The Mail Box

[baby_lei]

Hey Big Baby Bear,

 

I dreamt of you last night. It felt so real. I felt every hug, every kiss. Your eyes were twinkling as always. Your I love you's were so sincere. Especially the last one. You looked me straight in the eye and sincerely, with all your heart, told me that you love me forever. Could it be real that you visited me during sleep? You know that I believe in souls and ghosts. But either way, it felt so good to hug you again, to kiss you again, to make love to you again. I may sound so weird, but I still long for you everyday and even if i can just smell and taste your skin for five minutes then it'll be the best week i'll ever have.

 

Yet at the same time my dream made me cry and long for you even more. Knowing that I can only do that in dreams once in a while, breaks my heart into pieces. When I woke up, I woke up crying. Seeing our pictures together seemed like a mockery to my dream. Because you're not with me when I woke up, I woke up hugging my pillow tight with tear stains on it.

 

I miss you very much my Bear. I'm glad that I saw you, even in dreams. You seem to be happy, yet at the same time I saw the longing that I have in your eyes as well. I know baby, it was so bittersweet. But know that we will be together sometime soon. I will never let a day pass without thinking of you. Because you use to occupy my life, and trust me you still will. I love you very much. Very very very very much.

 

Here is a quote from our favorite play, Romeo and Juliet by William Shakespeare:

 

Good-night, good-night! Parting is such sweet sorrow

That I shall say good-night till it be morrow

 

-Juliet, Act II, scene ii

 

God, I do hate parting, especially knowing that you will never come back in flesh. But I know that you are always with me in soul. And that I will see you again in heaven and we will be happy together again. I love you so much it hurts.

 

Bear, I miss you. I love you. I wish you could come back. Come back. Stay with me, forever.

 

I love you,

 

Cookie.

[naked_angel]

j,

 

i chanced upon your blog tonight.

not too many entries there. you posted an entry about the break up. another entry saying you made your decision and you need to stand by it. the last two entries took me by surprise. only because i never realized how good you work with words. you wrote about a girl who you're in love with now but she doesn't seem to see you that way. the words you used described the pain you are in now.

with a deep breath, i listened to myself after reading that entry. i waited for any change in the way my heart was beating that time. but i felt nothing. i took it as a good sign. that we have finally moved on.

there's a smile on my face as i type this unsent letter for you. reading the entries wasn't such a bad thing. but it's something i don't think i'll want to come across again. it just shows that time heals. almost all the the time.

getting over a relationship that long in such a short time seem impossible. i could only guess that love has left the relationship long before familiarity has set in. and we wanted out but we were just scared to admit that we'd be lost without each other. much of our growing up years were spent together. it was only after you left that i realized that the best growing up is best done with no one else but myself.

 

with no bitterness and hatred (and no hope or agenda here either), i wish you happiness and love.

 

to letting go and moving on

to finding new lives and new loves

 

k

[ChoukoHanako]

Transferee,

 

Didn't you drop out of your school a week ago for personal reasons? Why did you have to go back in OUR school? Do you think you would find your "personal" s@%t with us? No, don't get me wrong, our school is not heavily populated and if you should know, one of the school's AWOL all the time student is now back because she heard of your appearance. Ah, your star circle magic isn't as shiny as it used to be so don't expect people to be asking for your autograph. I'm leaving that to your number one fanatic, manang corazon.

 

Kristine Hermosa is so 3 years ago, can't you just friggin' move on?

 

Classmate

[angel_by_day]

uhhm.....errr.....

dear kiddos (and the not-so-young kiddos around),

 

do me a favor.

do away with your senseless inuendos.

go bother the other girls.

 

and btw, i dont store mtc members' numbers in my phonebook....to save me the effort of erasing them later on....so dont bother.

 

shoo

[BallBreaker]

dude,

 

super galing mo daw. syempre... dynamic duo e! they were telling me a while ago of how everything falls into place for us. they told me they can clearly see how much you love me. cheesy! if they only knew that what they can see is just the tip of the iceberg.

 

I'm so lucky to have you, pare.

 

some plane will take you away from me again, but it'll also bring you back. if only you could keep me in your pocket and take me with you wherever you go. unfortunately, I may be small, but not THAT small. see you in a few days. can't wait.

 

 

waiting,

your tiny dancer

 

 

ps

 

thanks for putting up with the time-of-the-month-brattiness. heehee. you've been warned.

[kutingkitten]

hello,

 

you know very well how i hate textspeak. isa pang "kumain na ba u," dudunggulin na kita. masyadong jologs. wag din masyadong trying hard, bata ka pa para maging DOM. i am nice, sweet and we could talk about a sundry of stuff for long hours BUT we have to be comfortable first (or i have to be VERY bored, at least). take care.

 

love,

kitten

[raistlin]

to the lady that i loved.

 

I just want you to know how much I love you and that you hold a very special place in my heart.

 

Though you may have broken my heart to pieces I want to work it out between us...

 

pls...

[mwah]

When that day comes, I'll give you the time of your life.

[Lipstick]

I know I should be napping now but thoughts of you constantly draw me in like pools of nectar on sheets of lust. Just remember, I love you best because you have langka like me.

 

Later handsome. :*

[ButtChicKick]

I still get the chill up my spine whenever i see your name on my phone.

And that chill goes down whenever I start reading your message.

Nothing has change in me.

It has always been you.

 

 

 

Thanks, SMART buddy.

[ChoukoHanako]

Dear Mr. Judge,

 

How can you rule in favor of her? She was the one who stole my purse at 2am and my entourage just happen to catch her on her way to the hotel. Damn it, i know i blame the alcohol level my boys had but was it not self defense? She pulled out a gun, the guy tackled her and she hit her head on the table. My guy did too. The other guy had a shot and you are saying she's far more kawawa because she's a damsel in distress??

 

 

I don't f#&king care where you studied but just so we're clear? It's not yet over. I'll sue you and all your minions. retard.

 

 

Defendant

[ilb4u2nyt]

My M,

 

You just aged another year and I'm greatful about it. You may always wonder why I turn out only on the occasions that are important.... you're to young to understand but soon enough you'll know about it. I miss you so much...kiss your your kuya for me...

 

 

 

 

love lots,

your Dad

[munchiehoneycake]

i love you! burger. burger.

[naked_angel]

dear mom,

 

thank you. you made my evening just by asking if i'm home already.

 

in ten more days,

 

k

[Miss Zelda]

Why won't you stay in touch I.? for some reason you think I am someone I am not or that I did or said something very

 

WRONG to you to make you shut me out .Please tell me why did you just leave me here ?.I am not trying to prove a

 

point all I want to know is why did we stop talking ? thats all I want to know.If you tell me i will never bother you again.

 

I do know that whatever it is it's not what you think something is not right here,all I can say is that I never felt so close

 

to someone if we were just friends.I expected Nothing from you ever except fairness. Can you ease my Mind after all

 

this time ? I really want to explain that I am fortunate to be able to take this past year off and travel and I am moving to

 

Thailand or the Phillipines so lets as FRIENDS just talk Ok ? I just cant understand what happened like I said even as

 

2 people sharing cultures and humor from many miles away from each other is so cool to me. I am not trying to marry

 

you or prove anything,just remember those questions we asked each other back and forth trying to understand

 

oneanother.All I ask is to explain to me what happened,thats all,either I am a stalker or I was honest

 

and truthful to you,I never ever tried to prove so much to someone as I am trying to prove to you. You made a mistake

 

babe.somehow some way,any ways long story short......................You owe me an explanation what ever happened

 

why we stopped talking to each other thats ALL..........thats fair isn't it ? my cell.*********

 

Miss U

 

M.

Edited September 11, 2008 by owljolson