LoveSpell

You broke my heart,

you shattered my pride,

you killed my soul,

you lost my hope,

I can't stop my tears,

I can't ever sleep,

I can't ever eat,

I wait for you to come back,

Back into my life,

I only hope and dream,

I hope you know I'll wait for you forever,

All I have are precious memories,

memories I can't abide,

the feelings I still have for you,

I just can't seem to hide,

you were my first love,

you said we'd last forever,

but I guess forever is short,

and now I guess for never,

I hope you know that I'm always here for you,

always waiting with open arms,

and forever I'll love you...

THis was written by my grandmother. We found this beautiful poem she had written in one of her bibles.

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We’ll work together side by side

A happy young man told his shy young bride

Our life will be full – with blessings and joys

We’ll have children – both girls and boys

That first little bundle was a girl so sweet

Then others followed – girls beautiful and neat

Till our home was buzzing with laughter and joy

SIX beautiful girls but never a boy!

Then time passed by with laughter and tears

With cries and triumphs that come with the years

Those darlings grew up and went out in the world

Embracing life with their banners unfurled

Now there’s just me to go it alone

But we had those years of striving for home

Those girls come visit with their children so sweet

And now grand babies to hug and to greet

So this is a love story innocent but true

That starts with a dream then out of the blue

Comes trials and sickness along with good things

Love held us together and we’d pray and we’d sing

So all in all the journey unfolded

And the blessings go on as we live in this world

The dreams and the struggles of life is intense

But with Gods help it all makes good sense.

I wonder why I can't find love. I am in love with my "supposed" boyfriend. When we met, he told me that he is legally married, but wasn't happy there. We got along just fine and I started developing feelings for him. Today i just wanted to tell him how much i love him.Finally, I was bold enough to tell him this. A few days after, he came to tell me that his wife going back again into his life. I was weak and scared. My heart broke and I cried and cried. Well there wasn't anything I could have done, because I knew he had another. Now that he is back, things are not the same anymore. I don't get all excited, and worse still, he now finds faults in everything I do. I feel lost. I know I don't feel the same way for him, but I am still sticking around. I don't know if it will get better or worse. Or, what my true feelings are?

I don't talk about myself.

I don't talk anything about her, either. I don't probe much.

Inaasar ko lang sya na tipong patawa. Basta kailangang tumawa lang sya.

Probing and talking about ourselves would come little by little on the second and third date.

ayos :thumbsupsmiley: