hottlipss Posted March 6, 2007 Share Posted March 6, 2007 that "bitch on wheels" attitude has got to go.... really it's so old news and tiring.... reflective of how insecure and how pathetic your life is Quote Link to comment
chiquezee Posted March 7, 2007 Share Posted March 7, 2007 G.M.- You can go on with your yakety-yak, I will not stop you. I have, however, ceased to listen since ten paragraphs ago... As I pick up words here and there, you aren't really saying anything new since the last time you tried to convince me that the way you'll do it is the way to do it. I won't. I refuse. I said it before, I'll say it again. Look for someone else who wishes to be confined in the cardboard box you so creatively improvised. The terrains are long, dear, and I have acres to traverse. I have no time for your mediocre plans. I have made a decision and there is no convincing me otherwise. Even if you sh*t your intestines out. - C.G. Quote Link to comment
chiquezee Posted March 7, 2007 Share Posted March 7, 2007 (edited) Buddha said, believe nothing merely because you have been told it. How true. For deception is a craft so easily mastered, by liars and cheaters, both. There are the corrupted geniuses who skillfully play with words and executions to form whole lies from half truths, and subtlety is their game plan. Commendable, these people are, for they not only have the ingenuity to spawn an illusion of truth, but they also have the audacity to betray. Consider yourself warned. These are dangerous waters you are trying to navigate. Shark-infested, unguarded. I do not wish to disillusion you, young and feeble as you are, but there are benefits to being told the real deal way ahead. What I do not want to do is to spare you the facts behind Pandora and her little chest of monsters. Yes, Virginia, there are many monsters of which betrayal is but one miniscule gargoyle. Proceed with caution. And remember, in case of emergency, run to the nearest exit. But welcome, the door is wide open and I wish you a grand time with us. Cheers! - C Edited March 7, 2007 by chiquezee Quote Link to comment
iwalkalone Posted March 7, 2007 Share Posted March 7, 2007 truth is...i don't care....i simply don't care....and i'm so tired of talking...and everything is just too disgusting ...to even remember. You may think that i need you...but i don't....i don't need anyone...and i'm not hoping to be saved...it's just not going to happen. And please...just let me pour my guts out...here. It's all I have....but i don't need anyone's advice... and i don't need any fingers pointing at me.just let me be.... Quote Link to comment
chiquezee Posted March 7, 2007 Share Posted March 7, 2007 Dear Mama, I owe you an apology. I know years have passed since our major argument and though we have disagreements every now and then, like two strong-willed women do, I have never really humbled myself enough to tell you how sorry I am for every disappointment and frustration, even bitterness, that I have caused you. Through the years, you endured my stubborness and insolence, which sometimes have no excuse whatsoever. I always believed that the reason we tend to clash is because you see so much of yourself in me. Even my siblings wonder why we can't have a normal conversation without ending up speaking with a tone a notch higher than when we started. But now I see there is more to it than merely you repulsing your similar soul. You were worried I might not end up right and you were angry with yourself as to how I was turning out to be, right before your eyes. You were protecting me, but unfortunately, you didn't know how to do it with care, as most mothers do. Or maybe I didn't know how to accept genuine love when I see it. In several days, fate will be ushering another milestone in my life. I try to imagine you at this point in your life. I can never compare. The sufferings, the sacrifices, the silent tears and painfully shattered dreams. You stood strong against all tribulations. You continue to stand strong til now, never wavering, never faltering. I cannot be half of your strength and courage. How many nights have I caught you sobbing quietly, alone in your bed. How many mornings have I seen you staring into blank space over coffee. In silence, alone, you took everything without complaining. How many days did the sun see you go through without a wink, waiting, hoping, praying, constantly... The heartache must have been near-death. Yet you endured, mama. Like a woman of fortitude. Like a woman of great faith. In all these, I have never heard you complain, nor ask why, or why you. Through it all, you never stopped being a mother to us. Not a second. Though I have always prided in becoming who I am through my own tenacity and perseverance, I do acknowledge your constant presence in my life. The reason I survived my own obstacles was because you inspired me to, despite the hostility and the build-up of resentment. And now, as I enter another phase in my life very soon, I carry your teachings with me. I know that a mother will never disown a child who came from her own womb. But what can I do, mama, to make it up to you? If only I can sit down with you over your marvelous dishes, and warm chocolate drink, just like when I was five, and tell you how I feel, what I think... But I am not strong even to do that, though you have attempted several times to reach out to me. Mama, I wish to make you proud by not making a mistake again in my decisions. You have always known what was best for me, but the rebel child just won't listen, and went on to reshape my destiny, and made my journey more arduous, staying in the wilderness more than necessary. Now I have several decisions to make and I am doing my best to be influenced by no one, as I usually prefer. But I am keeping you in my mind. You and papa, of course. Ma, I wish to not make a mistake. The same way you want to believe you did not make a mistake in your life, and in our lives. Or that even if you did in some areas, that you did not make a mistake in your survival, in enduring, in correcting, in following through, to make up for the blunders. I am on the fast lane right now, and I really need guidance and enlightenment at this point. I need your kind of fortitude. Your kind of faith. And if the only way I can repay you somehow is to strive to have that fortitude, and faith, I will. Through all the crossroads I am passing, I will not crumble. I do love you, mama. And thank you for not giving up on me. One day, you'll see you did not make a mistake on me. Sincerely,me Quote Link to comment
chiquezee Posted March 7, 2007 Share Posted March 7, 2007 Vrbi et orbi: Animis opibusque parati!A capite ad calcem! Quote Link to comment
iwalkalone Posted March 8, 2007 Share Posted March 8, 2007 Goodbye...goodbye...we've gone too far...you're all used up and so am I...Good bye goodbye...amazing how we reached this far...i'll love you...forever...in my heart... Quote Link to comment
chiquezee Posted March 8, 2007 Share Posted March 8, 2007 With something that is so right, even the smallest distance may be too great.But even the greatest distance can be bridged, regardless of circumstances or fate. Ah, the agony of midnight madness... - C Quote Link to comment
chiquezee Posted March 9, 2007 Share Posted March 9, 2007 My dearly beloved, Shall I continue on with what remains of my 100 years of solitude? I tried to get you out of my mind for I know you will always be in my heart. Today, though, in the middle of a grueling mental activity, I felt the familiar pang of longing for you and so I let my mind wander to where you may be. That in trying to imagine what you may be doing, and how you may be, I may find comfort, even in my thoughts. I admit that in some instances I let myself reflect if I may have caught a glimpse of you. Perhaps I was mistaken, for I am not certain if you are any where near. And my soul cries out... I know with you I can be real, I can be true. I long for that day when I can be me with you. You have no idea how I ache. Sometimes I reason out to whoever is patiently listening with the moon, that I do not deserve the very long wait. But then, everything comes at its perfect timing. As you will. I know you will. When that happens, I will know. Maybe not instantly, but I will know, and I will be ready. Fanciful romance inspires me not. They come, they go. Fleeting, most of them are, if not all.And the words, though they sound beautiful, what are they? So many can deceive, so many can betray.But what is deep, what is true, sweetheart, darling, perhaps I have not yet found you. I took from some their piece of meat, but inside I hunger insatiably for the nearness of you. It will never be quenched, I will never be filled, until that day when you come and find me ready for you. Many have come, passed by, and left. Some dared to linger, though only a few did stay. And right now, it has been made known, that there is no desire to stay longer where I belong. So, that can't be you, can it?... And though lonliness and sadness creeped in, I shall not hold on to what is not mine... Thus, I wait for you. And when you find me, and you know it is me, you will not let me go. If you are certain, then do not let me go. It will be very hard to find me again, or to force me down my fortress. Still, I don't want to search. One day, you'll just walk in, if you haven't yet, and I will know it is you, finally, for I will feel perpetual peace. And when our eyes lock, and our hands hold, and when our bodies mesh, and our minds meld, it will be wonderfully perfect like the perfect I know. While that hasn’t happened yet, I am here,preparing myself to love you,waiting... Sincerely,C. Quote Link to comment
chiquezee Posted March 9, 2007 Share Posted March 9, 2007 Still, for you...Even just for this while that you are here. You have touched me more profoundly than I thought even you could have touched me - my heart was full when you came (here today). Henceforward I am yours for everything. - Elizabeth Barrett Browning(1806-1861) yours,me(until such time when i have to cease to be) Quote Link to comment
Wyld Posted March 9, 2007 Share Posted March 9, 2007 This about sez it all. BlurryPuddle of Mud Everything’s so blurryAnd everyone's so fakeAnd everybody’s emptyAnd everything is so messed upPre-occupied without youI cannot live at allMy whole world surrounds youI stumble then I crawl You could be my someoneYou could be my seaYou know that I’ll protect youFrom all of the obsceneI wonder what you're doingImagine where you areThere’s oceans in between usBut that’s not very far Can you take it all away?Can you take it all away?When ya shoved it in my face?This pain you gave to meCan you take it all away?Can you take it all away?When ya shoved it in my face? Everyone is changingThere’s no one left that’s realSo make up your own endingAnd let me know just how you feel'Cause I am lost without youI cannot live at allMy whole world surrounds youI stumble then I crawl You could be my someoneYou could be my seaYou know that I will save youFrom all of the uncleanI wonder what you're doingI wonder where you areThere’s oceans in between usBut that’s not very far Can you take it all away?Can you take it all away?When ya shoved it in my face?This pain you gave to meCan you take it all away?Can you take it all away?When ya shoved it in my face?This pain you gave to me Oh, Nobody told me what you thoughtNobody told me what to sayEveryone showed you where to turnTold you where to run awayNobody told you where to hideNobody told you what to sayEveryone showed you where to turnShowed you where to run away Can you take it all away?Can you take it all away?When ya shoved it in my face?This pain you gave to meCan you take it all away?Can you take it all away?When ya shoved it in my face?This pain you gave to me No, this pain you gave to meTake it all awayTake it all awayPain ya gave to meTake it all awayThis pain you gave to meTake it all awayThis pain you gave to me Quote Link to comment
G T Posted March 9, 2007 Share Posted March 9, 2007 i get what you mean that you need time.i am giving you time and space that you want. if you're bothered and irritated by my persistance, im sorry. i just want to communicate.i will not go away. i'll be here. Quote Link to comment
iwalkalone Posted March 10, 2007 Share Posted March 10, 2007 why oh why...why meeeeh? of all people....why meeeeh??? now look what you've done? kakanta narin ako ng...Can you take it all away?Can you take it all away?When ya shoved it in my face?This pain you gave to meCan you take it all away?Can you take it all away?When ya shoved it in my face?duet tayo sis? :cry: Quote Link to comment
iwalkalone Posted March 10, 2007 Share Posted March 10, 2007 sweet dreams......are for those who only mean the most...sweet dreams....so it's meant for the one afterall.......then again.....some things don't mean the same for all...afterall...sweetdreams...i love you...i'd be happy to die tonight...knowing...that...i love you. so tomorrow...if you see me here again.....quiet ka na lang...tang ina! hiya narin ako!...obvious na...how masamang damo ako...syeyts......kakahiya! badtrip men....badtrriiip Quote Link to comment
willow_boy Posted March 11, 2007 Share Posted March 11, 2007 (edited) Fred, Didn't realize that a pleasant surprise was in store for me when you called me into your office this past Thursday. Though I may not have agreed with some of your past decisions, I admire the very high degree of professionalism you displayed. I must say that you've been very good to me and that the company's been very good to me. Thank you very much for your and the directors' votes of confidence in me. I'll do my very best in my new position. Thanks again. Willow_Boy Edited March 11, 2007 by willow_boy Quote Link to comment
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