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[uaeboy25]

MY SENT ITEMS

 

 

kawawa lang ang mga nagiging gf ko. sana naging duwag ako, "sana minsan maging assh*le naman ako" sabi nga nya, i never backdown sa challenges lalo na kung sa career ko. now because of my stupidity ako ang naglagay ng pader sa pagitan namin. all i can do is say to her, just go on, and move on, never wait for me to go over that wall. i cant stand to see her, she kept on waiting while im dreaming that someday we will have a chance to see each other. tang ina malayo na un sa katotohanan. next month pipirma na ako ng 3yrs sa afhanistan, what else she need to wait. she must move her ass and enjoy life. my boring life should not affect anyone's happIness. a guy who tainted someone's happy days is a deadman a guy who cant accept that he must be sad indeed someone's has the right to be happy.

 

siguro hindi mo nakuha ang point ko pero minsan naisip ko sana naging duwag ako para minsan maisip ko na umatras, as i keep moving forward, i can point my fingers to backdown, because im afraid to be called as coward, as i mive myself forward i forgot to think that someone in my life was left behind. and i cant even turn my eyes back on her its all because im afraid to called coward. in short im an assh*le, hindi ko kayang panindigan ang pagmamahal na dati kong pinaglaban. im selfish and im struck here, i hope this will not take forever.

[uaeboy25]

Im sending this msg to my own email. a strong message for me, myself and my own.

 

 

why you just cant move on?

Why he cant just gone?

i read some of your post, ist all full of s@%t(sorry but indeed i felt like that)

did he read your post here?

 

 

may tanong sakin during a job interview, pano daw kung macoma ako sa isang aksidente.

then naririnig ko lahat ng nangyayari sa paligid ko. nagkaton lang na hindi ako makapag respond.

kung ako daw ang masusunod ano daw ang pipiliin ko. sinabi ko why i cant just f#&king die?

natawa ang Hr. anyway sinabi ko to. ito ung tanong na lagi kong tinatanong sa sarili ko.

tanong na hanggang ngaun ang hirap sagutin.

 

gaano ba kalalim ang kaligayahan natin?

ikaw sige hanggang saan ang kaligayahan mo?

paano kung isang araw malaman mo na ung pagiging masaya mo may nalulungkot? paano kung ang kaligayan mo ay isa lang palang kalbaryo sa iba.

 

A-C-C-E-P-T-A-N-C-E diba ? kelan mo tatanggapin na minsan ung kaligaya mo may katapusan para ang iba naman ang sumaya.

 

sige idudugtong ko na sa sitwasyon mo. Kelan ba nya maiisip na dapat tapusin na nya ang pagbola sayo, na dapat hindi lang sya ang masaya. dapat ikaw din. nagmumukha na kaung siamesi twin, masyadong dikit at hindi magawa ang dapat gawin ng bawat isa. tapos sa huli may isang hindi masaya.

 

wag mong hintayin sabihin nya sau na wala na. try to gamble, sabihin mo sa kanya, wag mo sarilinin ang nararamdaman mo. lahat tayo may karapatang sumaya, karapatan nyang sumaya pero may karapatan ka din.

 

give yourself a break.

[SiLvErClAw]

you....

 

 

stop ranting....

 

me...

[utopianman]

Ms. Dee

 

I know that you are doing well and that me giving you this letter will not mean a thing. It's been a long time after all since we last saw each other, since we last laughed, cried and said our hellos or goodbyes. But none the less, I am still writing as a fool to tell you how fondly I miss you. How I have not forgotten about you at all. And how after all these months I still go back to the letters that you have sent, reading your hand writing and the powerful truth that you write in lavender ink. How I wish you could allow me to bask in your presence, even for just a minute so I can say that I have been in your presence.

 

I would be too arrogant of me to even dare say that my writing will stir your emotions, but in all due humility, I am hoping that you read even just a line from this text. What I feel for you never went away, nor has it changed. And my letter might already bee to late, or too soon, but I wrote to say that you have been in my thoughts, my prayers and my vivid aspiration. I hope for an audience, to properly say my piece, but before that I hope that you open this sheet of irony first....

 

Here is to what may come.

 

Regards,

 

UtopianMan

[Guest biancaanne]

My dear direct report,

 

I hope you're happy that a lot of people would potentially lose their jobs because of your need to satisfy your urge to create intrigue. You said that what you miss about our former company is how we took care of our own "kind". You just proved to me that you are officially now part of the snake pit. Porke't aalis ka na papuntang US, siniraan mo kami and your own "padawans".

 

Makonsensya ka naman sana. I'm leaving that godforsaken company. Kahit magutom ako and lulunukin ko pride ko't di na ako bisor or manager, I'd rather go work for and with people who prefer the simple life.

 

Mamatay kayo sa inggit, dahil makakatulog na ako ng mahimbing. A pox on the kabulukan sa STK. May you see the same downfall Access and Teletech saw because of the people who ran your company...

 

Dyan ka na. Bagay kayo ng mga kinakaibigan mong bossing. Pare-pareho kayong walang utak.

 

B

[BallBreaker]

baby,

 

I want my own star! literally!

 

your little star

[pimpmeister]

Aling Matutina,

 

 

Thank you so much. You just made my day complete with your call. Akala ko madadapa ako palabas ng training room because of too much excitement. I can't describe the feeling, kinikilig ako na parang nasa Highschool days lang ulit. Hahahaha... Sana ganito na lang palagi.

 

 

 

Pimpy

Edited February 4, 2010 by pimpmeister

[tessa215]

little girl,

 

i wish am wrong about you. many like you have passed through our lives, looking like they are so fragile (thus bringing out the saviour complex of men we know) then in the end hurting them in the process. what bothers me is do you really know what you are looking for? because it will always be a vicious cycle if you repeat the same thing every time you try to find the answers in the men you are with. my suggestion is for you to love yourself and find out what your really need maybe then everything will fall into place. you don't have to prove that you are cool or to be one of "the ones", when you try too hard you will always fail.

 

i hope you find your way... i really want to be wrong about my first impression of you.

Edited February 3, 2010 by tessa215

[Guest Serenity12]

To the online company that sent me an article on "Ways to Rekindle Your Libido"....

 

honey, thanks for the article but i assure you there's no need to rekindle something that has never diminished even from the start.

Edited February 3, 2010 by Serenity12

[BettyConfidential]

is the word tact even in your vocabulary? what dictionary are you using? Merriam-spread-it-on-the-Webster?

my patience is wearing thin. so thin it could draw blood.

[SiLvErClAw]

sweetie

 

i'm writing this just so you know that I really enjoyed seeing you again..

 

I know the posts will most probably provide someone we know enough fodder to tease us...

 

I say let him, kaya ko siya barahin, medyo personal na banat nga lang

 

 

but really, thanks...

 

sana maulit

 

:flowers:

 

sweetie

[-wet-]

Hey you! Yes, you know who you are! You want me to be your enemy? So be it! Being civil to you is useless! And you're not even sorry for what you had done to me. BS, big time!

Edited February 3, 2010 by -wet-

[chipmaker]

Dude?!

 

Can't you see he's just using this job to work his way through graduate school? The minute he finishes, he'll jump ship at the first company who offers him a higher salary!

[utopianman]

G

 

Tact is one thing.

But not telling what the life changing meeting is all about is another thing.

Just spill the beans next time if you want things here to improve.

 

Sincerely,

 

U

[Seishi]

I simply enjoy reading your posts.... even way before you change your name, I think.

 

Did you know that I used to ask him about you? The only reply he gave which I still could recall was --- your profession and that he has known you since 2002. It's already been years, that's really amazing.

 

He never said anything about you; he must have trusted you that much that he was able to tell you something about me.

 

I always find you amazing and transparent. The way you think and the way you express yourself.

 

Good luck to you. And thanks for sharing your thoughts.