shrike

EMPTINESS

you left ...

like the wind,

on a cold, starless night

leaving nothing untouched.

you are gone ...

and it's a reality

taking with you everything

evrything that means to me.

i was not wise ...

i should have loved you less

i should have left something

for memories.

coz everytime i searched

within my heart

i find nothing

only a sense of emptiness

no trace of the love

i once had

for you

only regrets.

average work day i start with,

coke 500ml on the way to d ofc

1 or 2 coke in can on my first 2 hours of work.

caffeine fix and sugar rush to start my day blazing.

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Help:

I need to compare diff anti-spam softwares. Mapa-enterprise or personal anti-spam software yung hanap ko.

Kung may alam kayo, please let me know.

So far alam ko, eManager ng Trend at SpamAssasin.

 

Thanks ulit!

 

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bro TSUTSU ketz ayaw mo ng SPAM

e masyarap na breakfast yun with fried rice ?

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I CAN'T STAY AWAY!!!!!!!!! been trying to do all the things i did before...

 

ang kulit niya..

i tried ignoring him, i tried cutting the communication, i tried being rude, unreasonable... wala pa rin!!!!

 

ang kulit niya!!! i told him i'm not free, nandyan pa rin siya.

 

he just keeps on absorbing every rude thing i throw his way... how can i stay away? everytime i try to run he comes after me!!!

want me to clear your pest away ? for good? as in forever ?

pest control at your service !

lolz

just jokin dear !

:mtc:

99++. finished it with lotsa time to spare. won the kiss of a HS hottie for this bet (first to ring the CAT's bell in NCEE day).

BTW i took the test wen i was still 13yrs old. i grad HS before i reached 14.

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z : vatican 2? worthwhile read especially if your into the illuminatti conspiracy theory. :evil: i've read vatican 1 and 2 just for kicks with this theory as a frame of mind and bro was i really vexed by the parallelisms ! :cry:

Lord R : wanna know how many weird rizalistas are out there? check the Knights of Rizal org. last time i'v seen them is they are near the manila hotel area. rizalistas are a good source to find really trivial books and infos about rizal.

malachi : i'm not into greek. personally, reading it the way we read it is a painstaking process, it was my obsession before just to have high marks in school (it was an 85% casualty in the class, got an A). Anabasis? i think i saw a copy in our school lib. i'll check next year.

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Profession: IT demigod

Sr. systems analyst, Sr. DBA, network and systems

administrator, IT security consultant, call center architect,

technical consultant, sr. technical engr.

Hardware : MCSE, CNA, CCNA, A+, NNCDS

Software : MCP VB, OCP, SAP

Age: ayaw

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course : BS Aeronautics

BS Physics

Flying School

AB in literature

shrike,

 

you are one awesome intellectual, man! greek text literature kamo? frustration ko yon. e ako, hanggang Edith Hamilton lang!

 

idol!

lolz. bro AUTISTIC ako at may sayad.

spent my time reading books/ listening to classics at Tomas Jefferson Lib at Buendia or if i'm in a freaky mood reading the old books in national lib in rizal park.

i'm into technical IT books now. need more input to stay competitive in my field.

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never. never tried. never bothered with it.

 

don't need to. i usually know what to answer in my exams kahit nde ako pumasok... most of the time common sense lang... especially math problems... ang dali... anything to do with numbers madali.

 

now if i have to memorize something.. it would take me an hour to memorize a 50-page selection... siympre nde word for word... yung gist lang niya and the important details.

 

you guys should try speed reading. effective for cramming... that way you don't have to cheat during exams.

i LOVE ur brain gurl !

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greek ? not easy at first but it's worth the effort.

the closest way to get the frame of mind of the author is to interpret the work in its historical context and on its own language. sometimes interpretations can not capture the original intention of the author thus the need to deconstruct the work by its native tonque.

the best thing you can get in joining literary workshops is that you can swim into the author's mind and really be immersed in the world his/her work creates. a good literary piece stands the test of time and context but knowing the original intent of the writer is the key in understanding the piece.

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hmmmmmmmm.

weirdest ?

pwede sali ako jan ?

:mtc:

Any one reads ancient literature here? I read the Iliad and Odyssey every year, I usually start in September and end just before Christmas.

ancient ?

i used to read greek text literature back in college and write constructive criticism on ancient authors.

sad to say i've lost touch in reading worthy books these past few years. i've still got plenty of autographed first edition copy of local authors unread.

a cup of coffee and a smart girl could lead me back in the literary fold.

me! me ! LUNATIC ako.

nampotek isa kong XGF na aquarious nilagyan ata ng tubig ulo ko while i was sleeping. labnaw tuloy ng isang brain ko ngayon.

the AGE of Aquarious is an interesting phase. It is when people tries to have form and function into a single masterpiece.

:mtc:

OMD

If you leave, don't leave now

please don't take my heart away

promise me just one more night

then we'll go on separate ways

with hours and time on our side but

its fading fast

evry second, every move, we've got to

we've got to make it last.

When in Rome

i could have given my heart

i could have given my soul

i could have given my everything

if you have only waited ...

just a little while longer

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CK black high cut briefs.

don't feel the need to cheat.

haven't cheated after 3 courses.

MORE to LOSE - Seona Dancing

we used to cry about the day when one of us might fall

weak and blinded into another's arms

demands are gained from jealousies would flow like water

drowning us but giving us just another lover's false alarm

i've thought it over and it was plain to see the love u've said

u once needed could just not come from me.

i was tired of thinkin' that our love could change your thoughts

of our arrangement which is really not like mine

a thousand tortured lies have fallen wounded dying cut down by the questions

that we've sharpened just to save our losing days.

but us with nothing more to lose we tear our hearts with jagged truths

and everything we've come to for so long just slipped away.

and now its over. both of us free. but i feel colder.

and now we're moving to new beginnings,

but as we move we looked once behind

to see what we might find out.

lost loves and old thoughts of our nights are winners,

that launched and grasped our thought wanting minds.

:cool:

MORE to LOSE - seona dancing

IF YOU LEAVE - OMD

Just a little while longer - When In Rome

Just died in your arms tonight - cutting crew

Always on my mind -remixed - pet shop boys

with or without you - u2

distance between us -fra LL

Unguarded Moments - ?

new wave :cool:

unpredictable !

wanted to have one.. yet... cant donate blood when needed.. i rather sacrfice this want of mine

yup same reason. i donate blood yearly and when needed.

but i find it sexy for some tsiks wen they sport a tattoo, very .... hmmmmm

seductive?

99% of my internet time is in the office. we've got a very fast corporate pipeline.

1% is in emergency cases wer i nid to remote access 1 of my servers.

my home PC is strictly for games.

:evil:

strong, hot and creamy..

 

definition ng IDEAL babe ko to bro.

hehehehhehe

ICED cold with MOCHA or CHOCOLATE syrup

if it's HOT. a half shot of premium brandy.

Si Eminem lang naman wallpaper ko pare.. nga lang di ako marunong i-save yun tapos i-attach dito. Patay na patay kse ko kay Em.. wehehe.. baduy ba?

avatar ni ginny wallpaper ko. sarap titigan! parang gus2 ko 2loy maging anime.

dear fhm,

 

i've given you enough chance. now it's over. so stop whatever it is that you are doing. just stop it.

 

you wanted me to leave him for you... yet you can't leave her for me...

he and i are over now...i didn't leave him for you.. i left him for me.

as i will leave you now.

 

hope you'll have a good life. goodbye.

take your life slow dear. life is too short to waste away on worthless people. maybe take a good clean break from serious relationships and have fun with your circle of friends.

dolce vita.

master your emotions and you can do anything your mind can think of !