You can survive this bro don't give up. I too already developed this habit of well going into Massage Parlors but I'm now trying to minimize it to at least only once a month or heck every other month would be good.
A little bit of hope here and there. But to be honest I'm a still a little bit happy na in this world where everyone almost does not want to interact with me coz of my quirks there are still a few people na nakikipag close sa akin.