heidegger Posted April 21, 2009 Share Posted April 21, 2009 This would be the first time in my life wherein I will be restraining myself, fighting against my own desires and emotions. I have never thought that this could be as painful as I am feeling it right now. The waves of desire, as it comes to me, knocking at the doors on my defenses, just keep me off balance at most times..but I have to get up, shrug it off and continue with what I must do for such is the noble act; to uncomplicate things, to make sacrifices, to preserve harmony, to not give in to my human nature that wants and wants and wants with no regard to altruism and moderation.Sometimes, I wonder why man has to be kept from becoming himself, why man has to be restrained by laws, rules and regulations, why freedom has to be limited in a way where man ought to move in a society so structured, things become routinary and man becomes nothing but a shadow of a system man has built to imprison himself into.As these thoughts and more come streaming to my mind, I realize that understanding of these facts could be therapeutic yet scarring at the same time. Understanding heals, brings hope and puts to light what is important so as to know what ought to be done and not. I hope that as I trudge this path, things will be brighter. I have tool look past the sorrow and feelings of incompleteness if I were to make it out of this victorious and sane. It is expected that I won't make it out of this unscathed but that is okay. There will be scars that would take time or even and eternity to heal but what is important is that growth has taken place. It was once said that one won't be able to grow unless he or she would know how to let go of things that are important. Love is not love unless it is shared. Sharing won't be complete until one learns how to let go and letting go will not be fulfilling unless one learns how to sacrifice...And sometimes, one must let go of what matters most...I am a work in progress...I know in my heart that I will see past this endeavor...and that beyond the dark clouds that scour the skies is the sun shining ever so brightly...I am in pain but this, too, will pass away...so shall everything.... Quote Link to comment
reskie22 Posted April 21, 2009 Share Posted April 21, 2009 to accept my faith... Quote Link to comment
WrathViper Posted April 21, 2009 Share Posted April 21, 2009 nakakakalyo pala ang vibrating condom! hahahahaha.... Quote Link to comment
Saeki® Posted April 22, 2009 Share Posted April 22, 2009 kung ayaw. wag na pilitin Quote Link to comment
Niru Posted April 22, 2009 Share Posted April 22, 2009 hope for the best....prepare for the worst. Quote Link to comment
david0826 Posted April 23, 2009 Share Posted April 23, 2009 Lear to forget the past and push to move on facing the future. Quote Link to comment
ButtChicKick Posted April 23, 2009 Share Posted April 23, 2009 the heart can forgive but find it hard to forget Quote Link to comment
tequilasunrise Posted April 26, 2009 Share Posted April 26, 2009 Always see the beauty in everything. Quote Link to comment
einnad Posted April 26, 2009 Share Posted April 26, 2009 even a dead clock can be right two times a day! try to learn from anyone! Quote Link to comment
textickles Posted April 28, 2009 Share Posted April 28, 2009 learn from your mistakes and move on to be a better man... Quote Link to comment
angel_by_day Posted May 1, 2009 Share Posted May 1, 2009 that boat rides will be anything but simple.there will always be waves - big and small.but you simply have to have faith that someone will get you through. Quote Link to comment
nohankypanky Posted May 1, 2009 Share Posted May 1, 2009 today i learned, or maybe not to long ago... - that stressing over things squeezes the "angsty writer" in me. - that money does and will ALWAYS make the WORLD go round. now I need more! harharhar!  - that YOU are such a Favorite Mistake. I need to find a better replacement, I guess. Slowly, you're making me think of taking a step back to start bringing back the OOMPPPH in my life.  :evil: Quote Link to comment
MisterYozo Posted May 1, 2009 Share Posted May 1, 2009 i have come to realize that nobody is insignificant and nobody is negligible. Quote Link to comment
erc9977 Posted May 5, 2009 Share Posted May 5, 2009 Be Patient!Rely on God ALWAYS!! Quote Link to comment
einnad Posted May 5, 2009 Share Posted May 5, 2009 life has many challenges - face them all and be a winner! Quote Link to comment
justagurl Posted May 5, 2009 Share Posted May 5, 2009 "Constant improvement and learning new skills is the surest way to take your confidence, income, and career to the top" Quote Link to comment
Saeki® Posted May 5, 2009 Share Posted May 5, 2009 ang hirap pilitin ang sarili na wag mag mahal Quote Link to comment
Naranggerel Posted May 6, 2009 Share Posted May 6, 2009 Kahit saan ka man pumunta, laging may tao na maiinis at maiinggit sa yo.... Quote Link to comment
Some Dude Posted May 6, 2009 Share Posted May 6, 2009 Tobi Mexican Style peanuts taste great. Quote Link to comment
Guest mirang Posted May 16, 2009 Share Posted May 16, 2009 if u want t know the truth about someone else's marital status then go to NSO-CENSUS Quote Link to comment
Saeki® Posted May 16, 2009 Share Posted May 16, 2009 pag di mo hinahanap, kusa sya lalapit sayo Quote Link to comment
tequilasunrise Posted May 17, 2009 Share Posted May 17, 2009 Kahit mukhang sincere, hindi rin. Quote Link to comment
gift_of_game Posted May 18, 2009 Share Posted May 18, 2009 you can't rob a pimp if you don't have a machine gun and a motorcycle. Quote Link to comment
Barenaked-NoMre Posted May 18, 2009 Share Posted May 18, 2009 NEVER count/allocate funds you are EXPECTING ... unless it's ALREADY in your hands. Â People dont realize that the GOOD faith you have for them ... is COSTing you, in terms of time, money and effort. Grrrr!!!! Quote Link to comment
tequilasunrise Posted May 19, 2009 Share Posted May 19, 2009 Believe a promise if the person has already fulfilled it. Quote Link to comment
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