Now, I have every word to tell you...but how could you hear me say...???
Wished it's not yet too late to tell you all I wanna say...
I love you...sorry if I didn't love you the same...
I miss you...wished I could see your face up there in heaven...
I'm sorry for all the mistakes I did, I know it dishonored you...
...and for all the sorrow I gave you when I decided to left you...!!!
If ever you see a baby there that looks exactly like me...
I want you to know that she's my baby...
Never had the chance to tell her what I feel...
Because like you she left me in pain...!
Her name would be intended to be after yours ...
but Allan doesn't want me to be hurted whenever I recall you...
But I wanna tell you still...her name is Judy Almira
You knew Aj, right...? his cute voice when he cry makes you smile...
Giving him a warm bath every morning light...
And a lullaby as he closes his eyes...
He even has a sister that you haven't had the chance to meet...
The name's Alanis Jelle, who has a face of you in gay...
Smart & jolly like me, as you can see me when I was her age...
And of course, Allan.......
I know you loved him as you did I am...
But I'm so sorry to tell we didn't make it....
Maybe we're not really meant for each other...
But i did give my best to be like you...
Do everything & anything for us to make it better...
...but still it didn't worked out...the way it should be...!
And now I have somebody...
Wishing you could see me that I'm happy...
For he loves me that much
But still I'm craving for your touch....
How could I wished there's a line there in heaven...
So that I can call you whenever I feel to...
But since It's impossible to happen,
I'll just be here keep on wishing...
...that someday, may you hear me say...
...I love you & thanks a lot for everything.......!!!!!!!
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY...THANK YOU VERY MUCH PO.......!!!!!!!
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yes po..and he was advised to undergo surgery..but he didn't buy that option...
he's mother told him that it will make his condition worst than better...!!! :sick:
i heard about this "stem cell weeks ago"...
possible or not...i wanna take chances but i still dont know how or where to start on having this procedure...can u pls fill me in po about all the infos i need regarding this...?
thanks so much po...!!!